"Also," I wiped my tears and said, "Finally, I want to tell you, Hua Guotian, you actually have no need to come today, so I will talk to me about these things. You may have used your thinking to consider the problem for me. You must have inferred my thoughts according to your thinking. You must have thought that Lu Yating is not healthy now, and it is probably impossible to marry into a wealthy family as you wish. And I, this poor boy in the past, now has a career, not so poor, but the conditions are not as good as the best, and it is quite reasonable. The key is that I am a fool, still love your daughter wholeheartedly. According to your consistent and meticulous business thinking, I think I am a good choice, but I am afraid that I will despise Lu Yating and don't want her anymore, so I came to me to negotiate, trying to attract me by inheriting your career and let me stay with your daughter. Is that right?"

"I……"

Without waiting for him to explain, I said, "You don't need to explain, you know it in your heart."

He didn't say anything, and was silent. He lit a cigarette silently and started smoking wildly.

I continued to wipe my tears, sneered, and said, "What I want to tell you is... because I won't leave her, I never thought of leaving her on my own initiative. Not to mention that she has a kidney missing, she will be paralyzed all over. As long as she is still my Lu Yating, I will love her forever, and I will be willing to stay by her side forever."

Mr. Hua looked at me in shock, with a complicated expression.

I sneered, "I think you must not understand why, because people like you only know how to love yourself and not anyone, so you don't understand, and you deeply love someone."

Hua Guotian's expression was even more complicated.

"Qin Zheng, you...I'm so happy that you can think so..." He was obviously very happy, "I...I...I don't know how to tell you, no matter how much you hate me or blame me, I won't blame you, as long as you can be with Yating..."

"Thank you for not being blamed," I continued to sneer, "But, whether I can be with her is not something I can decide, you may not know... I have been worried since I learned that she had that surgery..."

"What are you worried about?" Hua Guotian asked.

"Worried...she will leave me..." I said in a choked voice.

"this……"

"I think you must ask why, right?" I said with a sob. "Because according to your thinking, Lu Yating is now disabled and has lost the price. It is already a blessing to have someone like me to continue. I am afraid that I will not have time to run away, so why would I leave me on my own initiative, right?"

Hua Guotian just smoked silently and didn't speak.

"Want to know why?" I said, "Let me tell you, because she loves me as much as I love her. By the way, since you don't know the feeling of loving someone, then I might as well tell you what that feels like."

I don't know why I sat down again, and I even felt that what I was going to say next was a bit crazy.

But I still sat down and said to him, "When you love someone, it feels like that," I thought for a moment, and described it, "It's that kind... you want to give her all the good things about you and give her the whole world, that kind... Even if you are by your side, some are more beautiful than her, some are smarter than her, and some are more perfect than her, but you just like to be with her, and when you see her, you feel at ease in your heart, that kind... You don't have to look at her, as long as you think of something about her, or see her name, you will feel a warm feeling in your stomach, like drinking a cup of hot water... That kind... You try your best to show your goodness, for fear that you don't perform well enough, which will make her feel that love is just like this..."

In the end, I seemed to forget that I was talking to Hua Guotian, but Lu Yating, those words buried in my heart...

It seemed that the warm feeling filled my body again, making me laugh in tears...

"It is because she loves me so deeply that she thinks about me completely. She doesn't want the person she loves to marry an unhealthy woman. She doesn't want us to have children in the future, and she doesn't want my life to be flawed, so she will definitely have the idea of ​​leaving me," I said with tears in my eyes, "Don't ask me why I think so, because as long as we exchange roles, I will do this if it were me. If you love her, you want to give her everything perfect, and you don't want to give her any shortcomings. This is love. You can't weigh any business thinking. Use any instrument.

It is also impossible to calculate, it is the instinct of the body. Even if we can't reach that level, even if we can only eat braised vegetables in our lives, we will have instincts. So... So I'm afraid, I'm really fucking scared. I'm afraid that after I wake up one day, I suddenly see an unread message. Lu Yating told me that she has left and left me forever. I really don't know what I should do... I... do you know? She slept next to me last night, but I couldn't sleep well. I've been waking up and doing an action, which is to touch her position. I'm afraid that her position will suddenly become empty..."

My tears fell like beads with broken threads. I kept wiping, but I kept wiping my eyes. I could only continue to wiping desperately.

"Forget it, I won't tell you all this," I wiped my tears, looked at him with a sneer, sighed, and said, "So, do you understand? I don't think you understand, you will never understand, OK, thank you for your coffee, I'm leaving."

As he said that, I stood up, turned around and left, calling me behind him.

When I walked past the sofa behind me, I seemed to hear the woman's sob. The sound... made me suddenly shocked.

I suddenly stopped and slowly turned around.

Lu Yating?

She was behind my sofa, and I didn't know when she came, but obviously, she had heard the conversation between me and Mr. Hua.

She sat there, crying and her whole body was trembling slightly, staring at me affectionately, and thousands of words in her eyes turned into tears that kept rolling...

Seeing her crying like this, I suddenly felt sad and tears burst out again...

"Yating..."

She stood up and walked towards me.

Mr. Hua, behind him, also stood up and looked at her back in surprise. Obviously, he did not expect that Lu Yating would suddenly appear here.

Lu Yating walked towards me.

The sunset outside the window passed through the floor-to-ceiling window of the cafe and sprinkled on her body, making her shine all over.

This made me feel like I was traveling through time and space for a while and returned to the cafe we ​​first met.

I seemed to see that sunny afternoon, wearing a wedding dress, I was dragged to run on the street.

She walked to me and tears fell down. In the sunset, I seemed to hear the crisp sound of her tears falling on the ground...

Then, in front of her father, she plunged into my arms and cried bitterly...
Chapter completed!