When she cried, it touched my heart and was broken.

She looked extremely haggard, and probably, it was not easy to have a few days.

We didn't stop, I went over and hugged her, she buried her head in my arms and continued to cry.

I didn't have the courage to stop and ask her.

After a while, she controlled her emotions first, wiped her tears, then reached out to wipe my tears, and said, "Qin Zheng, we will not say anything tonight, is it okay?"

I looked at her and nodded silently.

"Let's have a meal, it will be really cold if you don't eat it." she said.

I nodded silently, we started to eat without saying a word.

After dinner, she cleaned up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash the pot.

"I'll do it, you can rest," I said.

"No need, I'll finish it in a while. You go and rest. I've been tired of working for a day." She said, and stood up, packed up the dishes and went into the kitchen.

After washing, she walked out of the kitchen, untied her apron, wrapped the leftovers with plastic wrap, and put them in the refrigerator.

While turning back, I told me, "Remember to eat the leftovers early. If you can't eat them, pour them out early, otherwise..."

"I will eat it, I won't pour it out." I interrupted her.

She was stunned, didn't say anything, and closed the refrigerator.

Then he came over, lay in my arms, and watched TV with me.

She took the initiative to ask to watch "Friends", which is her favorite American drama. According to her, she has watched it back and forth less than five times. Anyway, when she was here, she has been watching this almost all the time. I rarely watch it with her, and often work on the side, and then I often hear her laughing and calling.

It made me helpless. Every time she finished laughing, she immediately realized that it had disturbed me. She quickly turned around and said, "Just this time, I will never laugh out loud next time!"

But when she turned around, she laughed again.

Even on this night, she still laughed, but she cried while laughing.

"After watching comedy, don't you know where the meme is? Is that interesting?" I asked.

"You don't understand." Lu Yating said thoughtfully, "Actually, what I care about at the end of this drama is no longer its funny point, but their living conditions, which makes me envious and longing for."

"What kind of life is it like?"

"Just..." She thought for a moment and said, "The person you like is next door. If you want to see him, you will always see him. Whether you are angry or quarreling, you will never worry that he will leave you. And..." She paused and said, "No matter how he asked you to wait, you are clear and at ease. You know that he is only yours, and sooner or later you will be with you, and you will always be together..."

Speaking of this, she was already in tears.

"When I first saw it, I was about nineteen years old. I didn't think it was precious, but I just thought it was funny. Each of them seemed to be a friend around me, which looked too much like our life. But over the years, as I grew up, I felt the more unreal I looked at it. Because these things were too precious, there was no such friendship and love in reality. It was too perfect... It was perfect than the love of any talented man and beautiful woman... I really don't want their life and feelings like that. I just want an ordinary girl's life. When I meet someone I like, I will be with him, sleep with him, marry her, have a chubby child, take care of them, and watch them beside me. I am all my happiness..."

I sat there, listening to her lying in my arms, saying this, and my heart was filled with emotions for a moment.

I didn't interrupt her and let her continue.

"Yanan came to borrow money from me two days ago. Do you still remember Yanan?" she asked me.

"Of course I remember, isn't it that 'career line'?" I said.

"Well," Lu Yating said, "Do you know what she asked me to borrow money?"

"do what?"

"She and her boyfriend are getting married. Have you ever seen her boyfriend?"

"It seems that there isn't."

"Hmm, we all called her boyfriend Guobao because he looked so much like a panda," said Lu Yating, "When they first got together, we didn't look down on her boyfriend, and thought he was not worthy of Yanan at all, but Yanan liked him so much. I really didn't understand at the time. You say that Yanan girl is just a little baby fat, but in fact she is very beautiful. Guobao really can't show any of it. But Yanan told me that I don't know why with Guobao, but he is happy. He always has a way to make her happy. Later, when I met you, I understood Yanan's feeling. In fact, the two of them reached a certain level, and their appearance was not that important. Anyway... they were happy together."

She smiled again, "It's a long time. That day, Yanan suddenly came to me to borrow money. I asked her what she did. She said that she wanted to marry Guobao, but Guobao didn't have a house yet. The two of them discussed borrowing money first to pay the down payment so that they could get married. I told her that in your situation, you have to borrow money to buy a house and get married. Life may be very difficult after marriage. But Yanan said that she doesn't care. Anyway, she knows that she will only marry Guobao in this life. If she can't marry her, she doesn't want to get married. If they are together, they can face all difficulties. To be honest, Qin Zheng, I really envy her. She can determine her happiness so willfully and be with someone at all costs..."

I looked at her and said, "Aren't you... the same? Have you forgotten? You once told me that even if you hit the sky, you will have to go with me..."

"Qin Zheng."

She didn't let me continue and interrupted me, her expression looked painful and entangled.

I looked at her without blinking, waiting for her to speak.

"Will we not talk about these tonight?" Lu Yating said.

"But what about tonight?" I asked, "Yating, can we escape for the rest of our lives?"

"But I just don't want to say this tonight," she looked at me and said in a slightly begging tone, "Is that OK? Qin Zheng."

I sighed, had to give up and give up asking.

She hugged me tightly, as if she was listening to my heartbeat, but also seemed to be afraid that I would suddenly evaporate from the world.

Then, she raised her head, held my face and started kissing me.

I was stunned. She kissed me frantically, and tears on her face were all touching my face.

"Qin Zheng, are the underwear I bought for you still there?" she asked me.

I was stunned, "Everyone is here."
Chapter completed!