184. (Three)
The cold air moving south became stronger and stronger. After the beginning of winter, the cold gradually invaded the entire city, and life seemed to return to its original appearance, regularity and simplicity.
Song Yanbai’s feelings for winter are quite strange.
She hates winter because her feet are always iced and her hands are not warm. Her thick clothes make travel very bulky.
She also likes winter because the happiness she gains seems to be easier than other seasons. A snow, a scarf, a cup of hot cocoa, and staying in the quilt for five minutes... A little bit of small things will make people feel happy.
I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but Song Yanbai always feels that this winter seems to be colder than before.
Since the two of them talked at Luo Luo's house that night, Song Yanbai and Luo Luo both tacitly stopped mentioning Xiang Yu. Song Yanbai's work code and Luo Luo's audition, and his life returned to the track.
Plain, but comfortable.
Just like Song Yanbai thought, when a person leaves a circle, his traces will slowly disappear as time goes by...
When I first went back to work, people in the office would habitually ask a few questions related to Xiang Yu when they saw Song Yanbai. After all, it was still very sudden that Xiang Yu quit his internship without saying a word, especially Feng Nana. Every time she met Song Yanbai in the tea room, she would ask about things related to Xiang Yu. Song Yanbai answered a little perfunctory and didn't care. She insisted on asking for more than two weeks until there was no question she could ask.
Two months have passed, and almost no one in the office has mentioned Xiang Yu.
The same goes for Liu Yijie. When Xiang Yu had just returned to the United States for two or three weeks, he would subconsciously talk about Xiang Yu every week when he had dinner with Song Yanbai, but now when he chatted with Song Yanbai, Xiang Yu no longer appeared. The grandma who sold wontons was the same. Except for the first time she asked Song Yanbai why her boyfriend hadn't come, she never mentioned Xiang Yu again when Song Yanbai went there.
Even Jin Yufeng, who had only met once, met in the supermarket not long ago, and the first thing he said was related to Xiang Yu. However, when the department met at a restaurant the day before yesterday, he called Song Yanbai's name directly and did not associate Song Yanbai with Xiang Yu anymore.
People are actually quite forgetful. Everyone has gradually forgotten what they no longer appear, just like forgetting the mood when they watched the first snow last winter.
Song Yanbai thought she was the same and would slowly forget Xiang Yu, but Song Yanbai found that she seemed to have extraordinary memory.
She would think of Xiang Yu inadvertently. Even if she didn't say it, she knew that it wouldn't be able to deceive her. Two months were not long, but not short. She was still the same as the day he left, clearly remembering his appearance and his smile.
When Song Yanbai went to the kitchen, he would remember Xiang Yu wearing an apron, holding a spatula, and cooking with his back to him.
When Song Yanbai went to the supermarket to see a box of steaks, he would remember the different ways and tastes of various steaks that Xiang Yu said. He couldn't help but buy a box and go home, and then either fry it or it was fryed or it was battered. In short, I couldn't eat it once.
Song Yanbai was typing in the study and couldn't help looking back. He always felt that the bed was still there, and Xiang Yu was leaning against the bed, staring at him with a smile on his head.
When I went to the restaurant to have a meal, I ordered a sweet and sour pork ribs. Song Yanbai tasted it, and his first reaction was that the one I made was not as delicious as Xiang Yu.
Every time she passed by a flower shop and saw the daisies placed in the shop, Song Yanbai couldn't help but bend her mouth because she would think of the bunch of daisies that Xiang Yu gave her, which was bigger than her head.
Every day when he was squeezed and unable to stand firm in the subway after get off work, Song Yanbai would suddenly think of Xiang Yu's hand that was veined, helping him isolate the crowd in the car.
Song Yanbai occasionally misses the title Yan Yan very much, because after Xiang Yu left, no one has called her like this again.
...
Look, everyone seems to be used to Xiang Yu's departure, only Song Yanbai is still thinking about him.
However, this did not make Song Yanbai panic. Instead, Song Yanbai was very glad to see Xiang Yu appear, because the painful and sad days passed. Now when I think of Xiang Yu, Song Yanbai will smile knowingly, and his smile and his back became the best seasoning for ordinary life.
I don't regret that we have never been side by side, I am extremely grateful for your appearance.
I will give you the most sincere blessings, hoping that we can live well on both ends of the earth.
This is great.
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The winter night is getting cooler and the Spring Festival is getting closer.
Song Yanbai untied her scarf and walked into the office. Before she could get to her seat, she was stopped by Lili.
"Shocking news! Sister Xiaobai, do you want to hear it?"
As soon as she saw Lili's expression, she knew she was gossiping again. Song Yanbai smiled, but did not disturb her gossip enthusiasm. "What big news? Which celebrity cheated again, or is it the mistress of a senior executive of the company who was exposed again?"
"Oh, these are not considered shocking!"
Lili followed Song Yanbai to the desk and lay down on Sister Yang's side to look at Song Yanbai, "This news is quite related to you, I guess you will feel relieved after hearing this!"
"I'm not angry at all lately, and I don't need to solve it."
Song Yanbai took off his down jacket, patted Lili on the shoulder, picked up the cup and walked towards the tea room. Lili hurriedly chased after him, "That Zhou Yan was beaten up, his nose was bruised and swollen, his hands and feet were broken. He was so annoyed to you before, don't you feel relieved?"
This news is somewhat interesting to Song Yanbai. Although Song Yanbai was not gloating, he was still very happy that someone could teach the playboy how to be a human being.
"Well, this is to eliminate harm for the people, but we have not cooperated with Chunqiu Culture anymore. Where did you hear the news?"
Lili looked proud and said proudly, "Who is my sister Li? Is that connections are not good? I have a friend who saw it in a bar yesterday. It seems that Zhou Yan, the playboy, slept with someone else's girlfriend. The master called more than a dozen people to block the bar and beat him up..."
Lili's voice suddenly became smaller, and she came to Song Yanbai's ear and spoke mysteriously—
"And it is said that Zhou Yan's pants were stripped off on the spot, and the hair on the ground was burned out by someone directly using a lighter..."
Song Yanbai cooperated with Lili to make a surprised expression, inexplicably helping Zhou Yan feel a little painful, but also funny. This playboy will probably have psychological shadows in the future, and it is possible that it is not allowed to lift it.
"Hey, I really don't know which hero is from. My friend said that the people who are leading the way are so handsome. They are eighteen streets away from Zhou Yan. I really can't be that girl has a bad mind and doesn't have good eyes. If such a handsome boyfriend doesn't hurry up and go to sleep with Zhou Yan, he is simply not lucky!"
"Okay, the woman is not satisfied. Zhou Yan is not a good thing. Just listen to this fun. Go back to work well. After the last day of the battle, a wonderful Spring Festival holiday is coming."
After Song Yanbai finished drinking half a glass of water, the time was almost over. He pinched Lili's little face and walked out of the tea room.
This book was first published by Xiaoxiang Academy, please do not reprint it!
Chapter completed!