This story is so heavy.

It was so heavy that after listening to the story of Mr. Liao, I was secretly glad in my heart for a long time.

His story seems to me as a warning.

I ask myself to ask myself at all times, deep in my heart, the person I truly love.

I remember what Mr. Liao said to me before. When I was young, it could be ridiculous, but who you love in your heart must be clear and don’t let others down.

What he said at that time was not a casual joke, but a life principle condensed by his life story.

On the night when Mr. Liao finished telling the story, Lu Yating didn't leave for a long time.

I said to her, "Can you push me out for a walk?"

Lu Yating was a little surprised, "It's so late, what are you going out to do?"

"I want to go out for a walk," I said.

Lu Yating nodded and pushed me out.

The nights in the hospital are very quiet, the moonlight is cold, the temperature is very low on winter nights, and you can see white air in your breath.

But when I got outside, I felt a little relaxed. I was inside just now, listening to Mr. Liao’s story, so depressing.

Lu Yating didn't say anything, just pushed me and walked silently.

As I walked, I stopped. I turned around and found her standing there, crying silently.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked.

Lu Yating said, "I remembered Ruoyun and felt a little sorry for her. She really loved Mr. Liao, but she couldn't have a good end."

"But Mr. Liao did nothing wrong," I said, "On the contrary, I think Mr. Liao is also pitiful. He has never got what he wants in his life. At least, Ruoyun still has a happy place now, but Mr. Liao has nothing, and there is only the thought that may not be realized."

Lu Yating sighed deeply and said, "But, he has been loved at least, deeply loved by others."

I was stunned and said, "So what can we do? After he discovered his heart, he always wanted to make up for it for the rest of his life, but he didn't even get a chance."

Lu Yating looked at me, probably understood what I meant and didn't say anything more.

I reached out and grabbed her hand and said, "So, Yating, have you considered it?"

Lu Yating shook her head, "Not yet."

I was a little disappointed.

"Yating, aren't you afraid that we will repeat the tragedy of Mr. Liao and the others?" I asked.

Lu Yating looked at me and said, "I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, but I'm even more afraid. I'll become the second Ruoyun."

"But Yating, this is different! We..."

"Qin Zheng," she interrupted me and said, "I'm very confused now. I've been very confused recently, especially after hearing Mr. Liao's story, I'm even more afraid. Give me some more time, okay?"

I had to stop talking, but the loss in my heart was endless. I thought that she had come to take care of me every day these days and delivered me food, which was a good sign, but now it seems that I am obviously a little overly optimistic.

"Qin Zheng, do you think Ruoyun, is she really unwilling to see Mr. Liao again? This is likely to be the last part of her life." Lu Yating said.

"What if you were Ruoyun?" I asked back.

Lu Yating was silent.

"I think it may not be." I said, "After Liao wrote so many letters, she was indifferent. Perhaps, she was really heartbroken and would not come again. Women became more ruthless than men."

Lu Yating said silently for a while, and suddenly said, "But it's so regretful! Even if you have a next life, you may not meet it. Otherwise, I will help Mr. Liao find Ruoyun and invite her to come?"

I smiled, she was still so kind.

"Forget it, we are just listening to the story, so don't interfere with the people in the story." I said, "She wants to come, she will definitely come. If she doesn't want to come, she will naturally not come. What's the use of you talking about it?"

Lu Yating sighed and said nothing.

...

Even if Mr. Liao told us the story that he had buried in his heart for many years, his mood did not improve.

Even, I felt he was even more lonely.

One night, I was woken up by him and heard him crying and shouting Ruoyun's name in his dream.

At the same time, Mr. Liao's health is getting worse and worse.

Lu Yating and I have a clear feeling. Recently, he has become extremely weak when he speaks. Sometimes, before even saying a few words, he is already breathing hard and panting.

Moreover, due to the worsening of his condition, he has become more frequent in chemotherapy recently. His hair is shaved and he describes thinness. He looks very strange and his spirits have become distracted.

One day I couldn't help but say to him, "Old man, don't think about it if you really can't. Since Ruoyun is living a good life now, let it go. If you have the fate, just cherish it in the next life."

After hearing this, Mr. Liao showed a weak smile and said, "Who can tell the truth about the next life? Maybe after death, there will be nothing left. It's better to cherish this life."

"It seems you still can't let it go." I said.

"I'm not talking about me," he said, "I'm talking about you."

I was stunned.

Old Liao said, "No one can tell the next life of things, but you are still young. You have to think clearly about this multiple-choice question, do it well, and don't follow my old path. This girl Yating is really good. There are not many girls like this now, you have to cherish it. As for me..." He smiled bitterly and said, "I don't even want her to come to see me now."

"Why?" I asked.

"Look at me now, this person is not human or ghost," said Old Liao, touching his skinny cheeks, "I don't want her to see me so unbearable."

I sighed sadly.

"I don't want to have chemotherapy anymore." Old Liao frowned, "It's so painful. I plan to leave here in two days. Even if I want to die, I want to die more decent."

I didn't advise him. Think about it from another perspective. If I were him, at this time, I wouldn't want to suffer this again. Don't die in such a pain. Go home and leave peacefully, at least you can leave with a decent leave.

That night, when Lu Yating pushed me back to the ward, we all smelled the strong smell of wine. After entering, we found that the old man was drinking alone, and he didn't know where he got the wine.

Lu Yating hurriedly stopped her, and I stopped her, "Let him drink."

Lu Yating was stunned, understood what I meant, and gave up on stopping.

The old man was in great spirit that day. The sickly aura that enveloped him these days disappeared. While drinking wine, he joked with us. We even felt that he seemed to be much better.

But that night, he never mentioned Ruoyun again. He just cried after getting drunk and asked Lu Yating and me, that was, after he died, he asked us to go there at the funeral and give him a bouquet of flowers.

"The unit will help me hold the funeral, but I don't want to be a stranger at the funeral, nor do I want to become a political show for these people. You are my friends before leaving, so I feel at ease when I go to see me." He said.

Lu Yating and I agreed.

Lu Yating cried loudly, "Don't worry, I will definitely get a lot of beauties to burn you."

After hearing this, Mr. Liao burst into laughter and laughed very happily. I have never seen him before. He has smiled so happily.
Chapter completed!