"Where are you?" Lu Yating asked, "Why haven't you come back so late?"

"I...I'm with my friends." I said, "maybe I'll go back later, so you don't have to wait for me."

"What friend?" Lu Yating asked.

"Oh, Zhang San and the others." I said.

"I said, why are you guys always stuck together for a day? Are you crazy?" Lu Yating complained like a little resentful woman, "You have a wife now. If you don't come home from get off work one day, why are you fooling around outside?"

"I……"

She seemed to hear the sound of a basketball racquet and said, "Are you playing basketball?"

"Oh, yes." I said casually.

"Then let's fight." She said, "This can be there. If you are so busy all day, you have to exercise well. Otherwise, in a few years, what will happen if your body collapses? We will be in harmony."

After saying that, she laughed heartlessly on the other end of the phone.

I was stunned.

"Okay, OK, don't explain it to me, just play, I just ask, and say more, they should laugh at your wife for being strict with her. You are so shameless, right?" She laughed, "I'm dead. You'll come back early after you finish and will go to work tomorrow."

"Oh, OK."

After hanging up the phone, a feeling of guilt surged in my heart. Although I didn't do anything to be sorry for her, it still made me feel guilty.

Yu Ling asked, "You...girlfriend?"

"Um."

"You shouldn't lie to her." Yu Ling said, "We have nothing."

"I know, I'm just afraid she will think too much," I said.

She sighed and said, "Then what do you...there is your thought now? Do you love her?"

When I talked about this, I was in a state of confusion. I lit a cigarette, took a sip, and said, "Actually, I have been thinking about this question. I can't say that I don't love her. Lu Yating and I are in love. She is a girl worthy of love. But as Su Mei said, as long as Aunt Mei is still there, my heart will not be able to calm down. But now, I really can't say everything out, and I am also in pain..."

Yu Ling said, "I still have the same view of your affairs as before. You can't drag it on like this anymore. Anyway, I hate deception the most. I think she should be the same. Think clearly, then talk to her and tell everything calmly. If this continues, it will be good for anyone."

I sighed, nodded, and said, "It's OK."

...

We became silent and no one spoke again.

After a while, she suddenly seemed to cry again.

"Why are you crying again?"

"Don't comfort me, let me cry." Yu Ling said, "I'll finish crying today. I won't cry tomorrow. I still have a lot of things to do."

I was stunned.

While crying, she asked me sadly, "You said... Why do people live so much? Why do they have to face lies? Why do they have to face separation? Why do we never get what we want? Why do we always understand too many truths too late? When we understand, we find that they have all left, and there is no meaning?"

I took a puff of cigarette and couldn't answer her question for a while.

I remembered that in "This Killer Not Too Cold", the little girl Matingda raised her face and asked the killer Leon: Life is only so painful when she was a child, or is it always like this? Leon looked at her and said firmly: It has always been like this.

Our life has bright and wonderful, joy from the heart, and joy from the heart, but after all, it seems that it is more painful...

"Actually, I was not playing skateboarding because I liked this sport much, but because I was afraid of staying at home and being alone..." she said, "and now, my dad has left, and I can only be alone forever..."

Seeing her crying helplessly, I couldn't help but hold her into my shoulder.

She cried bitterly, "Qin Zheng, do you know, I am... completely an orphan now..."

I was very worried about it. Although my thoughts were as negative as hers, I still had to comfort her with a more optimistic attitude.

"Yating, birth, old age, sickness and death are what everyone has to face." I said, "Our life is like a bus. There are people getting on the bus at every stop, and some people getting off. It's just that some people are earlier, some people are later, and you'll see if you're a little better. You won't always be alone. You will have friends, love, and children in the future. You won't be alone."

She raised her face and looked at me through the hazy tears.

"At least, I'm still with you now, right?" I smiled warmly, "I won't let my intimate aunt be so lonely, right?"

Her eyes showed gratitude, but soon, she seemed to remember something, and these expressions were fleeting. She left my shoulder and said, "You go."

I was stunned, but I didn't expect her to change her face suddenly.

"What?" I said, "I'll stay with you for a while. How do you let me go when you are like this?"

She wiped her tears with her sleeve and said firmly, "I'm fine, you go and go back to accompany your girlfriend. I have no reason to leave you here. I hate deception the most, and I don't want you to deceive others because of me."

"I'll go back and tell her clearly, she will understand." I said.

"No, you'd better leave." She said firmly.

"But……"

"Let's go!" She suddenly yelled at me angrily.

I was stunned for a moment, shook my head helplessly, "Then I'll leave."

She said nothing.

"You go back early, don't worry," I said.

She still said nothing, just cried.

I was actually very worried about her like this, but she was so emotional that I couldn't stay there, so I left.

Before leaving, I called Ma Ning and asked him to come to me.

Ma Ning's house is not far from here and comes soon. After I come, I ask him to help, watching Yu Ling there and driving home, and I feel relieved.

Ma Ning looked reluctant, "Damn, you asked me to come in a hurry. I thought you had been robbed. After a long time of trouble, I came to ask me to help you watch your girl?"

"Ma Ning, she is a friend of mine. Her father just passed away and is in a very unstable mood now. Can you help me? I will give you the record signed by Dou Wei, okay?"

Although Ma Ning was reluctant, he still couldn't resist the temptation of Dou Wei's record, so he agreed.

I went home.

Lu Yating was not asleep yet. When she saw me opening the door and coming in, she jumped off the sofa barefoot and rushed over to hug me, smiling brightly.

I was stunned, "What's wrong with you? Why are you smirking?"

Lu Yating smiled beautifully, "I have accomplished a great thing in the past two days, I'm happy."

"What's the matter?"

"I won't tell you." She smiled, and suddenly, she stopped laughing and her expression changed.
Chapter completed!