2864: There are many things she doesn't know (2)
Family of three.
No one knows how he feels after saying these four words.
All the bones and blood seemed to burst.
There is no pain, only endless sorrow and helplessness.
He thought that in this life, he was destined to die alone.
.........
Bo Fei indulged in tears, not knowing how many tears he had shed.
That kind of pain was tens of millions of times more painful than when she thought she had "miscarriage".
She cried until she was hoarse, her voice was hoarse, and her eyes were red and swollen like walnuts.
Nangong Ruxue didn't advise her not to cry. He knew that she needed to cry to vent.
Too many things to keep in my heart, this is not possible.
The sound insulation in the ward is excellent. Once the door is closed, people outside can hardly hear any sound.
I don’t know how long it took, but Bo Fei finally finished crying. She stopped, her eyes red as if they were dripping blood.
She calmed down her emotions, looked at the man in front of her, and said word by word: "Nangong, I don't blame you, I only blame myself. The most selfish, despicable and dirty person is me. If it weren't for me, he wouldn't have suffered this, and everything wouldn't have happened."
"Fei'er, don't think so." Nangong Ruxue frowned, "The encounter with you is our greatest wealth."
"Is that?" Bo Fei smiled bitterly, his voice hoarse as if he was rubbed by gravel. "Nangong, I am grateful to you, really, thank you, tell me all this. If you hadn't told me, I wouldn't know when I would know. He and I will always have these misunderstandings and barriers. Really, thank you..."
"Fei'er, you actually... don't blame me." The man smiled heavily. She didn't blame him, and he found that he was in more pain. He would rather blame her.
"Yes, I don't blame me, really, I just blame myself!"
Nangong Ruxue used her fingers to wipe away the tears little by little from the woman in front of her, "Fei'er, stop crying."
He couldn't bear to see her crying the most.
It was because other men cried.
Bo Fei, who had finally stopped crying, burst into tears again because of his words.
But this time, she cried silently.
"Stop crying, really, Fei'er, your eyes are very red now. If you continue crying, your eyes will be broken." He patiently coaxed her, "If you cry, you won't see Helian Beilin."
See Helian Beilin?
Bo Fei's tears were flowing more fiercely and urgently, and she didn't know what to do.
Now, what is her face? Go to see him?
She has no face, really no face, so she went to see him.
Nangong Ruxue was still thinking about saying something, but he felt that now was not the right time.
Because, she kept crying.
After thinking for a moment, he said, "Fi'er, go and wash your face, huh?"
“……”
"Be good, go wash your face. You have to know that a mother's emotional fluctuation will affect her breast milk. These days, because of my reasons, you have not taken good care of Tangtang. If the quality of breast milk is reduced due to crying, wouldn't she be too pitiful?"
Hearing this, Bo Fei finally stopped crying again.
She wiped her eyes and nodded, "Okay."
Indeed, she didn't take good care of Tangtang.
"Go to the bathroom and wash."
"good."
Bo Fei entered the bathroom and washed his cheeks with cold water.
Her thoughts became clearer and she looked at herself in the mirror, her jealousy was as red as if she was dripping blood.
In his mind, Helian Beilin's bloody face flashed again...
How painful it should be!
She wanted to cry again. Apart from crying, there was no way to relieve her inner depression and heavy weight.
Chapter completed!