He felt that he could tolerate pain.

So, over time, I get used to it.

If you have too much pain, your nerves will probably be numb.

However, there is a place where the pain cannot be cured.

That's the location of the heart.

He felt that his heart was really rotten.

Without him, Fei'er, every day is so difficult.

Missing is a disease that penetrates the bone marrow and has no cure.

Almost every night, he dreams of her.

Tonight is no exception.

Every time, Fei'er in her dream is smiling and extremely happy.

She smiled, so quiet and so beautiful.

Her clear eyes with clear black and white eyes looked at him and said softly: [Nangong, I am really happy now, so happy, I am with Helian Beilin, you should also find a girl who suits you as soon as possible!]

Every time, when he heard her say such things, his heart hurt even more.

In the dream, he couldn't do anything, so he could only smile with a faint relief and said: [Fi'er, just be happy]

But the next moment, the picture suddenly changed.

His Fei'er, his favorite Fei'er, burst into tears.

Her eyes were red, and tears were slamming down, [Nanggong, I... I'm so sad, please help me, okay? Helian Beilin, he is sick, he is going to die, he is really going to die, you help me save him, okay? I don't want him to die, I really don't want him to die, you save him, save him...]

He panicked and his heart was so painful that he was like a knife.

He asked her anxiously what had happened.

However, she did not give him any response.

Just crying...

His heart was broken by her.

Gradually, the picture in front of me became less and less clear.

His Fei'er completely disappeared.

"Fei'er!!!"

Nangong Ruxue suddenly changed and opened her eyes and sat up.

He found that there was darkness in front of him.

After breathing heavily, he reached out and pressed the switch of the wall light.

The lights are on.

Only then did he realize that he was still in his ward.

Fei'er.

His Fei'er.

Why did he suddenly have such a bad dream?

Is it, what does it mean?

Could it be that something happened to Fei'er?

I think that since he called her on the initiative that time, he has not been in contact for a week.

Only Bo Jiu would tell him from time to time that there was news about Fei'er.

She always says that she's fine.

But he didn't know whether it was good or not.

With the nightmare he had just had, he had the idea of ​​flying to Kyoto immediately.

He had no other thoughts, just wanted to accompany her.

If she has any difficulties and needs him to take action, then even if he dies, he will do it for her.

But......

He stretched out his hand and slowly touched his left face, which was still wrapped around the bandage.

His face has been ruined.

In this life, I will never be able to recover as before.

If he flew to Kyoto to see her, then she would see through his lies.

She will definitely feel guilty and blame herself, this is not what he wants to see.

So, what should I do?

Nangong Ruxue thought for a moment and pressed the inside line, "Come on, call the secretary in for me!"

"Yes, sir."

Soon, the fat secretary ran in in slippers.

He was still wearing pajamas, obviously resting.

"Sir, what's wrong with you?"

Nangong Ruxue looked at him and just said, "Bo Jiu, where is Bo Jiu now?"

"Mr. Bo, on his parents' side."
Chapter completed!