I quickly pulled my hand away and smiled, "Sister Su, I think we'll better chat."

Su Mei didn't seem to feel embarrassed, and smiled faintly and said, "Qin Zheng, you kid have a lot of worries, exactly the same as before, but Sister Su has to tell you that I have lived for half of my life, and have lost, won, lost a lot, and gained a lot. In the end, I only understood one truth."

"What's the reason?"

"It's rare to be confused." Su Mei said. "Don't underestimate these four simple words. This is the best realm for people. I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence in the past, but it was not until later that I suddenly realized something. It turned out that this sentence contained a very deep philosophy of life. People live in the world and have too many times when they are awake, so they have too many concerns. Many times, what decisions people make are actually thinking about others and living for others. For example, the entrepreneurs we are studying together today, although they make so much money,

Still working so hard, without time to take a vacation, and without time to enjoy life, what's the use of this money? It's just for family? Obviously not, isn't it just to look successful in the eyes of others? For example, I used to think about living, saving money, leaving good things to my children and husband, but I was reluctant to spend money at all, but what's the result? Alas... So, few people live for themselves. This is really a common sorrow for mankind. Sometimes people have to be a little confused, have less worries, and do whatever they want."

I vaguely understood that she was hinting at me, but after hearing these words, I suddenly thought of Aunt Mei.

In the past, although Aunt Mei liked me, she considered other people's opinions, considered me still young, and whether my family could accept it. Later, she took the initiative and was very confused, but I had to worry about Lu Yating's feelings and the feelings of Mr. Hua's family.

Therefore, we have always been in various concerns.

But...is there really a way to completely put aside these concerns?

It’s rare to be confused, of course it’s good. You can be confused for a moment and indulge in a little while, but after that, can you really bear the responsibility after being confused?

Thinking of this, I still feel upset. This bowl of chicken soup in Sumei looks tempting, but I still can't drink it.

"Sister Su, you are not wrong, but people... often times, they cannot put aside everything because it is too selfish." I said lightly.

Su Mei looked at me and smiled, "It seems... you have something to worry about, so why not tell Sister Su, and Sister Su will help you analyze it."

I don’t know if it was because I drank alcohol or because I had been holding this in my heart for too long, so I told Su Mei about the matter between Aunt Mei and Lu Yating.

After hearing this, Su Mei sighed and said, "Actually, for me, they are both good women, so there is no problem choosing either."

I……

"The key is still depends on your inner choice." Su Mei said, "But I feel that you should be more in your heart than that beautiful aunt?"

I was stunned and nodded.

"Then as I said," said Su Mei, "From your inner feeling, you should be with whoever you want. Perhaps, when you really make a decision, you will find that maybe things are not as bad as you think."

"But... Sister Su, you still haven't understood. What I am facing now is not simply choosing who. Lu Yating is willing to give her life. Why should I speak to her?" I said anxiously.

Su Mei shook her head and said, "You are wrong. Touching and love are originally two different things. Love is an instinct, without any driving. It happens naturally. When you see that person, you will burn your love in your heart. Touching is a responsibility. You need to constantly remind yourself. Otherwise, how could there be so many brides running away? Because they have never figured out the difference between the two, and it was not until the moment they exchanged rings that they finally realized. Do you understand?"

I...I wanted to refute her, but I had no way to say it, because... she said everything right.

"Now, do you have any other concerns?" Su Mei asked me.

"But... Yating loves me so much, how can I... let it go? If I really do that, she will be hurt too much! I can't imagine!"

Su Mei smiled and said, "Actually, if you are like this now, you will cause her more harm in the future, because... unless your beautiful aunt disappears completely, the fire in your heart will not be extinguished. One day, you will still hurt her, and you may be hurt even more."

I was shocked to hear it because this was the problem I was most worried about.

I have been struggling, hesitating, and making decisions. Every time I think I have made a decision, I have built a solid fortress in my heart, but every time Aunt Mei suddenly appears, my heart will suddenly roar. The fortress will be destroyed without attacking, and then it is messy and cannot be cleaned up.

Su Mei is right. Unless Aunt Mei completely evaporated from my life, I may have been thinking about it all the time. Even if Lu Yating and I got married, can the flame that had been burning for ten years be completely extinguished?

I have never dared to think about it, but now, Su Mei's words put everything I dare not face in front of me.

Su Mei lit a cigarette and said, "In fact, life, to put it bluntly, is actually composed of countless choices. Before we were born, we chose our parents, chose our friends, majors, circles, and partners. We chose countless choices. The right choice is smooth sailing, and if we choose the wrong choice, it may be bumpy. But no matter what the result is, at the moment we make a choice, we follow our hearts and free ourselves, which is enough."

I looked at the woman in front of me. After drinking, her fair and tender skin was slightly flushed, her towering half-sphere, and her figure was very moist. In addition, she said such philosophical words, which made her temperament unparalleled, and when she looked at me, her eyes with a little hook made her whole body full of irresistible charm.

"Sister Su, I find that you are talking very deeply. You feel like you are a monk who sees through the world." I said.

Sister Su took a puff of cigarette, vomited it out, and said, "In the past, when my husband abandoned me, I did think about becoming a monk, but later I was blocked from Buddhism by life. But now, I think about it, fortunately, I didn't become a monk. Although the world is hard, there are still many happiness. Some things that I have become a monk, and I can't do it."

“What about?”
Chapter completed!