I wiped my tears and turned around to get on the bus.

"Qin Zheng." Mother Lu suddenly called me.

I was stunned and turned around and saw that she had already cried.

"Qin Zheng, don't worry, please help me find Yating, okay?" She said to me in a pleading tone.

I didn't answer, paused, turned around and got into the car.

I couldn't agree because I knew that since Lu Yating had already made the decision to leave, she wouldn't let me find her...

Aunt Mei hurriedly joined me as the co-pilot, and I started the car and left. Before leaving, Hua Guotian was still sitting on the ground and cast a resentful look at me.

I looked at the same thing, and I didn't know where he came from to blame me. As I said, a selfish person like him never reflects on himself and always puts himself invincible.

Even if there is such obvious right and wrong, he can forcefully blame others.

Such a person is really completely helpless.

I drove the car, crying silently, and drove forward silently.

Aunt Mei sat aside, kept looking at me, and said, "Qin Zheng, where are you going to find her?"

I shook my head blankly, "I don't know..."

I can no longer calm down and can't think at all. I can't tell where Lu Yating will go and how to leave. I just don't want to stop, otherwise I will be even more crazy.

It's late autumn, and the night wind is cold, blowing down the yellow leaves that withered in advance and left first, flying in the air...

I drove the car, headless flies, and drove on the empty roads of the city. I looked at the sixth road and carefully observed every corner of the street, as if Lu Yating would appear on the side of the road...

"Qin Zheng," said Aunt Mei, "It is not a solution for you to look for it in such a daze. Otherwise... tell Zhang San that he is a policeman, and he may have a solution if he can access stations or airports."

A word woke me up from the dream. I braked and parked the car on the side of the road, took out my cell phone and called Zhang San.

"Zhang San, I need your help!" I said anxiously.

"What's wrong?" Zhang San asked hurriedly.

Zhang San was not asleep yet. He could hear the movements around him, and he was probably still in the office.

"Yating...she's gone..." I held back my tears and said.

"Where has she been?" Zhang San asked hurriedly.

"I don't know. She said she was going home to see her mother, but after I sent her back, I realized that she was fooled. She had decided to leave long ago," I said. "So, I need your help. Can you use your system to help me check what flight she took or which train?"

Zhang San was stunned, as if he was a little embarrassed, and said, "Qin Zheng, this... you look down on me too highly. I... really don't have that power... That's the resource that can only be mobilized by investigating a case. Besides, investigating a case may not be able to be used casually. I... I'm afraid there is no way..."

I sighed, extremely disappointed, but I was unwilling to accept it, "Can't you... think of a way? For me, can you think of a way? I really can't live without her, I'm... please?"

Zhang San paused, sighed, and said, "Qin Zheng, don't say that, I understand your mood, this way, don't worry, I...I want to think of a solution, can you do it?"

"Um."

He hung up the phone and felt very uncomfortable. I knew that I was just deceiving myself and forcing him to help me an impossible favor. It was too difficult for Zhang San to do so. It was because of my begging that he said so. I knew that he was not perfunctory. He would definitely try it for me, but I also knew in my heart that hope was very slim.

But I have no choice but to do this. The most slim hope is also hope, right?

After hanging up the phone, Aunt Mei asked me, "What did he say?"

"He said give it a try." I said.

"Don't be too anxious," Aunt Mei comforted me, "She said in the letter that she just wanted to find a place to think about things. I think nothing will happen for the time being."

I was speechless, my emotions were very depressed, and a huge despair was pressing down on my heart like a black cloud, making me lose the strength to respond to her comfort.

I looked at the dazed night outside the car window, lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath.

"Aunt Mei, you said... can I find her?" I asked blankly.

Aunt Mei was stunned and didn't say anything.

I smiled bitterly, laughing at why I asked Aunt Mei a question that I could not answer.

Aunt Mei also looked out the window, sighed, and said lightly, "Qin Zheng, now we should all understand one truth. Life is like this. There are many things you always think that you can do well by working hard, and you always think that you can complete it by doing what you plan. But in fact, there is no perfection in life at all. God will always make all kinds of jokes with us, so that we will chase us forever, but we will never get it. There is no way. From his perspective, we are just its toys, and he will never let you get what you want..."

I was stunned and looked back at Aunt Mei, not knowing whether her sighs were due to me or to Lin Mubai at the time.

She also looked at me, with sorrow and sympathy in her eyes, and said, "Qin Zheng, I know that you may not like to listen to these things to you now, but I still have to persuade you. Sometimes, you have to accept your fate. Since he doesn't want you to get what you want, he will always give you something else to make you lose. So... we must learn to let go and grasp what he gives you..."

"No, no, I don't want to accept my fate," I shook my head desperately, "I have been working hard for so long and have suffered so much. Why do I let me accept my fate? I don't want to accept my fate..."

Aunt Mei smiled bitterly and said, "I know that these can't comfort you. In the past, when others said this to me, they couldn't comfort me either. But later, I finally compromised, saw through it, and comforted myself like this when encountering things, because this is the essence of life..."

I didn't say anything, looking out the window, the air tonight was very transparent, and I could see the nebula in the sky. I looked at the vast night sky. In the blurry nebula, I vaguely saw Lu Yating's smile, and tears burst out again. I took out my cell phone and sent a WeChat message to Lu Yating:

Lu Yating, do you really want me to accept my fate like this? Do you really accept my fate like this? We have suffered so much and suffered so many sins. I never thought of giving up, but did you really give up? You deserter, you coward, you have no courage! Do you think that if you leave like this, I can listen to your happiness with others? You must live well according to your wishes. If you think wrong, you are such a fool. I will not let you get what you wish! I will definitely make you regret it!

After sending WeChat, I threw my phone aside and wiped my blurry tears with my hands.

After a moment, the phone rang, and I was stunned. I took the phone and it was Zhang San's call.
Chapter completed!