175. Let's move out tomorrow
Xiang Yu obviously couldn't understand Song Yanbai's thoughts and murmured, "Why are they separated? I didn't think of marrying you..."
"marry?"
Song Yanbai was stunned for a moment, turned around and looked at Xiang Yu, with clear eyes, "Xiang Yu, do you know what marriage means?"
Xiang Yu nodded, "I know, I just go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate and live together. I'll ask you to get up, cook for you, go to the supermarket together, and watch movies together at night. Isn't this good?"
Song Yanbai smiled bitterly, "It's very good, but this is not a marriage..."
Song Yanbai's voice was small and very calm, and she could hardly hear her emotions.
"Marriage means responsibility. What you say is the sweet part of it. But if two people live together, ups and downs are inevitable. What should you do when you quarrel? What should you do if you are tired of it? What should you do if you have major changes at home?"
"But I like you. If you have this foundation, we can solve these problems together."
Xiang Yu said that he wanted to grab Song Yanbai's hand, but Song Yanbai avoided it. "It's easy to solve these two words, but it's really not easy to do..."
Song Yanbai said and raised his head and looked at Xiang Yu, "Xiang Yu, I am no longer a girl in my early twenties. I don't have the confidence to have a love relationship with you without any results. I am very realistic and I know very well what kind of person I want to spend my whole life with, so I can't accept you, let alone be with you."
Xiang Yu looked at Song Yanbai, and his slightly injured eyes made Song Yanbai feel very sad.
Song Yanbai didn't understand why he was sad. He couldn't tell whether he was worried about Xiang Yu who failed to confess, or whether he was timid and cowardly and dared not face his inner self.
"...Isn't I doing well enough? I thought we could spend our whole life together..."
Xiang Yu's voice was like a child who had never been affirmed, fearful and cautious.
The kind of conflict that I clearly want to hold you in my arms, but I have to control myself from opening my arms to you is heartbreaking.
Song Yanbai dared not look at Xiang Yu's eyes. She felt that the confusion and sadness in Xiang Yu's eyes were like two knives, piercing straight into her heart. The pain made her even breathing cautiously, for fear that tears would expose her inner hesitation.
Song Yanbai took a deep breath and held his hands hard to make himself look calm.
"Impossible. You don't know what I want at all, and you don't know what you really like. You just have a vague feeling for me now. I believe you can calm down and figure it out."
Xiang Yu was about to refute, but Song Yanbai didn't give him this opportunity.
She is very scared now, just afraid that Xiang Yu would say a little more, and that she was already shaken and would really surrender.
"Do you think cooking for me, listening to my words, what I say is, what I want, what I want for big and small things? Not that I am looking for someone I can rely on, rather than finding myself a younger brother who needs care."
Song Yanbai said as he lifted the hair on his shoulder, lowered his head and became very lonely, and he rarely revealed his heart through alcohol, "Xiang Yu, I have been strong alone for more than ten years. Perhaps in the eyes of others, I am the object of their envy. I have a successful career, live freely and freely, and can make decisions for myself without relying on anyone... But I am also a woman, I am really tired, I want someone to rely on, I want someone to stand in front of me when I encounter problems, I want to be spoiled and loved..."
"If you say you can be a little princess, who would be a female King Kong?"
Song Yanbai laughed, but when he smiled, he couldn't hold back his tears. "So I want to find a mature and steady man. He doesn't need to love me very much, but he knows what responsibility is. He can give me different advice when I encounter problems. He will take good care of this family. Whether it is me or my parents, I don't have to worry too much. He will arrange it one by one. This is what I want."
Song Yanbai's delicate little face was covered with tears, his eyelashes were stained with water vapor, and his misty eyes had fragility that Xiang Yu had never seen before. His slightly trembling shoulders were inexplicably distressing.
Xiang Yu's heart was shocked, and his heart was suddenly hurt.
Yes, she is actually very fragile and needs to be loved.
"Yan Yan, give me some time, I will become such a man, really."
Xiang Yu grabbed Song Yanbai's hand this time, "If you don't want to go to work, then read books at home and do what you like, and I will support you. If you don't want to face those annoying things, then you stand behind me and I will solve it. I know I'm not good enough now, but I will work hard to take care of you, try to be kind to you, and strive to become someone who can make you feel at ease."
Looking at Xiang Yu's serious eyes, every word he said touched Song Yanbai's heart.
Song Yanbai did not doubt that Xiang Yu could really do what he said, but because of this, Song Yanbai felt more and more that he should not be too selfish. Xiang Yu was still so young that he could have a passionate relationship with a young and bright girl regardless of consequences and enjoy the beauty of love.
Instead of being with yourself, you have to plan to get married before you even start, which is too unfair to him.
Song Yanbai thought so, and tears were like beads with broken threads, hitting the rose petals on the floor one by one, like crystal morning dew.
"Yan Yan, stop crying. I want to cry when you cry like this..."
Xiang Yu bent over slightly, raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Song Yanbai's eyes, and pursed his lips and moved carefully, as if he was touching a fragile dewdrop.
Song Yanbai lowered his eyes and looked at Xiang Yu's hand, knowing that if he didn't say anything, he wouldn't give up.
Xiang Yu had a big hand and was very warm. The nostalgia that arises in his heart made Song Yanbai struggle extremely.
It'll be fine in another second.
For another second, just let yourself remember the warmth of his fingertips.
...
Bang-
Song Yanbai raised his hand and knocked Xiang Yu's hand off. When he raised his head, he looked full of ridicule, as if the fragility and tears just now were pretending.
"I think you are young and don't want to say things too well, but people of your age don't seem to be able to understand more tactful words. OK, then I'll say it straightforward."
Xiang Yu was stunned for a moment, and he felt a little unfamiliar with Song Yanbai like this.
"You, you said..."
Song Yanbai bent down to pick up the rose on the ground, looked at Xiang Yu impatiently, strode to the balcony, and ruthlessly stepped on the daisies all over the balcony-
Relaxed his hand and threw the flowers down!
Turn around, with a decisive look-
"I don't like you, I don't like you at all!"
Song Yanbai pointed to the things that Xiang Yu had prepared for the afternoon, "Not only did I like them, I also think you are very childish, so naive that I hate them! What are these? Do you think they are confessed to romance novels? Do you think they are romantic? Not at all!"
Song Yanbai dared not look at Xiang Yu's expression. She was afraid that when she saw Xiang Yu's eyes, her heart would be broken into petals like the bouquet of roses that had been thrown down.
However, even if she didn't look at it, Song Yanbai felt that her heart was broken.
"Clean up the garbage and move it out tomorrow. I will apply for it from the company. I will not be responsible for your internship after you."
Song Yanbai left these cold words and walked back to the room.
Xiang Yu looked at her, but she never looked back.
Bang—
The sound of closing the door was particularly harsh. Xiang Yu stood in the orange light, his clenched fists trembled slightly, and his eyes were as red as roses on the ground.
Well, she doesn't love him.
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I feel sorry for me, be good, I will endure some hardship before it will be sweeter~
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