Chapter 527: Can you give me a chance?
I never thought that 6 Muxin would say such words. For me, such words are really rare.
Looking at the sincerity in Muxin's eyes, I had a moment when my mind was blank and I didn't know what kind of mood I should use to face him.
There are too many barriers and misunderstandings between the two of us. Those things cannot be dissipated by dissipation, nor do they think they have never been born or are considered as having never been born.
Speaking of which, I am still a bit revengeful. I have had so many things at the beginning, and it is really a very, very difficult thing for me to be able to face 6 Muxin calmly.
6When Muxin saw that I didn't say anything, he stood up and came to me, grabbed my shoulders with both hands and looked at me affectionately.
"Zhener, I have never pursued girls, nor have I ever had the experience of dating girls. If... if the days before we gave birth to a baby were considered to be in love, then I still have some experience. Zhener... I don't know how to express my mood at this moment and I don't know how to tell you my feelings for you. But please believe me, I am serious about you, and I really want to spend the days ahead with you."
When I said this, 6 Muxin's eyes were filled with pampering and affection. If I said that I was not moved at all, it would be a lie, but no matter how moved I was, I could not convince myself to believe his words again.
Back then, I would never forget the things he did to me. The harm he brought to me was not something I could forget in a short while.
Even after so many years, every time I think about it, I still feel an indescribable feeling and fear in my heart.
I am afraid that after I give my feelings, I will be greeted with another hurt.
If that's true, I really don't know how to spend that kind of life at all.
I feel that this kind of experience is unbearable if I have experienced it once in my life.
If I were to experience it again, I would be really not sure that I would have the strength I had when I was.
"6 Muxin, I...I'm in a mess and don't know if I can believe what you said, but for me, I really just want to live a simple life, the hurt I used to... I can't forget, nor can I forget. Those experiences made me know that I really can't forgive you, and even more so, I can't forgive the things you did to me and my baby before."
I turned my head and didn't look at the affection in 6 Muxin's eyes. I admit that I am a woman who is easily moved, but I don't want to give 6 Muxin this way.
Because I think, no matter what, all my previous persistence cannot be a joke, or even... I am not willing to talk about a love without a future.
If I don’t agree to be with 6 Muxin now, if I haven’t had it before, my heart will not be hurt.
But once I promised 6 Muxin this time, it means that I may be hurt by him again, and I don’t want to have such a thing again.
I still have babies to take care of, and I must not let myself be decadent because of the love between men and women.
This is also why I said these things to 6 Muxin. After saying these words, my mood suddenly became relaxed.
But I didn't dare to face 6 Muxin's eyes. I bit my lips and lowered my eyes, and didn't even have the courage to look at him.
Haha... When did I, Gu Zhen, become such a cowardly person? If it were the past... I would probably have looked at Liu Muxin face to face instead of choosing to escape like now.
But things change, I am no longer the willful little girl back then. Now I have more people who want to protect, such as babies, such as my parents and Gu Yan.
These are the relatives I want to protect the most. No matter what, I cannot let them be hurt with me.
"Zhener, I know that I did a lot of things that hurt you back then, and now I don't ask you to forgive me. But what I want to tell you is that no matter whether you believe it or not, I want to be with you now. As long as you are willing to give me a chance, what I can promise is that you will never be hurt any more."
I have to say that the words Mu Xin said were particularly touching, but for me, it was far from the time when a touching thing could make me let go of everything.
I want stability, I want peace.
As long as I am with 6 Muxin, I will not get these. In other words, people like 6 Muxin cannot bring peace and peace to people.
He has the responsibilities he needs to take, and I am just a little woman, I don’t have that big mind and choose between others and my own son.
All I want is always to make my son well. So what is the relationship between other people's safety and me?
But 6 Muxin is different. He sacrificed his treasure for the sake of 6 Group, and he could ignore the relationship between us. This is our biggest difference.
However, these are the ones I cannot accept the least. If possible, I hope I have never met him. In that case, I will not have to be afraid of anything or worry about anything.
"6 Muxin, we are different. You have the responsibilities and obligations you need to bear, but I don't. I just want to keep my baby and live the little days that belong to us, mother and son. The most important thing in my heart is the baby, no one else can compare with you. Do you understand?"
I don’t know if Mu Xin understands such a thing, but I know that no matter whether he can understand or not, such a thing has already been born.
"Zhener, don't rush to reject me. Since you can't believe me now, then let me chase you. Do you see if I perform well in the future?"
This time I looked up and met 6 Muxin's eyes. In his eyes, I saw my own shadow, with a hesitant shadow.
Finally I nodded.
"Whatever you want to do is your business, and I can't control your thoughts and behaviors."
In this case, he agreed to 6 Muxin's request in disguise. A smile appeared on his face.
It can be seen that he was still very happy with what I said.
"Zhener, don't worry, I know what you are thinking now. If you give me everything, I promise not to disappoint you again."
It has been three days since 6 Mushin left the hotel, and he has not had a single call.
On that day, while I was sitting on the sand eating, my phone suddenly rang. I took it over and saw that it was 6 Muxin's. After hesitating for a while, I still connected.
"Zhen'er, you go downstairs now, I'll wait for you at the entrance of the hotel."
Before I could speak, the phone hung up. I frowned slightly, but thinking of the words he said to me before, I hesitated for a moment and got up and went downstairs.
"Zhen'er."
When I left the hotel, I saw 6 Muxin leaning against the car door. When I saw me, I waved my hand at me with a smile.
"Is there anything wrong with you asking me to come down?"
6Muxin didn't say anything, but opened the car door and stuffed me in.
"Let's go, I'll take you to a place, and I'll make sure you'll feel better after you go."
Chapter completed!