Chapter 402: Running away from home

Time passes quickly, and things that have been born in this year are as long as centuries. If I die now, after my eyes are gone, I will feel like I have lost a desire for life, and I will no longer have the strong desire to live like before. I have even thought about it. As long as I bury me in a place with beautiful mountains and rivers like Jiangnan, the graves will be filled with flowers I like, even if I am letting me sleep forever now, I will be willing.

I guess it is because I have always been a cold and warm attitude towards Liu Longting these days. Originally, he didn't take it seriously. Every night, I felt that something was wrong with my body. From the time when Liu Longting touched me, I couldn't stand it. Until now, even if I haven't done half of it, I immediately lost interest. The reason for this lack of interest is very simple. Every time when I was doing something like that with Liu Longting, I always regarded him as a mountain god. At that time, I seemed to be dreaming, and I didn't even reason to remind me who he was. I was afraid that I really treated the mountain god as Liu Longting, and I was afraid that I would be sorry to Liu Longting. So these few times, I began to feel resistant and didn't want to do such things at all.

After all, it is not easy to tell Liu Longting about this kind of thing. I can’t tell him that when I love him, I always think of the mountain god.

Liu Longting was also afraid that I was sick, so he asked Bai Xian to see me. Bai Xian lived at the foot of Changbai Mountain. It was very convenient for Liu Longting to invite him over. However, when Bai Xian came to check on me, he said that I was very healthy and had no hidden diseases. Then Liu Longting wanted to say that my sexual interest was declining, probably because I was embarrassed to hear that, so he called Bai Xian outside the house and asked Bai Xian to take a closer look. Why did I do this? I was afraid that Bai Xian would not help me take care of my health.

Bai Xian and Liu Longting were outside the door. Although the voice was low, I could still hear some of their conversations. Bai Xian promised to Liu Longting: "I have been treating people for more than a thousand years, and I really dare to conclude that Xiaobai is fine. The reason why he is not interested is whether there is something in his heart? Otherwise, you ask her what is in her heart. This mental illness is much more serious and difficult to treat if it is a physical illness."

After hearing what Bai Xian said, I really wanted to rush out and tell the old man that he was sick. He was mentally and physically ill. However, Liu Longting quickly agreed with Bai Xian’s statement and quickly walked towards the house, sat next to me, like a close-minded sister, holding my hand in his palm, and asking me if I had any psychological unpleasant things recently? If so, tell him that I would like to treat him as a close-minded sister and tell him everything.

Looking at Liu Longting's motherly look, I suddenly wanted to laugh, and I also wanted to tell Liu Longting the reason. However, in this situation, no matter what, it seems that I am still obsessed with the mountain god, thinking about the day and dreaming at night, which is a sign of my liking the mountain god, but I still know my feelings for the mountain god. I feel a little sorry for him because of his experience, and I do not have any male and female feelings for him.

But this kind of thing is hard to explain. After all, Liu Longting is also a man. He can't tolerate his woman thinking about others when she does that kind of thing.

So I smiled and told Liu Longting that nothing was wrong, then said a few irrelevant things, fooling Liu Longting away.

Although Liu Longting didn't believe me for excuses, if I didn't say it, he couldn't do anything. Now Gu Huo has gone out to play. As Gu Huo has returned, he can't see my heart, so as long as I don't say it, no one can know what I'm thinking.

Liu Longting and I are still in the right age. If I can’t do it in such a good year, I will definitely not be able to live my life in the future. So on the night when Bai Xian left, I didn’t wait for Liu Longting to take the initiative. I tried my best to restrain myself and let Liu Longting abuse me, which made me feel pain and wake up. In this way, I know what I am doing and I know that Liu Longting is in front of me.

It was all good at the beginning, and it was quite smooth. When Liu Longting said he wanted him to hit me, he immediately smiled meaningfully at me, saying that I didn't expect that I had such a hobby. It seemed that I had not been driven enough by him, but Liu Longting usually had a long time. When I was halfway through, Liu Longting took the initiative. When he hugged me, I looked at his face in a daze. At this time, my mind seemed to be confused. Looking at him, he turned into a mountain god. I was shocked in my heart. When I was surprised, Liu Longting returned to his original appearance.

I don't know what happened to me, but as long as my consciousness became a little blurred, I couldn't help but think of the mountain god in my mind, which made me unable to continue. Moreover, as these days passed, my thoughts about the mountain god became stronger and stronger, and I almost thought of him when I closed my eyes.

Although I don’t want to continue now, it’s not easy to sweep away Liu Longting’s interest, so I tried my best to cooperate with Liu Longting and try not to think about the mountain god, but it’s still useless. When Liu Longting gave it to me, my heart was instantly empty. His appearance at this moment became a mountain god in my eyes. I looked at him, as if he was drunk, and couldn’t help but shout: “You, Youjun.”

When I said this, I could vaguely feel Liu Longting was stunned, and then asked me: "What are you calling me?"

Now in my ears, even the voice of Liu Longting turned into the voice of the mountain god. In my mind, I regarded Liu Longting as the mountain god and had no rational thought at all. So I answered Liu Longting again: "Mountain God, Youjun."

In an instant, the whole room was silent, followed by a crisp sound of the slap, and suddenly my face rang out. I was picked up by Liu Longting with his neck. At this time, I looked at Liu Longting's angry expression, and Liu Longting asked me: "Bai Jing, you bastard, are you playing with me? Do you like that demon?!"

Liu Longting yelled at me like this and woke me up instantly. I opened my eyes and looked at Liu Longting. I had never seen his fierce expression, as if he wanted to eat people, and now my face was filled with a burst of burning pain. I reached out to cover my face, which made me feel so painful.

"Did you hit me? Why did you hit me?"

I suddenly became angry, and reached out and pinched my hand and beat it down hard, asking what Liu Longting meant?!

When Liu Longting heard me ask him what he meant, he seemed to hear a huge joke. He looked at me and said to me for some reason, "What do you mean when you ask me? Then what did you mean just now?"

"What's wrong with me just now?! Haven't I been trying to cooperate with you all the time?!" I didn't recall what happened just now for a while, and directly asked Liu Longting.

Liu Longting was really angry and answered me directly, saying to me: "You just now..."

But he didn't say anything after that, and got out of bed and put on his clothes, and then said to me: "If you really love the mountain god, I will send you away immediately now. I can't accept a woman with another man in my heart staying by my side."

After Liu Longting said this, I immediately reacted. Did I just say the name of the mountain god directly to Liu Longting?!

When I thought of this, I felt that my heart was about to explode. How could I say such words to Liu Longting? I wanted to explain to Liu Longting, but Liu Longting pushed the door and went out directly.

Why is he still like a child when he is so old, and he is talking about walking around, now it’s dark outside, where is he going? It’s really my fault. Why do I think about the mountain god? At that time, no one can accept this!

Now that Liu Longting was alone in Dawan, I quickly put on my clothes and ran out with him.
Chapter completed!