I remembered the old monk who Luo Feng told me that he had once calculated his fortune.

Although I believe in fate, I don’t believe in fortune telling very much. However, on such a night, for some reason, I suddenly wanted to do a fortune.

I really want to know what the ending will be like between Lu Yating and me, such a exhausting love race.

Because, I am really exhausted physically and mentally, very tired...

Even if you get a trace of hope and comfort from him.

So I squatted across from him and said, "Okay, then please ask the master to calculate the divination for me."

The old man put down his hand that was roasting the fire, slowly took out a piece of yellow paper and several copper coins from the bag, and sprinkled the copper coins on the paper like beans, and then stared at the copper coins on the paper for a moment.

"Thank me your hand," he said, "right hand."

I reached out and gave it to him, and he held it in his hand and looked carefully under the dim street lights.

After a while, I let go of my hand, squinted my eyes, and seemed to be silently muttering in my mouth.

After a moment, he opened his eyes, looked at me, and asked me, "Your hand..."

He didn't say it, I was a little anxious, "You said, what's wrong with my hand?"

He smiled without saying a word.

"Aren't you going to sell your hand cream to me, are you?" I said.

"Young man, you are quite humorous," he said. "Young man, you have a good fortune in your hands. In the future, your career will be prosperous and your wealth will be prosperous."

"Master, this is not what I want to hear." I said.

"What do you want to hear?" he asked.

"Marriage." I said.

He smiled, "The young man is a person who values ​​feelings."

"Master, can you tell that I will be with that girl all the time in the future?" I asked hurriedly.

The master laughed and said, "Are you sure you want to know this in advance?"

I was stunned, a little puzzled, "Isn't it just to tell you fortune-telling just to know the answer in advance? Isn't that right?"

"That's right," he smiled, "but, many times, have you ever thought that the wonderful thing about living in the world is that the next step is never known. If the result is not good and you know it in advance, wouldn't you have to live a life that will not be good?"

"If it's really bad, I'll have been living a life that's not going well. Will I still worry about this?" I said, "Master, don't keep it aside, tell me the answer."

The master said, "First of all, you are a long-lived person."

"This is not important to me," I said.

The master was a little surprised, "Young man, since ancient times, how many people have put a lot of effort into living a few more years. Do you look down on life so much?"

"What's the point if you can't be with the person you like?"

"No wonder you have such a good career fortune and are still trapped. Young people advise you not to be too obsessed with the word "love". There are many wonderful things in this world." He said, "Some things may not be all."

"Thank you for your loyal advice," I said, "But for me, this word may be heavier than everything, and I have no choice. You should tell me the answer quickly."

The old man shook his head helplessly, "From your fortune, there is a woman who has indeed accompanied you for a long time and has been there until the end."

I was delighted and asked quickly, "Is it Lu Yating?"

The master said, "This...sorry, I can't answer you."

"Why?"

"If she can come, I can be sure if it is her. She is not here, and I am not sure." said the master.

I was a little disappointed because I really wanted to know whether the woman who had been with me for a long time was Lu Yating.

I took out my wallet, pulled out five hundred dollars from it, and handed it to him.

The old man looked panicked and smiled and returned the four hundred to me, saying, "I can't use that much. I'm a fortune teller, not a robbery. I usually only charge fifty to make a living. Besides, I haven't calculated the answer you want, and I'm ashamed to take it."

I handed him the money again, "Old man, take it. It's such a cold day, put out the fire. Use this money to find a hotel to stay in, don't get frozen."

The old man was stunned, looked at me and smiled, "Young man, you have a kind heart, you will have good luck."

"Thank you." I stood up and prepared to leave.

"I just told you that you have committed a villain's life. I may have a disaster in the near future. Don't you want to listen? Or, let me drive you away?" he said.

I thought for a while and said, "No need, there are too many villains in my life. Even if I know, I still have to deal with them. I won't be tired of you. You should put out the fire soon, find a hotel to stay and have a good sleep."

He smiled and nodded, and I turned around and left, and heard him muttering softly behind his back, "The fate of fate begins and ends, the mountains and rivers meet, walking, burning incense, burning incense, passing through thousands of sails, half of the fate of practicing Taoism and half of the fate of you..."

I was stunned and quickly turned around, thinking that he was going to say something to me, but what I saw was that he closed his eyes and was talking to himself.

"The roots and lotus stems are fragrant, and I have suffered in my life. I cry to the riverside in my heart. The east wind is far away from me. I envy the blessings of the actors. Who knows that the young masters have no chance... Some people are unwilling to plant willows, and they don't want to wait for spring. Looking back, they are already a beauty chasing her..."

I stood there, listening to him saying something I couldn't understand at all, and felt confused for a moment.

"Old man, did you say these words to me?" I asked.

But he didn't answer, and he was still roasting the fire there, muttering words in his mouth.

I had no choice but to turn around and leave.

On the way back, alcohol came and everything in front of me became hazy, but my head was very clear. Suddenly I felt a sense of desolation and missed Lu Yating very much.

Since she left that day, she has never called me again or sent me a message.

I think her feeling at this moment will not be much better than me, and her longing will not be less than mine.

But she couldn't contact me again, and she didn't dare.

For us now, we dare not. In our current state, once we answer the phone and hear the other person's voice, the string in our hearts will immediately fall into collapse.

I really want to know whether the old man said that the woman who accompanied me to the end was her.

If it weren't for her, then what's the point of this life?

But, just like this disaster, how should we survive?
Chapter completed!