"My father got sick later. For some reasons, I married another man. Later, we divorced."

Junziyan continued to speak, "But a few days after the divorce, my second husband and I actually......."

Her difficulty in speaking made Aken smell something wrong, "What happened?"

Junziyan lowered his head, his eyes turned red again, his voice was low and dull, "I've had a relationship."

Aken didn't understand at first, and after thinking for a while, he thought about it, he asked hesitantly, "That is to say, you and your second husband have no love and nothing happened during their marriage, right?"

"Yes, he and I only had that miserable night."

She buried her face in her knees and spoke calmly again, "When Fei Siting came to tell me that he and I had no obstacles anymore and could be together, I felt so sad, do you know?

I want to be with him, but I can't accept myself like this. I think I'm not worthy of him, do you understand?"

Ah Ken's Adam's apple rolled away, his eyes a little sad, "So you still love that annoying man."

"Yes, I love him, I love him, but I won't be with him, I'm dirty..."

"Why do you think so? The body does not represent anything. A person's heart is the most important thing. If you still love him, you must be brave enough to be with him, right?"

Junziyan shook his head, and his voice finally choked, "I really can't accept myself like this. The more I love, the more inferior I feel and sensitive I am. I don't want this thorn to become a hurdle that he can't overcome in the future.

I know that men probably have that plot. I am very sure that he loves me. It is because of this that I can imagine how much he cares.

Rather than bringing a thorn together, we should keep the best me in his heart, right?”

Aken turned his head to look at her, stretched out his big palm, patted her back gently, and comforted her sincerely: "I admit that many men, no, should be said that most men have strong possessiveness, and I am no exception.

But, you're thinking too seriously.

If a man loves you, he won’t mind these things. Compared to losing you, everything else will not be important anymore, do you understand?"

After being silent for a long time, Junziyan finally raised his head, looked at him with red eyes, and asked uncertainly, "Is what you said true?"

"Yes. Ziyan, it is unfair to him that you have turned him away because of such a little thing.

You have to know that life is short, and after this life, you may not have the next life.

Maybe you will regret it when you get old, why didn’t you choose to be with him again? It wasted decades of good times."

Junziyan's lips were trembling slightly, and her soul seemed to be suddenly whipped, and she asked with a sob, "What do you think I should do?"

Aken closed his eyebrows and thought calmly for a few seconds before solemnly saying, "Since you still love, you have two choices. First, this matter is buried in your heart and you silently forget it alone. Second, if you really can't forget it, then let him be honest and tell him that if he really loves you, I believe he won't mind."

"..." She was tempted and was ready to move. Can she really tell Fei Siting?

"Ziyan, you are really stupid. You have to understand that nothing is better than two people being together. Why bother to mind some things?"

Junziyan was silent for a long time, and suddenly she looked at him and smiled, and said something a little relieved, "Aken, thank you."
Chapter completed!