When I got home, I found that I was a little hungry, so I remembered that I had not had lunch.

I wanted to go downstairs to have something to eat, but after looking at the time, I found it was already five o'clock in the afternoon, so I had to give up.

Let’s wait for Yu Ling to come back and have a meal together.

Bored, I sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, and wanted to find a movie to watch.

But after searching around, it seemed that there was no movie I wanted to watch, so I had to click on a foreign movie I had never watched. After watching it for a while, I regretted it. This movie is a French movie with a slow pace like a snail and no storyline. It tells the life state of a middle-aged couple who are on the verge of divorce. They are all trivial. They don’t love each other and have people in their hearts. Getting married was a mistake, but I can’t hold on until now. So I began to calculate the more property after the divorce, the quarrels about the breakdown of their relationship, and various life details, densely packed with scattered flowers.

Talk, endlessly.

I was really sleepy until the end, they suddenly fought in the living room, very fiercely. In the end, both of them were bleeding and sitting on the ground panting.

The heroine looked at the hero, wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, and suddenly smiled bitterly, saying, "Tony, forget it, I won't argue with you anymore, you can take all the money, I promise to divorce you, I don't want anything."

The male protagonist was stunned and asked, "Why?" The female protagonist sighed and said, "The best time of our lives has passed. I have lost beauty and tenderness. You have also lost energy and handsomeness. We have never loved each other in our lives, but we are with each other. The people we love are always far away from us. Now, even if they really return to us, we don't have the strength to start another life, nor the strength to love. Think about it, it's too desperate. I'm tired. You go...

…”

Of course, the male protagonist did not leave in the end, and they actually began to discover each other's strengths. Even at the end, they seemed to fall in love with each other...

The dim movie scenes made me feel depressed, and at the same time, what made me even more depressed was the heroine's words.

I thought of me. If Lu Yating had never come back, five or ten years, could I really continue to wait?

If you can't wait and get married with someone else, will it be... the final result is the same as those couples. They have been in a lifelong love, but they cannot reach it, and they have wasted their great years in vain.

In the end, my heart was tired and exhausted. Even if Lu Yating came back, I would not have the strength to love and the energy to start a new life.

What a desperate and regretful life that was. Will I end my life like this?

I lay on the sofa, smoking silently, thinking about it all. The dusk sunset gently poured on my face through the window, and the fragrance of food came from outside the window. I suddenly felt that it seemed that a hundred years had passed.

At that moment, I felt my heart grow old...

I thought about it for a while and fell asleep on the sofa without realizing it.

When he woke up, he found that it was dark and Yu Ling had not come back yet, so he took out his cell phone and called Yu Ling.

As soon as I dialed, I heard Yu Ling's cell phone ringtone coming from outside the door, so I hurriedly hung up the phone and went to open the door for Yu Ling.

"I thought you were not here." I said.

Yu Ling was stunned and looked at me, "Do you... don't want me to come?"

Her personality is indeed a bit too sensitive.

"How could it be? I've been waiting for you, waiting to fall asleep. Have you eaten?" I asked.

"No." Yu Ling shook her head, looking a little tired, and said, "I don't have an appetite."

"That's right, go down and have something together," I said.

"Forget it, I really don't have much appetite, why don't you go and eat it." Yu Ling said.

"You have to eat," I said, "Besides, I'm leaving, aren't you alone?"

She thought for a moment, nodded, "Let's go."

Yu Ling had no appetite and asked her what she wanted to eat, but she had no idea, so I took her downstairs to eat something casually.

Yu Ling really had no appetite. After eating just a little, she stopped eating. She sat there and kept looking at her phone, sometimes typing something on her phone, sometimes frowning and sighing, falling into deep thought.

I was full, wiped my mouth and asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

"Ji Bai." She said, "I don't know what happened today, I was so divine and said something I didn't understand at all."

"Aren't you confessing to you?" I asked. Yu Ling shook her head, "It's okay to confess. At least I don't have to guess here. It's all things I don't understand. He said that he knew something today, and that the goal he had been pursuing suddenly lost today, and his life was completely meaningless.

I asked him what he knew, but he refused to say it. In short, it was just nonsense. It felt like something big had happened. It was heartbroken, which made me confused."

"He came to the hospital to look for you yesterday. Didn't he just want to say something to you? Maybe he really has something to say to you. Well, if you can, please talk to him?" I suggested to her. "I don't have time and I don't have the mood." Yu Ling threw her phone on the table impatiently and said, "I have to face a lot of things now. I am still too tired. I have no time to waste my time with him. If he wants to ask about his affairs, he will just say it.

Say, forget it if you don’t say it.”

"Yu Ling, do you remember that Grandpa said before leaving, "You third uncle knows something, and Li Fangya knows it too. I think...will Ji Bai knows what Grandpa said?" I said.

Yu Ling was stunned, "What's the matter?"

"I think it must be something related to your father at the beginning, and maybe it's very important to you," I said.

"If it's something that has something to do with my father, what's going on in Ji Bai's pain? What's the relationship with him?" Yu Ling said.

"I don't know this," I said, "but I feel that since his reaction is so strong, this should be very important to you, and I think you should listen."

Yu Ling shook her head and said, "Forget it, I really don't want to know. I'm very tired. What I'm going to face now may make me physically and mentally exhausted. I have to prepare in advance."

"Your third uncle and others don't want to divide the property now, right?" I asked.

Yu Ling smiled bitterly, "What do you think? Grandpa was just buried yesterday, and today they called me to go back. It was clear that it was about to talk about this, and I must deal with it now."
Chapter completed!