In my memory, I have never cried like that after growing up.

Never.

I was surprised that human tears could really flow down like endlessly, as if there was enough water.

People say that women are made of water, but in fact, men are not the same? As long as they touch the source of despair.

I had no strength in my body, and I lay on the floor, lying in the dark, unable to move, tears ticked down my cheeks on the floor, making a clear sound...

I lay there, looking at the wedding dress of Lu Yating hanging on the wall.

The way Lu Yating was wearing it gradually appeared in front of her eyes. In the clear water and blue sky, the sun was shining and the green grass was as bright as the grass. She was wearing that wedding dress, shining all over her body, and walked towards me with a happy smile...

I reached out and wanted to hug her, but everything in front of me suddenly broke, turned into sand and disappeared. Only then did I realize that I had empty hands and only embraced endless darkness.

And the wedding dress hanging on the wall in front of me became particularly dazzling again, like a cross and a tombstone...

...

I lay in a lonely night and couldn't fall asleep.

In front of my eyes, everything that was happy, unhappy, happy, and painful appeared like an old movie.

In the darkness, I asked Lu Yating whom I imagined in front of me, "Yating, can we still be together?"

...

I don’t know when I fell asleep, but my dreams are chaotic and inexplicable.

I dreamed that I turned into a butterfly, flying in the sea, and the storm hit, wetting my wings. I waved my heavy wings anxiously and flew forward, but I couldn't see the shore at all, which made me feel a burst of despair.

I had no other way, I could only flap my wings and move forward hard, and fly forward alone in the howling wind.

At this moment, a butterfly suddenly flew towards me. She encouraged me with a smile and led me to continue flying forward.

After going through hardships, finally, the beach in my dream appeared before my eyes, where birds sing and flowers scented, green trees shady, and the warm sunshine dried the sea water on my wings.

I followed the butterfly that led me out of the haze and despair, and walked among the flowers. I was full of gratitude for her, "Thank you for bringing me here, this is the beach in my dream."

The butterfly turned around and smiled, "You don't need to say anything. I know your grievances. I understand you, so you don't need to say anything."

Its smiled brightly, and a piece of golden pollen rippled on the ground. Among the golden pollen, she suddenly transformed into Lu Yating wearing a wedding dress. She smiled brightly, "I'm leaving first, thank you for your company..."

Then she flapped her wings and took off, turned into a graceful butterfly again, flew into the air and left...

I called Lu Yating's name in despair, and shouted her name in anxiety and despair...

...

When I woke up again, I found myself still sleeping on the floor, and my wings disappeared...

And immediately, I realized that last night, I lost something.

In an instant, a huge wave of loneliness and despair surged up and surrounded me.

I stood there in a daze.

The windows were not closed, and the evening wind blew in, making me return to that dream in a daze.

I sat up from the floor, feeling exhausted both physically and mentally, and had no strength at all.

After protesting in my stomach, I realized that the grain of rice had not been in one day and one night.

I got up and went to wash and prepared to go downstairs to eat.

The phone suddenly rang, and I felt happy. I thought it was Lu Yating's call, so I hurriedly ran towards the phone on the floor.

I picked up my cell phone and was disappointed to find that it was not the call from Lu Yating, but the call from Zhang San.

I picked it up, "Hey, Zhang San."

"I said, why haven't you arrived yet?" Zhang San answered the phone and asked me.

I was stunned, "Why do you want to go?"

"I knew you would have forgotten this aside," said Zhang San, "Class reunion! Didn't you agree a few days ago?"

Only then did I remember that this seemed to be the case. The university group was indeed talking about this a few days ago, and I agreed, but later I forgot it.

But at this time, I really don’t have the mood to go. Isn’t it a shame for everyone to go with my virtue?

"You guys go, I don't want to go anymore." I said.

"What's wrong?" Zhang San said, "This is a good thing. Why do you change your mind if you change your mind? Come quickly. Several teachers are here. It's rare that people are so neat. Everyone is waiting for you. Besides, I have important things to announce today."

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"You'll know when you come." He said, "Hurry up, don't be too lazy, wait for you."

After saying that, he hung up the phone. There was no way, so I had to clean up and go out.

I was planning to drive the car, but after I went out, I remembered that the car was still in the clubhouse where Sister Xiang last time, so I had to take a taxi to the club and then drive to the hotel where the party was held.

After I arrived, I found that many classmates had arrived, and even the teachers had arrived.

When the old classmates met, everyone was very happy and greeted and joked with each other. In a trance, it seemed as if they had returned to that period of youthful time.

After dinner, they were still unsatisfied and took a walk to sing.

I was also very happy to see them, but not long after, I couldn't hold on and was surrounded by the feeling of despair and loss.

I quietly hid in the corner and drank alone.

"Qin Zheng, do you still remember me?" Suddenly a female classmate sat next to me and asked me with a smile.

"Of course I remember, if I forget anyone, I will never forget our class beauty?" I forced a smile and said.

Qinglan was indeed the beauties of our class at that time. When she was a freshman, Zhang San and Lu Dayou both chased her, but she refused them all. She was eventually taken away by the president of the student union.

Now it seems that although he has lost his youthful appearance and has a bit of mature appearance, he is still beautiful and even has a career line.

"What's wrong with you? You look depressed?" she asked me, "Everyone has finally got together, be happier."

"I'm very happy," I smiled, "but you know, I'm not very good at talking."

"It's different to be a leader." She smiled, "We should be the best at our class now, right?"

"No, right?" I smiled, "I'm just slutty."

"Who are you lying to?" she smiled, "I saw you at that real estate summit. They said you are the boss of a real estate company now. I really didn't realize that the boy who was the least talkative at that time had such a great prospect."

"You saw me? Then why didn't you talk to me?" I asked.

"There are people around you," she said, "A beauty with long legs is having a lot of fun talking to you. I didn't dare to disturb you. That's your girlfriend, right?"

She is talking about Yu Ling.

I smiled and said, "No, it's just a friend."

"Then are... single now?" she asked.

I smiled bitterly, "It's almost the same, go play with yours, don't worry about me."

She suddenly grabbed my hand and said, "Let's go, don't be bored, let's go sing."
Chapter completed!