Lu Da thanked Lu Yating and said, "Yatting, when will you come back? We all miss you very much, really, especially Qin Zheng, who misses you no longer looks like anyone else. Do you want to say a few words to Qin Zheng? He is with me.

side."

I felt nervous and I reached out to pick up my phone.

But unexpectedly, Lu Dayou was stunned, with a little embarrassed look, and he did not hand over his phone.

"Why... why did this break?" Lu Dayou said, "Maybe the signal is bad. Qin Zheng, don't worry, I'll call you again."

"No need." I refused, "I'm back."

It is obvious that Lu Yating hung up the phone, not a signal problem. The reason why Lu Dayou said this was just to relieve my embarrassment.

"No, Qin Zheng, remember this number and use your phone to call it." Lu Dayou stopped me and said.

"Do you think it's necessary?" I said in disappointment.

Lu Dayou was stunned, sighed, and said, "I don't understand what's going on with you. These two people are so good. Why can't they be together well?"

I smiled bitterly, "Okay, don't cry, I'm fine, why are you sighing? It's a happy day."

Lu Dayou shook his head, "When are you going to waste? You two plan to think about each other so much, but will you never be together?"

"You, don't worry about these things. By the way, have your store been viewed? If it's OK, tell me, I'll send you money right away." I said.

"Or, you'd better save this number." Lu Dayou said, "Go back and call Yating. If one doesn't work, call a few more. Tell her carefully. Maybe she will change her mind." "There is no need for this. She doesn't have my phone number. If she really changed her mind, she would have called me long ago, and it's still the time to wait for now?" I said, "You, don't worry about my affairs. My wife is married now, and I will collect it.

Heart, think carefully about your business, I don’t want my first investment to be wasted.”

Lu Dayou had to say something, but I pulled him into the box.

As soon as he entered, he was entangled by those friends and took his cups to drink wine. He was too tired to deal with it and had no time to deal with me anymore.

I felt very upset. After sitting down, I poured myself a large glass of pure foreign wine, without adding ice or any drinks, and raised my neck and dries it all in one breath.

Suddenly, a hot sensation echoed throughout the esophagus. The burning feeling was so painful and satisfying.

I put down my glass and saw Qinglan watching me. She didn't say anything, but just shook her head helplessly. In fact, I rarely drink alcohol during this period because I think that numbing my pain with alcohol is actually a complete act of drinking poison to quench thirst. I was paralyzed at that time, but after waking up, what I had to face was my body

The double pain of spirit. The pain of mental depression and sickness is really unbearable for me. The most important thing is that when everyone sees you like this, they will look at you with a sympathetic look. I don’t want to do this, even though I feel in my heart, I don’t want to

Let them treat me like they are protected animals.

Every sleepless night, every night tormented by longing, I have always restrained and suppressed the urge to drink.

But tonight, at this moment, I can no longer suppress that impulse. I just want to drink and numb my heart with alcohol.

This is probably the case for people. After being suppressed for too long, there will always be an excessive release, just like after a severe drought, there will inevitably be disaster relief and food release.

I can't remember how much wine I drank that night, and the bottles of foreign wine on the table that I couldn't name were all drunk by me. Later, I drank whatever wine I had on the table.

Moreover, most of the time, I drank alone in the corner, so no one noticed it.

Qinglan noticed it, but she did not dissuade her, but came to drink with me.

She didn't speak, nor did she comfort me, but just looked at me with wine, sometimes clinking glasses with me.

From this perspective, Qinglan is indeed a good woman, at least a delicate woman. She knows that sometimes silence is actually more appropriate than comforting.

I remember that in the movie "East Evil and Western Poison", Huang Yaoshi had a jar of wine called "Drunk and Dreaming". It is said that after getting drunk, he would forget everything.

I think everyone like me probably wants to have such a bar.

I don’t know when I got drunk, it seemed that I was going out to the bathroom. When I came back, I suddenly smelled a very strong and unpleasant smell of smoke, which made me feel sick. Then I went to the bathroom to vomit.

I can't remember what happened next.

I just vaguely remember someone carrying me on his back and saying to me that I should not cry, Lu Yating would come back.

I quickly defended myself, "I didn't cry, who cried? I didn't cry!"

Then I heard laughter, as if laughing at me.

But I can't tell who's laughter is.

Later, I heard a woman's crying lingering in my ears, and I was even more confused about who was crying.

My head was messy, my waves of dullness and disgust, and those indescribable pain made me have only one thought in my heart. Living is not worth it, and the world is not worth it...

I woke up again, slowly opened my eyes, and found that I was bathing in the warm and gentle sunshine. In a trance, I felt like I woke up from a dream.

I slowly sat up and felt a headache. I touched my head and looked at the time. I found that it was already ten o'clock in the afternoon.

I lowered my head and found that all my clothes were changed into pajamas. I thought it was Lu Dayou and the others who sent me back, but as soon as I got up, I suddenly heard something in the kitchen. I was stunned and stood up!

I walked out of the bedroom in panic, then headed straight to the kitchen, and when I arrived at the kitchen, I heard someone cooking inside.

I gently pushed open the door.

Of course, I didn't see that familiar figure.

What stood in front of me was Qinglan.

Qinglan was making soup. When she saw me coming in, she turned around and smiled, saying, "Are you awake? Go out and wait for me for a while, the soup will be ready soon."

"Last night...you sent me back?" I asked.

"Yes," said Qinglan, "the men are basically drunk, so I can only send you back."

"Then...my clothes..."

"I'll change it for you. You vomited all over, so you can't let you sleep in dirty clothes." Qinglan smiled and said, "Don't worry, nothing happened to us. I just wanted to do anything to you in the state of your condition last night."

"Oh, thank you."

I turned around and prepared to go out.
Chapter completed!