In fact, after Aunt Mei showed that nervous expression, a familiar feeling suddenly flashed in my heart.

I vaguely remember that I seemed to have encountered such a situation before.

Of course, I can't remember exactly when it was.

I just remember that it seemed like this was happening. Aunt Mei and I were in the house, while Lu Yating was outside the door, and then we were misunderstood.

Just now, Aunt Mei had a little nervous expression, but I suddenly thought in my heart, if it were Lu Yating outside, it would be great.

Because no matter whether it is a misunderstanding or arguing, as long as she is still by my side, I can see her, even if she quarrels with me, makes trouble with me, and cry, as long as she is still by my side, I feel at ease.

Because I know that for both of us, all the misunderstandings can be explained clearly, and we will still be together in the end.

Aunt Mei whispered, "Do you want it..."

I waved my hand and opened the door with joy.

The door opened, but it was not Lu Yating standing outside the door, but Yu Ling.

Although, at the moment when I opened the door, I knew that it would be Lu Yating, but after seeing the result, I was still a little disappointed.

"Long time no see." Yu Ling looked at me and asked, "Are you just getting up?"

"Well, yes, why do you think of looking for me here?" I asked.

"Of course there's something wrong."

She said that and walked in. As soon as she entered, she saw Aunt Mei and couldn't help but be stunned.

"Is Yu Ling here?" Aunt Mei's expression was somewhat unnatural, although she wanted to act naturally.

Yu Ling nodded and smiled for a moment, but her smile was short, and then she looked back at me.

Her eyes were a little surprised, as if there was something else.

"Aunt Mei had some urgent matters yesterday, and she had no choice but to stay here for a night." I said hurriedly.

Yu Ling smiled again and said, "It's okay, don't explain it to me. I'm not your girlfriend."

After she said this, Aunt Mei became a little embarrassed.

She wanted to say something, but she stopped talking.

Originally, I thought this was really nothing. First, Aunt Mei and I had nothing, and we had a clear conscience. Secondly, even if there was anything, we really couldn't explain anything to Yu Ling.

This itself is an indifferent thing, but for some reason, the atmosphere between the three of us was a little awkward for a moment.

This embarrassment made me feel a little confused, but it just exists strangely.

"Yu Ling, sit for a while, have you had breakfast? Let's go have breakfast together." I said with a breaking silence.

"No need, you guys stay here. I just go along the way. When you see your car parked outside, you'll get up and take a walk." Yu Ling said, "I have something to do, let's go first."

I was stunned, "Didn't you... have something to ask me for?"

She seemed to remember it, smiled, and said, "Oh, it's nothing. If you have time to go see your grandpa, he would have been talking about you two days ago."

"I just plan to go today. You are here. Then wait for me for a while, I will wash up, and let's go together." I said.

"No, I have something to do now." Yu Ling said, "I'll leave somewhere else."

After saying that, she stood up, smiled at Aunt Mei, and hurried out.

After she left, Aunt Mei and I felt a little unnatural.

Aunt Mei laughed at herself with a deep meaning.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked.

"Nothing." Aunt Mei said, "I'll go wash up and I'll go to the cafe later."

Aunt Mei went to wash. After washing, she went to the balcony to get the washed clothes and put them on, and was about to leave.

"Aunt Mei, you should come to my place tonight. It's not safe until you figure it out." I said to Aunt Mei.

Aunt Mei shook her head and said, "No, I'm going to go to the handsome man's place with Jelly tonight. Recently, I'll live in the handsome man's place, so don't worry."

"Oh, that's OK."

...

After Aunt Mei left, I also went to wash up. After washing up, it was already ten days old. I sat on the sofa in the living room to smoke a cigarette and was stunned for a while, watching the warm sunshine flowing in the living room, and the dust in the air swelled quietly under the beam of light. I felt a burst of emptyness in my heart, a little empty and bored.

I feel that since Lu Yating left, I can't handle myself at all. Once I get along, I will be deeply surrounded by this kind of boredom that makes people feel a little panicked.

Could it be that I will live like this in the future?

I sighed and felt a little desperate.

I decided to find something for myself to do.

Thinking about it, before the car leak had been dealt with last night, I called the 4 store and described the problem to them. They promised to send someone to repair it within an hour.

I was bored, so I decided to go downstairs to bask in the sun and wait outside for them to arrive.

When I walked out of the community, I checked the car and found that the oil leakage had stopped. I don’t know if it was it that it had been cured by itself or had already leaked the light.

I lit another cigarette and stood by the roadside and started smoking.

Since Lu Yating left, my smoking addiction has almost doubled.

Actually, speaking of it, I always think that smoking is a very strange thing.

Why do you feel upset, anxious, or sad when you are in a state of uneasy, smoking a cigarette can be better?

The cigarette particles are obviously paralyzing your lungs, but why do you feel more comfortable after smoking?

Could this be a psychological hint?

This is probably a question I will never understand.

Thinking about it, when I watched Wong Kar-wai's movies, whether it was Leslie Cheung or Tony Leung, there were always such scenes. They had a greasy face, clean face, lost eyes, or Maggie Cheung and Carina Lau, who were charmingly makeup, always smoked under the light, spitting out smoke in big mouthfuls. The smoke slowly rose, swayed, and hazy, and the characters immediately became three-dimensional, and the feeling of the film followed.

I was smoking alone, and suddenly remembered what the female singer said last night. She said that if you carefully observe the passers-by in a hurry, you will find that most people in this city are not happy.

I also learned from her to observe the passers-by around me. I hadn't noticed anything else, but I found a familiar figure.

Yu Ling.

She sat in the shade of the tree across the street, with jeans, white shirts, and white shoes. In the sun, she looked so dazzling that such a beauty was so pleasing to the eye that people passing by were looking at her.

Of course, she didn't seem to notice, but looked dazed and seemed to be thinking about something.

It seems that after she came out of my house just now, she did not leave, and it is not really a problem.

I pinched my cigarette and walked towards her...
Chapter completed!