After I chased after me, Aunt Mei had already walked to the entrance of the community.

A thick layer of snow has fallen outside.

I called her, Aunt Mei turned around, her eyes red, and asked me, "What's wrong?"

"Aunt Mei, my mother is the only one. Don't worry about her." I said apologetically.

Aunt Mei forced a smile and said, "It's okay, Aunt Mei is not that kind of narrow-minded person, so she won't care. Besides, what she said is right. The matter between you and Yating is indeed because of me, and I can understand that she is angry."

Although she said this, she could see that after being so mean and mean to me, she was obviously sad.

"Aunt Mei, I'm sorry..."

She still smiled and said, "What are you saying sorry to me? It's not your fault. It's me who should be sorry. I didn't have the nerve to ask, what was going on in Yating? Why did she suddenly go to the United States?"

I sighed and said, "It's hard to say anything, anyway, I just didn't keep it."

Aunt Mei's face was full of self-blame, and she sighed, "How could it be like this? Isn't it a pity to break up like this?"

I said, "It's not a breakup. She wants to learn and rethink our relationship."

Aunt Mei was stunned, "Isn't it considered a breakup?"

I nodded, smiled bitterly, and said, "I don't understand what she thinks. Anyway, it's time to this point. Forget it, it doesn't matter. It depends on fate. But Aunt Mei, don't blame yourself anymore. This matter really has nothing to do with you, mainly because of the two of us. Besides, I'm fine."

Aunt Mei didn't say anything, and sighed, "It's all written on her face, and she said it's okay. Okay, go back quickly. It's too late to go back. Your mother should be unhappy. I'm leaving."

I nodded. Aunt Mei planned to leave.

"Auntie Mei." I called her.

"What's wrong?" she asked back.

"What you said just now is not true, is it?" I asked.

"What?" asked Aunt Mei.

"You promised my mom that you won't see me again in the future." I said, "You really don't have to take it seriously. My mom just did that, for a while, you don't have to take it seriously. In the future... we will do whatever we should do."

Aunt Mei looked at me, "How are we...?"

I was stunned, "Just... what should I do, I don't have to stay away from each other. I just know you, a big star like you, and you will still brag in the future."

Aunt Mei smiled faintly and said, "Let's talk about it, I can't meet a few times anyway. After dealing with A Fei's affairs in the past few days, I will go back to Beijing. There is still an online drama before the New Year, and I will go to film it in other places."

That's right. Even if my mother doesn't let her promise, Aunt Mei and I can't meet for a few times. She is chasing her own career now and will probably not go back to Binhai for a long time.

"Okay." I murmured, "Go and chase your dream..."

"You also do it well. Aren't you doing it well now?" said Aunt Mei, "Since love can't be kept, then just do something."

"Yeah." I nodded.

"Then I'll leave." Aunt Mei turned around and left.

I looked at Aunt Mei's back walking in the vast snowy scenery, and suddenly felt sad. I saw Lu Yating away like this in the morning, and now I saw Aunt Mei away. The two women I loved deeply left my life like this...

But why is this?

I did nothing wrong? Why should I bear such a punishment?

I do my best and have no reservations about my feelings, but why can't I keep someone I love?

Why do I want happiness always miss it through constant missing?

Everything is a kite flying through the sky, with wires tied up without freedom, no bounds of threads, waiting for the crash after indulgence...

...

After seeing off Aunt Mei, I stood in the snow for a long time until the snowflakes fell on my shoulders, and then I walked back with heavy steps.

After I went back, I saw my mother crying on the sofa, and my dad comforted me.

Although I felt sorry for her, I knew that she was angry because of her regret for Lu Yating, I was still a little angry with her. She shouldn't have said such excessive words to Aunt Mei.

So I ignored her and prepared to go back to my room.

But my dad called me, "Qin Zheng, come out with dad."

I was stunned and went out with him.

After going out, my dad asked me, “Do you have cigarettes?”

"Have you quit smoking for a long time?" I said. In my impression, he seems to have quit smoking for several years.

"Shh, let's just say a little bitch, that's a lie to your mother," my dad said nervously, "Where can you quit smoking?"

I took out my cigarette, handed my dad one, lit it for him, and smoked one myself.

When I lighted his cigarette, I felt a strange feeling because I had never lit a cigarette for my dad, and I had never smoked in front of my dad.

In the past, he didn't allow me to smoke, so I could only hide. Later, as he grew up, he knew that I was smoking, so he didn't say anything more, but he had never smoked in front of him.

Therefore, for a moment, I felt quite emotional.

My dad probably has a similar feeling to me. He smoked himself, watched me smoke, smiled, and said, "Qin Zheng, time passes so fast, you grow up all of a sudden. Dad still remembers taking you to the amusement park when he was a child, but he forgot to bring the money. You cried and made a fuss and insisted on going in, and asked me to beat me up. You ignored me on the way back and walked alone in front, small and very interesting. My impression of you was still at that time. I felt that you had grown up so old before you could react."

I also felt a lot of emotion in my heart. Yes, time really passes quickly. More than a year ago, when I met Aunt Mei, it seemed to be right in front of me, but in a flash, so many things had already happened.

"Qin Zheng, dad asked you, are there really no chance for you and that girl Yating?" My dad asked me.

I sighed, "I don't know, it's hard to say."

"Then do you...love her?" my dad asked me.

He suddenly asked me this question, which caught me off guard.

When I grew up, my dad and I rarely talked, so he suddenly asked me this question, which really made me feel unthinkable.

"Um."

My dad nodded and said, "I heard your mom talk about her a lot. She is a good girl and deserves to marry a good girl home to live, so, no matter what, don't give up."

"The problem is not that I want to give up now, but that people want to give up on me." I said.

"Silly boy, a person who truly loves you will not give up easily, because loving this thing is not so easy to give up unless she actually doesn't love you." My dad said.

I looked at my dad and was very surprised, "I said, Dad, did you get the wrong script? Is this your line?"

My dad laughed, "Boy, don't look at your dad getting old and having no charm anymore, but you were much more romantic than you when I was young. Nothing is as unreliable as you, and even a girl can't handle it. In terms of feelings, I can really give you references. Let me tell you that sometimes love needs space. If you are separated for a while, it may not be a bad thing. At least I think you can still be together, so don't be so depressed and optimistic."
Chapter completed!