440. Mood gloomy
440. Dark mood
It was already late at night when Feng Zijian arrived in Ning City.
When they arrived near their community, Feng Zijian asked Xiao Liu to put him down, and he wanted to go by alone.
Xiao Liu is a taciturn person, but he is steady in his work. He is in his thirties, has married and had children, and his family is in Ning City. When he comes back at this time, he of course wants to go home. Although he didn't ask and Mr. Feng said nothing, he felt that Mr. Feng was in a bad mood. He said that if he wanted to have a walk, he would let him go down.
Feng Zijian walked on the sparsely-traveled street, and was blown by the cool night breeze, and all the drunkenness she had before ran away.
He wanted to make up his mood and go home, because no matter how late he went, as long as he went home, his mother would get up and ask him if he had eaten, where he went, and what he did, and he would see his subtle emotional changes.
Feng Zijian has encountered many problems over the years, but no matter how big the problem is, he will not take it home. He can be calm and relaxed in front of his mother. However, today's incident has a devastating blow to him.
He adjusted his mood along the way, but it was useless. He felt like a big stone was pressing on his heart, heavy, making him unable to breathe.
Eight years ago, the mother and son arrived in Ning City under the arrangement of Ganlu. He accepted his fate and felt that he was indeed not worthy of Gan Tiantian.
The gap between him and her was like heaven and earth.
So he gave up and accepted his fate.
He felt that leaving her was the greatest blessing to her.
But as time went by, his longing for her increased day by day, and he suddenly realized that there was no more her in his life and his world was pale.
He thought that for her, he should work hard to shorten the distance between her and herself. With this idea, he really began to learn and make money desperately.
He always felt that the gap between himself and Gan Tiantian was just the gap between poverty and wealth.
When he had a company, he continued to expand the company and then went public, he thought there was no gap or obstacle between him and her.
So, he came back with confidence and came to find Gan Tiantian.
She was still as beautiful as he imagined, so smart and wise, with every frown and smile full of agility, and also held his heart. They fell into the past when they saw it, and became strangers after not seeing it for eight years.
More importantly, she doesn't have a boyfriend yet, and she hasn't even been in a relationship once.
Feng Zijian felt that God arranged their reunion in the dark, and God favored him. As long as he worked hard, he would get everything he wanted, including sweetness.
However, the real blow caught him off guard.
Before today, life was still brilliant for him. Now, his heart is like this dark and cold night, dull and cold. Even in the extremely difficult years of life when he was a child, he never was so depressed.
When Feng Zijian passed by a roadside stall, he heard a swearing sound.
The curse sounded particularly loud and harsh in this quiet night.
Feng Zijian's attention was involuntarily attracted by it.
After listening for a while, he realized that it turned out that he was alone eating skewers and drinking wine, but he was penniless, so he was scolded by the boss.
The roadside stall owner was so excited that he even started punching and kicking.
Chapter completed!