Chapter 538: Be my wife again
6 Mu Xin's eyes were filled with a look, and that wet gaze suddenly saw the depths of my heart. I didn't know how to answer, but just stared at 6 Mu Xin blankly.
Now my mind is blank, and I really don’t know at all that 6 Muxin said such things and felt a little bit in it.
But I cannot help but admit that what he said is damn good, and my heart beats uncontrollably with what he says.
Among them, I know that I still want to be with him very much, but I am worried about being hurt again. These two thoughts kept hesitating in my mind, and even I felt that my mind was about to explode.
It seems like there are two villains talking inside. One tells me, Gu Zhen, life is short, why did you have to seize a small mistake in the past and sentence a person to death? Don’t you also like 6 Muxin very much? If you miss him like this, will you really regret it in your life? This voice agrees that I accept 6 Muxin now, but there is another voice in addition to this voice. The voice kept telling me, Gu Zhen, have you really forgotten the harm you have suffered? If you accept him again this time, you will not be afraid that he will hurt you again soon? People say that once you are bitten by a snake for ten years, are you afraid of the ropes? Have you forgotten the harms in the past now? Or do you think that those harms are indifferent?
Even if your own harm doesn’t matter, what about the harm the baby suffers? Are you going to waste all the pain you suffer?
I bit my lip and really didn't know how this idea came about, but many times I was very helpless. I just wanted a stable life. Is it difficult to do so?
"Zhener, I know you have a lot of hesitation and worry, but would you please give me a chance?"
6 Mu Xin got up and came to me. He reached out and held my hand, looking at me with a affectionate look on his face.
I admit that over the past period of time, 6 Muxin has done a lot of things for me, and I am also moved in my heart, but life is not just about being moved.
If I agree to be with 6 Muxin now, what's the harm that the baby suffered before?
As long as I think of him almost disappearing from this world, my heart is filled with indescribable pain. Such things make me feel a little unspeakable. I want to accept it, but I don’t know how to accept such things. I want to refuse, but I can’t say what I refuse.
So I could only stand here blankly and look at 6 Muxin like that, hoping that he would not continue talking, because I really didn't want to consider such a problem at all.
For me, as long as I can live with my baby in a simple way, I can ignore everything else and care about it. Including… 6 What Muxin said about starting over.
"Zhener, I know I was a bastard before, and I also know that I had hurt you and your baby, so that you would never be willing to believe me again. I will not blame anyone for such things, because it is all the consequences of my own actions. But Zhener... I want you to think carefully, okay? I am really sincere to you, and I also want to be with you very much. Do you really have the heart to reject me like this?"
6 Every word Mu Xin said fell on my heart, but I really didn’t know how I would face such a thing. I knew he always wanted to start over with me, but when I really faced such things, I felt very bad again.
I don’t know what I am thinking, nor do I know what 6 Muxin is thinking. I just think that if I don’t say anything, then after a while, will 6 Muxin stop pestering me?
But my thoughts are so naive. Since Mu Xin wants to be with me, how could he give up easily?
"6 Muxin, I...I'm very confused now and can't think about anything at all. You... don't say these words to me anymore, okay?"
I really don't want to continue listening to such words at all, but 6 Muxin obviously didn't plan to stop like this.
He held my hand and forced me to meet his eyes.
"Zhen'er, I know you never want to believe what I said to you seriously. But now I want to tell you that every word I say to you comes from sincerity. I really want to be with you again. I just hope you can be my wife, and I only hope that we can live with you and our family of three. As for other people... you should understand that there has never been any other person. You have always been the only one in my heart. Apart from you, I don't love any women, you are the only one in my heart. You have always been the only one in my heart."
I admit that I was moved by 6 Muxin's words. That's how I suddenly forgot that there was a teacher Liu.
I stared at 6 Muxin blankly, and it took me a long time to find my voice.
"You... can you swear? You swear that all you told me is serious."
Women are always obsessed with oaths and always want every word men say to them to fall on the oath. It seems that only by doing this can one get a temporary peace of mind.
Just like I can't avoid the vulgarity, 6 Muxin saw me speak and said this again, and immediately smiled.
"Zhener, I swear, if there is a word I say to you that is false, then I will not die a bad death!"
I knew that the oath was just the sincerity of the moment it was said, but I was still moved.
Just because of what 6 Muxin said, I was moved again. I looked at 6 Muxin and couldn't speak at all for a moment.
After a long time, I lowered my head and tears fell down my eyes.
"You have to make sure that you can't hurt your baby in the future. You have to love your baby well in the future and compensate for the harm you caused to him. Is it OK?"
I feel that I was easily moved, which is an irresponsibility to the baby, but I know that the baby is still very dependent on his father, but for a long time, 6 Muxin is just unwilling to treat him well.
Now that I have the opportunity to let him enjoy fatherly love, why am I pretentious again?
"Don't worry, baby is also my son. I've been a bastard once before, so why would I be a bastard again? I will definitely treat you and baby well in the future, and I won't let you and your son suffer any harm."
When he said these words, what I thought was that if my baby knew these things, would he be disappointed in me?
Just as I was thinking about this, 6 Muxin in front of me suddenly knelt on one knee on the ground.
"Zhen'er, I'm here to ask you to be my wife, okay? I know that I have not done enough in many places, but for you and my baby, I am willing to change and be a person who suits your ideal husband. I just ask you... Please don't reject me, okay?"
Chapter completed!