After I separated from Liu Ziwen, I went home.

Looking back on the various things that happened last night, there are only two words to describe it.

It's a sin!

I felt a little nervous, even though the doctor told me that I could not do anything with such a level of drunkenness last night.

But I always feel guilty, afraid of seeing Aunt Mei.

Fortunately, when I got home, Aunt Mei was not at home.

I walked into the house and breathed a sigh of relief. The alcohol from last night had not yet woken up completely. I was just woken up one morning and felt no more when I was highly excited.

Now when you relax, you feel a little headache.

I plan to warm myself up a glass of milk and then have a happy sleep after drinking it.

When I closed the refrigerator, I suddenly found a note on the refrigerator, with beautiful handwriting, and it was obvious that it was Mei Auntie's words.

I was a little nervous and hurriedly took it over, fearing that Aunt Mei would leave me the note I left.

Qin Zheng.

When I woke up in the morning, I found that you had not come back yet. I was a little worried about you. I waited for you until four o'clock in the middle of the night last night and wanted to have a good chat with you, but I didn't have the courage to call you. Some words I wanted to tell you in person, but I was afraid that after meeting me, I would lose the courage to tell you in person, so I wrote it down for you. I have been with you for a long time. This period of time has been almost the most difficult day in my life. I really thank you. During this period of time, I have solved so many troubles for me. You are really a very good boy. Perhaps it is for this reason that I have always been a little resistant to your desire to further our relationship. It is not because you are not good enough, but... the better you are, the more I feel that I dare not have any ideas about you.

I know that I have not managed my life well. By now, I have become a mess. I am already numb. I don’t want to count you into this mess. So... Although you have been saying it all the time, I really haven’t considered it seriously. I dare not have that idea. And I understand why you are angry. It is indeed the most painful thing to not see the waiting for hope. I told you this today, in fact, I want to tell you that Aunt Mei doesn’t have any feelings for you. That day, you celebrated my birthday and stood on top and sang for me. I was really moved. Those lyrics seemed to be sung for me. For a moment, I was really a little shaken. Aunt Mei is not a wood, I am also a woman. Even if I resist in my heart, my heart is moved and liking is an instinctive reaction.

Seeing this, I was really ecstatic, and waves of excitement and excitement suddenly rippled in my heart!

It turned out that I felt good. She was not completely unresponsive. She was still moved, but she was still moved!

But when I continued to read, I was a little disappointed again.

Qin Zheng, although I haven't shown it these days, I've been in a state of extremely entanglement. Sometimes, I want to let go of everything and go crazy again. But this kind of thought is always fleeting, calmness and rationality always come immediately, reminding me of the affairs behind me and those messes that I can't think about it a little more. This time, your anger also reminds me that indeed, I can't waste you like this anymore. If this continues, it will only make you more painful. So, I want to tell you now that Qin Zheng and Aunt Mei like you too, but I really can't be with you. You deserve a brighter tomorrow. Let this matter end today, okay?

After reading this densely written letter from Aunt Mei, I felt a lot for a while, but I didn’t know whether to be happy or sad, and I was mixed with sadness and joy.

What’s so glad that Aunt Mei was not completely indifferent to me as I said. She admitted in person that she had been moved and liked me.

I was already very satisfied to be able to let her say such words. After all, my efforts were not nothing. I was really relieved to make her fall in love with me.

But my heart was blocked by greater despair. She said that even if she was moved by me, she decided not to be with me. Aunt Mei was so honest and sincere, I couldn't blame her.

I took the piece of paper and lay on the sofa, with mixed feelings.

After thinking about it, I read it over and over again, and experienced the taste of it over and over again. My mood lingers between sorrow and joy, and goes back and forth.

Finally, I compromised with myself.

I decided to be more optimistic.

Looking back, I felt like I was fighting a protracted battle along the way with Aunt Mei.

Little by little, oh no, it should be said that he was trying inch by inch to capture Mei's strong fortress, but he had been fighting hard for a long time, and the results were pitiful.

But this has not been done with it. Now that I have seen Aunt Mei’s fortress loosening, it is already a great news for me. This is an unprecedented result. What’s so pessimistic?

If you persist, maybe it will be victory! The War of Resistance Against Japan lasted for eight years, so where did I go?

Thinking of this, I read Aunt Mei’s note again. This time, I saw a lot of hope and my heart was full of strength for a moment.

I lay there, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.

Then, I had a strange dream. In the dream, I saw Aunt Mei standing in the same church. Aunt Mei was wearing a snow-white wedding dress, which was so beautiful that it was incomparable. Friends and relatives sat down on the stage all looked at us with blessings.

Even though I knew it was a dream in my dream, I was still extremely excited. Just like in those dreamy scenes, I held Aunt Mei's hand and stepped into the center step by step under the attention of everyone, poured champagne together and exchanged rings.

When the foreign godfather asked me in a bad Chinese language, he was willing to marry Chen Meiqi, I said without hesitation, I do!

But when he asked Aunt Mei the same question, Aunt Mei suddenly fell silent.

For a moment, the scene was extremely quiet. Aunt Mei looked at me and said, "Sorry, Qin Zheng, I really can't be with you."

After saying that, she ran out in her wedding dress. I felt extremely desperate and hurriedly chased me out, but I couldn't catch up with Aunt Mei. While crying, I shouted to her back in despair, "Aunt Mei... don't leave...please, don't leave me..."

As soon as I struggled, I woke up. When I woke up, I realized that I had already wet my cheeks with tears. The letter that Aunt Mei gave me was covered on my face and was wet with tears.

I took off the paper, my eyes swaying in tears. When I saw Aunt Mei standing in front of me, I wondered when she would come back.
Chapter completed!