I was alone, drinking wine in a lonely way, drowned in the corner by the noise.

I looked at my classmates. Although they had only walked out of the campus for a while, they suddenly looked at their youthful faces, and the dust of society had obviously fallen on their faces. The faces were somewhat symbolic, and they were a little insincere.

In words and conversations, they are no longer ideals and love, but they all become work and money. Even if they are happy, they are no longer as pure and enjoyable as they were on campus.

But everyone still had the best of joy, mobilizing every cell, singing, making noise, and laughing, it seemed that they hadn't laughed like this for a long time...

But, is there really so much joy?

Perhaps, it is just because our youth is not much left, and only laughter can make our last youth seem less lonely and heavy.

After laughing for a moment, perhaps everyone will suddenly feel sad and reveal the wounds hidden behind them.

I had to numb myself with alcohol and quietly lick my wounds in the corner where no one saw it.

I sat there, getting drunk little by little.

Later, halfway through drinking, a girl suddenly ordered Rainie Yang's "On the Left", and I couldn't help it anymore and walked out with a bottle of wine.

Because that is Lu Yating's favorite song.

I walked out silently, smoking in the corridor in distracted, but I could still vaguely hear the melody of the song.

For a moment, everything that appeared in front of me was Lu Yating, as if she was singing this song in another private room.

I don't know, what she is doing now?

Missing is always caught off guard and makes people feel desperate.

Because I know that even if I miss you, there is nothing I can do now. Lu Yating is probably already hurt by me. She will not answer my phone calls again, and may even block me.

I knew I shouldn't say those angry words, but I was really desperate at the time. In the past two days, I was deeply trapped in the trap set by others and was misunderstood everywhere. Yu Ling and Mr. Hua no longer trust me, and the whole world is enemies of me. How I hope Lu Yating is a person standing on the other side of the world, and can trust me and support me unconditionally.

But I was disappointed, I was disappointed with her, and even more disappointed with myself. Because I had no way to explain all this clearly, even if I explained one thing clearly.

All of these things, together, seem to have become a long-planned deception, turning me into a scumbag who plays with feelings.

"Hey, why are you coming out to drink again?"

I looked up and found Qinglan coming out and smiled at me, "I'm right, are you worried, right?"

"No." I smiled and denied, "I'm just a little tired lately."

"Just lie to others." Qinglan said, "I have heard Lu Dayou say that you have been in love recently, have you been in love?"

I……

"Lu Dayou really says everything." I shook my head helplessly.

"If you are unhappy, just say it out." Qinglan said, "We have so many people, but can't comfort your little thoughts?"

"Can the love breakup be resolved?"

"Of course," said Qinglan, "How many single female classmates are here, just pick them."

"What you said is like going to a restaurant to order food." I smiled, "Isn't that good?"

"What's wrong with that?"

"It's too familiar, it's hard to start." I said.

"Take it down, I didn't see you politely when I was in school." Qinglan said, "I'm pretending to be a sage again now? I'm afraid I'm so wise and I don't like you anymore?"

"That's not." I said, "I didn't pay attention when I was in school. Now it seems that the girls in our class are all very good-looking."

"So, the significance of the class reunion lies here." Qinglan smiled, "Give you blind boys a chance to start over."

"If other girls complain about this, I think it's understandable. Qinglan, there's no need to complain, right?" I said, "There were thirty boys in our class at that time, and at least twenty-five of them were secretly in love with you, right?"

Qinglan smiled, "So what? You are among the other five people."

I was stunned and smiled, "That's because I am a person. There is nothing else good about it. There is only one advantage, that is, I have self-knowledge. When I was in school, I was a local bully. How dare I expect you? Isn't that a toad want to eat swan meat? I can only focus my target on other female toads."

Qinglan giggled, "I said Qin Zheng, why didn't I see it before? You are so interesting?"

"You just ran to the student union before, so where can you get to know me?" I said, "By the way, I didn't ask you, how are you and the student union president?"

After hearing this, Qinglan seemed to remember something unpleasant, and curled her lips, "What can I do? After graduation, I'll split it up."

"That's it?" I said, "You two were our love models at the beginning. One was talented and the other was outstanding in appearance. Even if you wanted to break up, you had to be more vigorous. At least you had to make a fifty-episode series. It was such a dull ending?"

"Otherwise?" Qinglan said, "Do you want a car accident or a terminal illness?"

"At least it's a bit of information?"

"I won't tell you if I have it." Qinglan said, "Who told you not to tell me anything? Hello, can you tell me why I broke up?"

"I'm even less surprised." I said, "It's all kinds of misunderstandings, quarrels, and then it's gone."

Qinglan looked at me and sighed, "It's all the same. A relationship is always thrilling and exciting when you are together, but when you are separated, it is always trivial, misunderstandings, and sad feelings are always trivial," she said.

I was stunned and smiled, "Incisive, it seems that our class beauty has had many sudden enlightenment in love."

Qinglan smiled bitterly, but she didn't say anything, but her eyes felt sad, as if there was a hint of light. I don't know if it was because she was a little drunk, or if it was just tears.

She lit a cigarette, took a sip, and then said, "Love is really not a good thing. What is love? It is heaven one second before and hell the next second. When it is sweet, it makes you feel like you are in heaven, and when it is painful, it makes you fall into a deep abyss, either torn to pieces or to death or life is worse than death."

I nodded, yes, isn't love like this? Heaven and hell, angels and devils are just a turning distance.

Qinglan grabbed my hand and said, "Let's go, since we have all been injured, let the two injured hearts comfort each other and warm each other, right?"
Chapter completed!