"Remember I told you before. In fact, I have given me the opportunity for this drama a long time ago, and I have been hesitating." Aunt Mei said.

"Yes, you did say it." I said, "It was when you were talking about the cafe. Moreover, before leaving, you also said some strange things, but you didn't want to say them."

"Do you know why I hesitated?" she asked me.

I shook my head, "I don't know, I couldn't understand it at the time. In theory, this should be a very good opportunity."

"The opportunity is indeed good." Aunt Mei said, "I have read the script and think it's very good. Moreover, I also like the role of Zhilan very much. She dares to love and hate. To a certain extent, I even think that she seems to be me. And the point I hesitated is... This opportunity was actually given to me by Luo Heng..."

I was stunned, still puzzled, "What does this have to do with your hesitation?"

Aunt Mei sighed, "Because he was not willing to give me this opportunity for no reason, he...has the conditions."

"What are the conditions?" I asked.

Aunt Mei looked at me and seemed to be a little difficult to speak for. I seemed to understand something like this.

"He...his condition is to ask me to be his lover..." Aunt Mei finally said it.

Although I had vaguely guessed that it was this matter from Aunt Mei's dilemma, when Aunt Mei said it, I was still surprised and angry.

"So he is such a person?" I said angrily, "I have a wife and children, but I still want this kind of thing!"

Aunt Mei smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, at the beginning, he always cared about me and took care of me, and when he wanted to give me such an opportunity, I really naively thought that he was thinking that we were all fellow Binhai villagers. I didn't expect that he would put forward such conditions."

Only then did I understand why Aunt Mei seemed so entangled and hesitant about this matter, but there was such a condition hidden behind it.

"You find it surprising, but you don't know, actually... it's normal in this circle. Many people have families and rooms. They show off their wives and children on the surface, but they still have fun behind them. Those things on the surface are just their respective personalities. If it weren't for this circle, you would never know what kind of dirty and dirty truth behind those bright and beautiful personalities. When I first learned the inside story, I was shocked, but gradually, I got used to it. There is no way. Just like what our cameraman said, the entertainment industry is just a In a fame and fortune world, you will naturally have too many temptations of fame and fortune, and human nature cannot withstand temptations and tests at all. There are countless people like Luo Heng, who are big names and big names. Sometimes, they can even decide the heroine of a play. It is because of this that there are a lot of girls who want to get ahead and try to post them. Do you know that big director? He and his wife are all famous in the circle, playing their own, and they play simply..." Aunt Mei smiled helplessly, "Anyway, this circle is like this atmosphere now."

"What about you?" I asked, "You finally agreed to him, so you went to Beijing to join the team, right?"

I care more about this.

Aunt Mei was stunned and looked at me, as if she was a little embarrassed, but in the end, she nodded with difficulty and said, "That's right, I did think so at the beginning. I was very hesitant, but I didn't want to lose this opportunity, nor did I want to lose the role of Zhilan, so... in the end, I made that decision..."

I was shocked, and for a moment, a feeling of indescribable feeling surged in my heart, and I didn't know what to say. Then I realized that she was drunk that day and said on the phone that she might have to make a wrong decision. It turned out that this was the decision.

Seeing me like this, Aunt Mei smiled bitterly and asked, "Are you... quite disappointed with me?"

I shook my head blankly and said, "I can't say that you have your own choice. Besides, that opportunity is indeed quite precious to you..."

Although I said that, I knew very well in my heart that it was completely insincere. Although I also understood in my heart that this was Aunt Mei’s choice and there was nothing right or wrong, I still couldn’t accept it.

Aunt Mei sighed and asked me, "Do you have cigarettes?"

"Yes." I took out the cigarette from my pocket and gave it to her.

She took out one from it, lit it for herself, took a deep breath, and slowly let out a cloud of smoke.

I feel that I haven't seen you during this period, and Aunt Mei seems to have become much more skilled in smoking. People who smoke must understand that in the past, Aunt Mei occasionally asked me for one, but at that time she felt obviously awkward, and most of the time she was just lungs, but this time, it was obviously different.

I think she must have smoked a lot of cigarettes during this period.

From this point of view, it is enough to infer how entangled Aunt Mei is.

She got up, took out a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, and asked, "Where is the bottle opener?"

I was stunned, took out the bottle opener from the key from my pocket and helped her open the bottle.

She poured herself a glass and asked, "Where are you? Do you drink it?"

"Why do you want to drink?" I asked.

"I want to drink it." She said, pouring me a glass, raising it, drinking it all, and saying to me, "Just do whatever you want."

After she did it, I had to accompany me.

"Do you look down on your aunt in your heart?" she asked me with a wry smile.

I shook my head, "No."

Aunt Mei didn't seem to believe this, took a puff of cigarette and said, "I was really confused during the time before I went to Beijing. I was very scared. Once I took this step, what would I face? I don't know if I will go further and further along this road, whether it will be successful or endless. I am worried that if I really took this step, will I still be me? And the precious things I have always insisted on in my heart, will I still be preserved..."

Speaking of this, Aunt Mei was slightly moved and didn't continue.

I really want to ask her what she said was the persistence and precious thing.

Aunt Mei continued, "Luo Heng has been urging me to make a decision because the schedule does not wait for anyone, which made me even more confused. Until he gave me a deadline, I had no choice but to make the decision to go to Beijing, because I thought, in fact, for me, there seems to be nothing to lose. My love has long been shattered and I can't see any hope..."

When I heard this, I couldn't help but be shocked.

"I think, I'm afraid I will never have any hope for love in the future. At least, now my ideal is closer to me and within reach. Since I can't have love, it's still good to gain ideals. Thinking about it this way, there is really nothing to hesitate for me." Aunt Mei said.
Chapter completed!