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Chapter 4: Talking to Oneself

"Hope dancing in the Phantom of the End of the Anecdotes"

---"Chapter 4"

I decided to leave the welfare home and rent a house to work. I was alone in the city, no one cared about it, and no one cared about it. I was like a dandelion, shaking in the wind, not knowing when I could settle down. Even if life is hard or tiring, I am willing to bear it. After all, I am used to this feeling.

I don't know that after searching for a long time, I found this apartment.

What surprised me was that the landlord here was a white-haired old lady with a vicissitudes of life on her face. Although she could speak, she was speechless and could only barely understand the meaning. The old lady was old, with deep wrinkles on the corners of her eyes, and her waist was as prominent as a camel's back, and she could never straighten up. She had to lean on the crutches in her hand to walk normally, otherwise, her feet would begin to become weak and tremble before she could walk a few steps out.

So, I can't suppress the guilt in my heart until now.

How tenacious will a person who even finds it difficult to walk has to push me away and protect me even if he is desperately trying his best? How powerful is the power to support her in doing all this? It is because she regards me as her own grandson! Such a simplest reason is really unacceptable, but it is enough to make me feel guilty for the rest of my life.

But I can't blame them because they are my family, including the old lady.

When I was most helpless and confused, it was my grandmother who gave me warmth; when I was most lonely and most lost, it was my grandmother who told me that I was not alone; when I was most painful and desperate, it was my grandmother who was always by my side and silently supported me; when I couldn’t understand others and felt that others could not understand me, it was my grandmother who told me that she understood me and she understood me.

It was her, my dearest grandmother, who changed me!

It was she who pulled me out of the abyss little by little; it was she who forced me to lock my heart again and again; it was she who protected me at the last moment, even at the risk of losing her life; it was she who made me change my mind, agreed to the invitation of Commander and Tianyu, came to this place, lived with them, and trained together.

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Tiger raised his head, facing the shower, closed his eyes tightly, and let warm water spray on his face.

The scenes of the past have penetrated into his heart with the temperature of hot water.

That day, after reading my grandmother's letter, Tiger didn't think much about it, and he left the commander with a hot mind. They said that they had to receive special training before entering the school, so he resolutely joined the training team without saying a word. From here until the seven-day and seven-night training ended, a month passed.

But the commander seemed to have always been dissatisfied with what Tiger did and always tried his best to torture him.

These days, Tigler has suffered a lot. Either he stayed in bed and woke up and found that he was thrown into the swimming pool for no reason; or when he was asleep, he felt that his brain was not circulating, and when he opened his eyes, he found that he was hanging from a tree; or when he lifted the quilt, he found that there were a few frogs and mice hidden on the bed, which scared him to jump more than three meters high; or like today, he was hung up and thrown into the water tank...

These experiences are simply terrible.

But Tigler couldn't help but think: "It seems that because of this, my heart can be opened little by little, not as tight as before. Although the things the commander does always make me unbearable, to be honest, I don't feel that annoying, but I am a little happy with it. Perhaps only in this way can I truly open my heart, get real freedom, let go of myself, and play and laugh at my heart."

As he thought about it, he couldn't help but whisper: "Maybe this will become a major turning point in my life in Tiger, and my destiny will also lead to a different ending here!"
Chapter completed!
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