Chapter 177 Back to Tokyo(2/2)
Then he accidentally read about ten chapters. When he realized it, it was already dark.
Gin naturally cannot say that he likes this kind of novel. In his opinion, this kind of pastime will only erase people's spirit and immerse people in illusory fantasies.
But even though he said this, his body was very honest.
At first he wanted to see what was written, and then he didn't move in front of the computer.
It was already very late. In order to ensure sufficient energy the next day, he should have rested. But he didn't want to sleep at this time, and was completely hooked, just wanted to see what happened next.
And when he realized it, it was already dawn.
Looking at the sunshine coming through the window, Ginjiu looked a little confused.
He walked to the window and opened the curtains. Although the sun had not yet risen, the bright skylight outside was already very dazzling.
Gin rubbed her sore eyes and never left the screen all night, allowing people to see the bright light outside, and the eyes physiologically secreted a few drops of tears.
"It's dawn?"
He felt that he had just watched for a while, why was it dawn?
I looked up at the clock and it was already six o'clock in the morning.
Gin is deeply aware of the terribleness of this kind of thing, which makes people unknowingly ignore the passage of time, which is a spiritual product. No wonder vodka looks like that...
He walked to the computer, moved his mouse to delete the novel.
He doesn't need anything that can be addicted to, and this kind of thing will only kill his spirit.
He walked into the bathroom, washed his hair and took a shower, and prepared to go to bed.
The warm water washed over his body, and Gin subconsciously thought about the plot of the novel he just read.
After the protagonist was chased, he accidentally entered a secret realm. This secret realm is said to be very mysterious, and I don’t know what opportunity he will get...
He thought for a while and suddenly realized that he shouldn't think of these things.
He forced himself to think about other things to slow down the impact of the novel on himself.
By the way, Belmode should have arrived in Tokyo, right?
When he thought of this woman who pursues mysticism, Gin subconsciously frowned.
He hates mystics and even more hates cleaning up the mess.
The boss should know that she is coming to Japan, right? He doesn't know what he is going to do this time...
There is also rye, I don’t know if I came to Japan. I have let this traitor be free for so long, so it’s time to collect interest...
As I thought about it, Gin's thoughts returned to the novel...
There seemed to be two people in his head constantly arguing, one said:
"If you want to read novels, then go and read them! Isn't working so hard just to live a good life and do what you want to do?"
Another is saying:
"Things like novels will only erase will! Killing the traitor Rye is the main thing!"
One person refuted:
"Ryame has been rebelling from the organization for so long, so I don't rush to kill him. The organization treats me as a tool and even hypnotizes me. Am I doing my best to do my best?"
Another person sneered: "Where is you today without an organization? Don't you look at how much you have done over the years? How many forces have you offended? Leaving the organization, do you think you can live?"
One person scolded: "What are my things for? Not for the organization! The organization asked me to do these things and cut off all the retreat paths. I can only live and die with the organization on this pirate ship!"
"It was you who chose the organization yourself, and it was the organization that gave you the opportunity, otherwise you would have died long ago!"
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The two villains confronted each other, and they all seemed to be trying to convince each other.
Gin felt a headache, and the two sounds were tangled in his mind, making him feel his brain buzzing.
He turned off the shower and walked out of the bathroom, his face gloomy and terrible.
The organization's hypnosis has had so deep impact on him that once he has the idea of breaking away from hypnosis, there will be two villains fighting in his mind like this.
His head hurts, as if he is divided into two halves. One half is extremely loyal to the organization, while the other half wants to regain himself.
He obeys the former, but he will feel unwilling to accept it.
He tends to the latter, but he will involuntarily worry about the organization's things and make plans for the organization.
He walked to the desk with the wall, opened the notebook with sticky hands, and forced himself to record calmly.
This is what he wrote according to the suggestion of Mingjue, but there are not many things written, and they are all metaphors. Others will be confused when they see it and can't see anything at all.
Simply write down your current mental state and empty your brain with gin.
It is difficult to break free from hypnosis, not to mention that this hypnosis has been on him for more than ten years.
He shouldn't have resisted this will so directly...
He just needs to do what he wants to do, slowly awaken his self-awareness and gradually suppress his loyalty to the organization.
He is not disloyal to the organization, he just wants to relax and take a break.
Just think about it, do not directly confront that consciousness, and gradually replace the organization's position in the heart with the self.
He doesn't need to resist the organization, he just needs to make profits for himself.
After thinking it through, he returned to the bathroom and rinsed the foam on his body.
Chapter completed!