But what disappointed me was that after Aunt Mei came out of the bathroom, she wore a winter pajamas.

This reminds me of her female Eighth Route Army sportswear, no difference.

After coming out, Aunt Mei wiped her hair and asked me, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

I smiled and said, "Aunt Mei, you asked me this way in that hotel last year. It's been a year. Why did you still dress up like this after taking a shower? Isn't it hot?"

Aunt Mei smiled and said, "Live with you, please pay attention."

I said, "Not it? We are not..."

I didn't continue, but I think Aunt Mei should be able to understand what I want to express.

Aunt Mei was stunned for a moment, didn't say anything, and sat there, and after a while, she said softly, "Please be careful."

I felt bored, and the plots I imagined didn't seem to develop as I expected.

I was a little unwilling to give up. She sat on the other end of the sofa. I leaned quietly over there while she was not paying attention. She was getting more and more flawlessly leaning towards her. With her undetectable displacement and speed, I slowly leaned towards her.

After a while, Aunt Mei probably noticed it and suddenly stood up.

I was stunned.

"I'm going to sleep," said Aunt Mei.

I was disappointed, and it seemed that I could not get anything tonight.

Aunt Mei was halfway through, and suddenly stopped and turned around.

I couldn't help but feel excited, thinking she had figured it out, but unexpectedly, she turned around, stared at me for a while, hesitated, and said, "Qin Zheng, that incident last year... was not good for Aunt Mei. I was a little too selfish. I used you. In fact, I regretted it afterwards. You are still so young, you should have a better love and a better life. Aunt Mei... has long lost everything and lost interest in everything, so, Qin Zheng, stop thinking about it."

I was stunned and watched Aunt Mei walk in.

Actually, I just wanted to say that if that was just using me, I would be willing to be used.

However, facing her sad and low-spirited mood, I suddenly lost my courage.

When I parted last year, I thought she was really free from the past and started a new life again, but it seemed that she was not really free.

When I returned to my bedroom, I was lying on the bed and tossing and turning, feeling uneasy.

The phone rang. I took it and found that it was a text message from Lu Yating: "What? Do you have to habitually disappear from my life?"

I was stunned. Yes, since Aunt Mei came back, I have not taken the initiative to contact Lu Yating for several days.

"No, I'm a little busy lately, sorry." I replied.

"No matter how busy you are, take the time to answer my question, right? Or... are you still thinking about it?" Lu Yating said on WeChat.

This girl is always so direct and calm. I like her frank personality. Compared to most girls’ hesitant and hard to get when dealing with emotional issues, Lu Yating’s frankness and straightforwardness really makes me appreciate it very much.

I also want to give her an answer frankly, but in this situation, I am in a dilemma and cannot give her an answer.

On the one hand, I still have fantasies about Aunt Mei, but Aunt Mei has that attitude. On the other hand, for Lu Yating, I really don’t want to lose her. Whether it is from the sixth sense or the seventh sense or the eighth sense, she is a good girl worth cherishing.

"Give me some more time to let me be busy with this period of time?" I replied.

OK, I admit that I am a little selfish and do not poop if I occupy the pit. Bah! Of course, they are not pits, but I feel a little disgusted with myself in my heart, just think I am a piece of shit!

After a while, Lu Yating replied, "Do you know, you make me a little sad. I really like someone for the first time. I don't know how to hide it. I just say whatever I have, but I always feel that I can't wait for the answer. Is this kind of relationship seemingly cheap?"

I quickly replied, "Of course not, don't think so. You are a very good girl. If you want to say cheap, it's me, not you."

Lu Yating expressed a laughing and crying expression, "Okay, I just sighed for a moment. It's okay in a while. I'll talk about it later. I've graduated and I'm going to work and be busy."

I read Lu Yating's text message again, and felt lost for a moment, and sighed quietly in the darkness.

It's a sin!

In the following days, Aunt Mei's attitude towards me still did not change at all.

After get off work, she prepared the meal and waited for me. After dinner, she also watched TV together. Sometimes she talked and laughed, but she always deliberately kept a polite and distance and never crossed that distance.

She will never let any signs of ambiguity between us. Even when watching TV, she will occasionally take the initiative to retreat.

This made me feel deeply powerless and disappointed. I really wanted to improve my current situation, but I had no idea how to start.

At the same time, I also discovered another thing that I couldn't figure out, that is, Aunt Mei doesn't seem to have to go to work.

Apart from buying groceries, she almost stayed in her room without leaving home, and had never seen her go to work or work.

I once doubted whether she was a freelancer, but once I went to her room while she was away and didn't find any work tools in her room.

How could she live on? This puzzled me.

And she seemed to have something to worry about. Sometimes when I got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, I could hear her sighs from the room, and sometimes even sobs.

I couldn't help asking her what was wrong, what happened, and if I needed my help, but she refused to tell me at all, just said she was in a bad mood.

I really want to help her, but I don’t want her to continue to be so gloomy, but I have no idea how to start.

This state continues, and I don’t know when I will break this stalemate. In the end, after I get off work, I don’t want to go home. After I’ve been tired all day, I really don’t want to face that gloomy and depressing atmosphere.

Until that night.

I didn't go home after get off work that day, so I wandered around the streets alone for a long time, and then went to the bar alone for a few drinks.

In fact, going to a bar to drink alone can also be a kind of enjoyment. The female singer playing the guitar on the stage sings a sad English song, blending with a glass of crystal clear blue Danube in her hand, which can taste a deep loneliness.

Just as I was drinking happily, someone suddenly patted me on the shoulder and said, "Handsome guy, drink alone."
Chapter completed!