Facing Qinglan's words, I smiled bitterly and said, "If it's so easy, I think there is not so much pain in this world." "I think you are still unwilling to let go of it." Qinglan said, "It's not too difficult to let go of emotions. The key is your own subjective consciousness. If you take the initiative to try to let go, sometimes, it may not be too difficult.

It’s not as difficult as you think, but if you resist it yourself, I think it’s going to be difficult…so, everything actually depends on yourself.”

"Why is it that I took the initiative to let go?" I suddenly said with some annoyance, "Is it that I let go, even if I let go?"

I don’t know why, since Lu Yating left, I’m very annoyed by this kind of comfort, not targeting Qinglan, but maybe more about myself, annoyed myself from the perspective of being comforted and sympathized with.

Qinglan smiled and said, "Look, your current performance is the best way to tell the problem. You are resistant to these things at all, which means that in your heart, you have never thought about changing all this and yourself."

I was stunned, obviously, I was hit by her.

I smiled awkwardly, and didn't know what to say for a moment. Qinglan looked at me and said with some emotion, "Qin Zheng, in fact, there are many things that you cannot give up and are unwilling to lose in a person's life. Some things are so beautiful that we are so reluctant to leave, just like the sunset, just like the first love, but when we look back, they are not irreplaceable. No matter how beautiful the sunset is, if you miss it, you can still wait for the morning sunset, maybe even more beautiful, but if you always indulge in the pain of losing the sunset, you may forget the sunset.

When you enjoy the morning glow, you will lose it."

I nodded. Maybe what she said made sense, but I knew it very well in my heart, and I still didn't listen. She sighed and continued, "After my divorce, I was always in the same mood as you are now. Others advised me, but I just couldn't overcome that hurdle. I always felt that we were so good, so happy, and so suitable.

What ended like this? I was unwilling to give up. Even though I knew it was impossible, I always had a little hope in my heart. I subconsciously felt that if I persisted, I would definitely wait until the day when he came back..."

Recalling the unhappy past, Qinglan's face showed a faint sadness.

"Then have you let it go now?" I asked. She laughed and said, "Let it go, otherwise I would have cried with you last night. But after all, it's better to say that you've been thinking about it, and you suddenly realize that there is a good morning glow around you,

It’s just that you keep thinking about the lost sunset and ignore it. When you stare at it, you find that it is even more beautiful than the sunset."

I nodded and laughed.

"What are you laughing at? What I said is wrong?" she asked me.

"Of course not." I said, "It's just that you keep talking about the morning glow and sunset, which suddenly reminds me of a friend named Caixia."

"Hate." Qinglan said, "Why are you talking about the serious matters? Why are you trying to change the topic?"

"No, I won't say that," I smiled, "You cook such a delicious dish, it will be cold if you don't eat it."

"Okay, let's not talk about it, let's have a meal." she said.

But as soon as I took a few bites, she asked again, "By the way, why aren't you and Meiqi Chen... together?"

I was stunned, "What? Didn't you say you're having a meal?" "No, I'm just curious." Qinglan said, "I've never seen her real person. I saw her real person yesterday. I was so envious. She is so beautiful. As a woman, I'm attracted by her beauty. You don't

Do you mean you have known her for many years? Have you never been moved by a woman as beautiful as her?"

I smiled and said, "It's not just my heart that I've been in love with her for many years."

"Really?" "Of course, we used to be neighbors, so she lived opposite me. When I was young, she was a famous beauty. I remember that every day when she came back from school, many boys from other schools followed her all the way to us from school.

At the entrance of the community, I just wanted to look at her." "If you said this to me before, I might have thought it was too exaggerated, but after I met her real person yesterday, I felt it was normal." Qinglan said, "But... why haven't you been together for so many years? I feel that

I think you're very suitable."

"Do you think we are suitable?" I asked.

"It's very suitable." She nodded and said, "I think it's right for men and women. And I'm a childhood sweetheart, the best story."

I shook my head and said, "This is not a movie, it has nothing to do with childhood sweethearts. Originally... we did have such an opportunity before, but unfortunately, after going around, we may have lost some fate in the end."

Qinglan shook her head helplessly, and without saying anything, we buried our heads in having a meal.

After dinner, we were a little bored. She didn't seem to leave, so she watched TV together for a while.

I secretly paid attention to her and found that the woman in front of me seemed to be becoming more and more delicious. She was wearing a tight open-collar sweater, and her fair skin looked extremely delicate and crystal clear in the sun.

She suddenly turned around and saw that I was looking at her. She couldn't help but be stunned, laughed, and turned around to continue watching TV.

But I noticed her, as if she was slowly approaching me consciously and unconsciously, I could even smell the very smell of her body. This made me feel a little nervous. In fact, I just looked at her with that admirational gaze, and there was no other unnecessary meaning, just because there were only two of us in the room, and I was attracted by her, and it was simply because she sat down.

At that angle, the sun is just right, and her side face and her plump side look really nice.

I actually have no inappropriate thoughts about her. Even though we almost had it once before, it was only found by the catalysis of alcohol. So far, I am still sober.

However, I have indeed felt that the atmosphere suddenly filled with a hormonal smell. Coupled with the catalyzing of sunlight and temperature, it makes people feel a little confused for a while. Her appearance is indeed very sexy.

I felt a little dry for a moment, and I wanted to reach out and pick up the water from the coffee table to drink to relieve the embarrassment, but unexpectedly, the hand I reached out was gently held by Qinglan.
Chapter completed!