Of course I know which one Lu Yating is referring to.

The reason why I was so surprised was that Lu Yating had always refused to give it to me, and she felt it was dirty.

I didn't force her, but I didn't expect that she would suddenly offer to give me that tonight, which really surprised me.

"Don't you... don't you like that?" I asked.

"I'm a little uncomfortable, but Yanan and the others said that men like that and enjoy it very much, so I want to give you a try." Lu Yating smiled and said, "How is it? Is your wife okay?"

If I had been usually caught by her, although Lu Yating was not as plump as Aunt Mei, I didn’t know why, but today I suddenly lost any desire.

She tried it on me several times, but found that she didn't respond and was a little disappointed.

I knew it was because I was still thinking about what happened today, and I smiled and said, "Sorry, it seems like it was asleep today."

Lu Yating glanced at her disappointment and said with a smile, "It seems you are really tired, so let's just have another day. Anyway, today is just an exercise."

If I were in normal times, I would have been moved, but today I didn’t, and my heart was full of complexity.

Lu Yating hugged me and said nothing. We turned off the light and went to bed.

I lay there, in the darkness, in my heart, unable to sleep.

I was thinking, maybe I thought too much, she and the boy may just be just friends, nothing. But if they were just friends, why would she hide it from me? There is no need. Usually, she also has some male friends, and the last time she met her male classmates who came from afar, they told me why she deliberately concealed the boy today?

Just as I was thinking, I suddenly heard my phone ringing. Who would it be so late?

I took my phone and opened it and found that it was a WeChat message sent by Aunt Yu Ling, "Qin Zheng, are you asleep?"

I was stunned. I haven't taken the initiative to contact Aunt Yu Ling for a while. It's not that I don't have any worries about this "intimate aunt"'s guidance, mainly because I don't want to always annoy me because of my messy things. Although we have talked and know each other, we have never met each other after all. Moreover, she is in the United States and must be very busy. She is always troubled by my messy things and has to enlighten me. I feel a little sorry. Unexpectedly, she suddenly sent a WeChat message.

"Not yet, Aunt Yu Ling, I'm late to come back. I just lie down. Where are you? Are you just getting up and enjoying the rising sun while eating breakfast?" I replied.

"No, I just went to bed," she replied.

"What? Is it popular to sleep during the day recently in the United States? Or do I work over night?"

"No, I've come back from the United States." She replied.

"I'm back, where are you now? Is Binhai?" I asked.

"Well, it's in the coastal area." she said.

"You are back, why don't you say anything, I'll treat you to a meal."

"What? We netizens are about to show up?" she replied.

I smiled and replied, "You have always been enlightening me and relieving my worries. I have no chance to thank you. This time you come back, you have to give me a chance to thank you."

"No need, my 'intimate aunt' has not played any role. Aren't you and your beautiful aunt also together? You are not rewarded without merit."

"It's okay, look at what you said. My relationship with Aunt Mei is my own reason. What does it have to do with you? You have spent a lot of time on the lighting for me. I really feel sorry for it. I'd better give me a chance."

"Are you not afraid that Aunt Yu Ling is old and ugly. What should you do if you meet and scare you?"

"Where is there? Although you are old, you are not old at all, and you are very beautiful."

“The photos are all lie.”

"Oh, I just want to thank you. We are not on a blind date. Even if you look like you, it will not affect my respect and gratitude to you." I replied.

"Okay, then I'll think about it. But I'll look for you today, there's something else to do." She replied.

"What's the matter? You said, as long as I can help you, I will do my best to help you." I replied.

After a while, she replied, "You Aunt Yu Ling, you have something to worry about. You want to find someone to talk about it, but after searching around, she found that there was no one to tell you, and in the end she had to find you."

"Tell me, what's your concern? I'll help you analyze it."

After I sent it, I was waiting for her reply, but she suddenly stopped moving.

I guess this concern may have really made her confused. She was thinking about it. Sure enough, after a while, she replied, "A person who made me hate for half a lifetime is dead. Do you think, should I attend his funeral?"

I was stunned. I didn't expect that this was the case. I guess, could it be the person Aunt Yu Ling loved when she was young, and it might have let her down, so she was so full of hatred.

Otherwise, with her temper and her gentle personality, who would easily hate for such a stubborn hatred for half a lifetime? And the words "death" are used instead of "death".

I thought about it and replied, "Aunt Yuling, I will ask you a question first. Have you... loved him very much?"

This question indeed hit her sore spot. For a long time, she stopped moving again. After a while, she replied with a word, "Yes."

Although there is only one simple word, I can also feel the deep and heavy emotions behind this word through my phone from the time she has considered it.

I thought for a while and replied, "Aunt Yuling, if I'm right, you must have loved him too deeply, and what did he do to hurt you too deeply, which caused you to hate him so long, right?"

After a while, she replied, "Yes."

I replied, "Aunt Yuling, I think I don't need to analyze this matter for you or give you any opinions."

"Why?" she asked.

I replied, "It's very simple. For us, love and hate seem to be positive and negative, but in fact, they are very close. Love is an instinct. It comes from the heart and may not be changed by time. Hate is easily diluted by time. You need to constantly remind yourself and constantly urge yourself to persevere. You have persisted for so many years, and you must be very tired, right? In fact, maybe you have already let it go, but you are not willing to admit it."

It was another long silence, and after a while, she replied, "Yes."

I then replied, "Actually, when you are struggling with this question, you have already had the answer in your mind, right? Otherwise, you will not be struggling at all, right?"

Sure enough, after a while, she replied to me, "Then... are you willing to go with me?"

To be honest, it was a bit difficult to ask me to attend a stranger's funeral, but I had already praised him and said that I could help you with anything. Now that she spoke, why would I refuse?

So I thought about it and agreed.

Just think of it as a netizen. Although the meeting place is a little special, it doesn’t matter. No one knows me anyway.
Chapter completed!