Chapter 543 Guilt to Xiao Yuhuan
When I think of this, my heart seems to calm down suddenly. In fact, everything is so complicated? It’s just that I do it if I like it, and if I don’t like it, I just do nothing.
Just like what I am now, if I really like 6 Muxin, then what's wrong with starting again with him?
On the contrary, if I don’t like him, no matter how many things he does, I will still not be willing to be with him.
Just as Xu Jianing said, a person’s life is very short. If I am afraid of this and that, how can I live?
If you want love, you must have a heart that is not afraid of failure and hurt. Like Xu Jianing, there is also an ambiguous relationship between Fang Jin and Xue Ziyao. Moreover, Fang Jin has been in love with Xu Jianing for more than 20 years, but in the end she still gambled and married into the Fang family to have a happy life now, right?
If I continue to hesitate, when one day, Mu Xin's heart falls on someone else, then no matter how much I regret it, isn't it useless?
When I thought of this, I suddenly thought of Xiao Yuhuan. If I were with Lu Mingxu, what would Xiao Yuhuan do?
After all, if he came to Beihai, it was entirely because of me. Though I had known him for a long time, he had done a lot of things for me.
For so long, Xiao Qing took care of my baby, while Xiao Yuhuan chose to accompany me in Beihai to face everything. If it weren't for him, I think I might have been unable to hold on any longer.
But I can do anything for him, but I can't love him. I have thought that after all the matters in Beihai were resolved, I would be with Xiao Yuhuan when I returned to Singapore.
He is not only good to me, but also to the baby very, very good to him.
If we were together, the baby would be very, very happy. But I don’t love him, and if I were with him like this, it would be completely unfair to him.
I can't let Xiao Yuhuan pay so much, but in the end I get a cheat. I can't do such a thing, it's really impossible.
The guilt spreads little by little in my heart. I love Muxin. It is because of this love that makes me feel guilty towards Xiao Yuhuan.
I bit my lip, and the smile on my face disappeared bit by bit. I closed my eyes and felt uneasy again.
Just as I was thinking about this, there was a knock on the door outside.
"Azhen, I bought you a hot hot pot, come out and have some."
It was Xiao Yuhuan's voice, he was still the one who cared about me.
For a moment, I didn't know what I should say.
"A Zhen, are you asleep?"
Xiao Yuhuan, who didn't hear my response, asked again. I put away all my emotions and tried to speak in a calm voice.
"No, I'll come out right away."
There are some things I don’t intend to hide from Xiao Yuhuan. If I hide them from him, I will think that it is a kind of deception or even blasphemy of his feelings for me.
I washed my face and went out to the living room.
"Have you dealt with your business?"
"Well, it's not a big problem."
Xiao Yuhuan pushed the lunch box in front of me and smiled at me. I didn't say anything and sat down directly.
The lunch box is full of dishes I love. I remember that I didn’t tell Xiao Yuhuan what I like to eat. All of these were what he remembered when we were eating spicy hot pot together.
But, I only have one heart and cannot be divided into two petals. I already have 6 Muxins in my heart, so I can no longer accept others.
When I thought of this, I actually burst into tears.
"A Zhen, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Why are you crying?"
Faced with Xiao Yuhuan's care and worries, I looked up and looked at him with tears on my face.
"Yuhuan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
As soon as I finished speaking, Xiao Yuhuan frowned and looked at me in confusion.
"Why do you say sorry to me? A Zhen, tell me if something happened to you?"
There was a deep care in his eyes, and such care made me unable to continue hiding those things.
After thinking about it, I briefly said what Xu Jianing said to me. After hearing this, Xiao Yuhuan smiled.
"Isn't this a good thing? Why are you crying?"
Facing Xiao Yuhuan's still gentle smile, I couldn't speak for a moment. How could I tell him that I cried because I still love 6 Muxin?
Before I could speak, Xiao Yuhuan seemed to have thought of something and said with a smile.
"I understand. Do you want to tell me that after you know these things, you plan to be with 6 Muxin?"
Before I could say anything, I was already said like this by 6 Muxin, and I was silent immediately. Because I didn’t know how to answer such words at all. For me, when I said these to Xiao Yuhuan, I felt guilty. If I admit that everything he said was right, how could I bear it?
Seeing me silent, Xiao Yuhuan probably thought of something, so he smiled and handed me a glass of milk.
"Azhen, I know what you are thinking in your heart. You must think that if you are in harmony with 6 Muxin, you are sorry for me, right? But Azhen, have you forgotten? I once told you that I want to see you happy. Even if the person who is by your side is not me, I still hope that you will be happy forever."
In the past, I thought that Xiao Yuhuan said such things was just a saying, but now I don’t think so anymore.
Because Xiao Yuhuan has done a lot of things for me, if I think he is perfunctory to me again, then I am really a very bad person.
"But Yuhuan, you came to Beihai for me and stayed with me for so long, and Xiao Qing took care of me for so long. Now I want to tell you that I want to make up with 6 Muxin. Such things... I really feel that I'm not doing enough."
Xiao Yuhuan shook his head at me.
"Azhen, you don't have to feel uneasy, and don't have any psychological burden. Let's talk about Xiao Qing taking care of her baby first. It's very strange that Xiao Qing has such a weird temper, just wants to be with her baby. My parents say that since she has a baby next to Xiao Qing, she has become cheerful, and even her temper has become a little gentle."
Actually, I don’t understand why Xiao Qing likes her baby so much. Maybe this is everyone’s fate. Or Xiao Qing actually likes children very much, but the baby is more cute, which can arouse Xiao Qing’s maternal nature.
"Besides, I came to Beihai to accompany you, but it was not a complete gain. I have already made my business here now? Not only did I sign a cooperation agreement with 6S Group, but I also contacted some other partners through 6S Group. Now the cooperation matters are almost over. A Zhen, there is no need to be really unnecessary. You should not feel uneasy and uncomfortable for me at all. In my heart... We will always be good friends, and it is a very, very happy thing to be able to see our best friend's happiness."
Chapter completed!