I was really panicked.

I only know the misunderstanding of me in Lu Yating's heart, but I don't know that she has accumulated so much grievances in her heart...

And I also vaguely felt that she came to me so late, maybe she wanted to break up with me...

"Yating, please listen to my explanation?" I grabbed her hand and said.

"No, don't explain anymore." Lu Yating calmly broke free from me and said, "I came to you today. I didn't want to hear what you explained, nor did I want an answer. I wanted what I wanted. You never gave me what I waited for, I never waited. I knew that even if I continued like this, I wouldn't wait..."

"No, you don't have to wait! I can give it all now!" I said excitedly, "Give it all my heart!"

She looked at me and seemed to be shaken, but in the end, she shook her head and said, "Qin Zheng, sorry, I'm impatient, I can't wait...so..."

I looked at her in horror, afraid that she would say it, but she hesitated for a moment and gritted her teeth and said, "So... Qin Zheng, let's... forget it..."

I immediately felt like I was hit by someone, my whole body trembled slightly, and I was a little unstable...

What I was most worried about was still happening... She still said it...

"Yating, you... are you really planning to leave me like this?" I grabbed her hand fiercely again!

Lu Yating still broke free, wiped her tears, sighed, and said, "Qin Zheng, isn't this exactly what you want? Now I give you freedom, so cherish it..."

"No! Yating! This is not true!" I said excitedly, "You said, you will not leave me!"

"I said this before, but now I regret it, okay?" she said lightly, "My dad mentioned to me about studying in the United States again today, and I agreed."

"Yating, you can't go! You can't go!" I said excitedly.

"Didn't you advise me to go before?" Lu Yating said, "Now... isn't it just right for you?"

"But it was Mr. Hua who asked me to help persuade you before! This is not my idea!" I said anxiously.

Lu Yating looked disappointed, "Qin Zheng, I am really too disappointed with you. It's time for you to take my dad out as an excuse. Do you think it's interesting?"

I was stunned. She wiped her tears and said, "Qin Zheng, I have shed too many tears for you. I have never shed so many tears in my life. I don't want to do this anymore. Qin Zheng, I wish you happiness..."

After saying that, she turned around and left...

I rushed over and hugged her from behind, "Yating, don't leave! Don't leave me! Everything in the past is my fault. I apologize to you. I will definitely not let you down again in the future. Can you?"

She still cried violently, and she was like rain, but her attitude was still firm, "Qin Zheng, don't work hard, I have decided, and I will not change..."

After saying that, she broke free from me and left quickly...

I watched her leaving her back disappear into the night. I felt my soul be taken away by her for a moment. I didn’t have any strength on my body, and I couldn’t even cry. I could only have the endless despair, sitting on the ground with a soft butt...

...

In the bar, a male singer was singing an old black panther rock song with the band on it, hoarsely, and the others followed him, which was very noisy.

But here I am quiet, and my heart is cold, as if I can't hear anything.

I just sat in the corner and drank silently.

Although I know that drinking to drown my sorrow is a very unpromising approach, but at this point, I really can't think of any other way to make me feel better.

I felt confused and helpless, and felt wronged because I really did nothing. And I had really made up such a great determination that I had decided to let go of everything and treat her well, but why did such a thing happen at this time? Why did fate always tease me like this again and again?

When Zhang San arrived, I had almost drunk it.

He looked at the empty wine bottles on the table and frowned and said, "What's wrong with you? Are you having a quarrel with Yating?"

"No trouble." I smiled.

"Then why are you drinking so much wine?" Zhang San said inconsolably.

"She wants to break up with me," I said.

After hearing this, Zhang San didn't seem to be too surprised, but just smiled bitterly.

"Did you hear that Lu Yating, she is going to break up with me? Your reaction is too calm, right?" I said.

Zhang San poured himself a glass of wine and said, "It's expected."

"You...you're so surprised!"

"No need to predict it, even a fool can see that although you are with Lu Yating, have you ever been calm? Haven't you been wandering around with Aunt Mei all the time?" Zhang San said while smoking.

"You're so fart!"

Zhang San smiled helplessly and said, "Forget it, Qin Zheng, I think it's better to separate. Yating is a good girl, don't delay others."

I was immediately furious, "I'm looking for you... I want you to comfort me. You came here without even asking the whole story of our breakup, and you looked gloating and said such words to me. Are you still my brother?"

"There is no need to ask the whole story." Zhang San said, "It must be Lu Yating's heart that has been cold to you. Don't talk about her anymore. If you change to another girl, you will be cold to you."

"Zhang San, get out of here! Get out of here now!" I stood up in anger.

Zhang San was very calm and said, "Don't you don't like to listen. When you are together, I will tell you to cherish others, but have you listened? Since you don't love her at all, why should you catch them? The girl is all about you, what are you? What have you done for her?"

I was stunned for a while before saying, "I know, I know everything, but I already realize it. Is it too late..."

Zhang San sighed, raised his glass to clink with me, "Come on, drink bar."

I sat down silently again, picked up the cup, and didn't clink with him, and started drinking by myself.

Zhang San was helpless, took a sip on himself and said, "Qin Zheng, people are selfish, but not all good things must be occupied. Stay by your side. Yating is a good girl, let her go."

...

I continued to drink and poured wine into my stomach endlessly, but I found that I seemed to be unable to get drunk and had always been sober. I knew clearly and desperately that Lu Yating was leaving me...

A female singer sang a song I had never heard of before, a very quiet song:

You think everything is not chosen well/what you get and what you want is not matched with what you want/you think time can be repeated/change someone as the protagonist/love will last forever/you don’t know who is good to you in the world/she can do nothing for you/no matter whether you are doing well or not/whether you give her glory/she is willing to work hard for you/with you until old/has it not easy to have someone who loves you/how can you hurt her heart so much/who she cares about the only one who loves you/won’t work hard now/has it not easy to have someone who loves you/why don’t you cherish it/when you missed and lost your confession/will you still be able to get back that kind heart

...

My tears fell off guard, and then I suddenly stood up and stumbled outward.

Zhang San hurried over and grabbed me, "What are you doing?"
Chapter completed!