Chapter 404 This is not your fault
I could never separate this matter from myself. Xiao Yuhuan was helpless about my thoughts. He sat beside me and persuaded me softly.
"A Zhen, this is not your fault! I know you don't want to see something like Mo Lisheng, but now that things have been born, we can only face it. All this is because of Brother Zhen, who caused Mo Li to lose his life. If you always think that that thing is your fault, it only means that you are always in a slight position now, which is not good."
Xiao Yuhuan's voice was very gentle, and my irritability calmed down after hearing this.
But I still feel that Mo Li's death has something to do with me, and I cannot stay out of it no matter what.
"Yuhuan, you said that if I hadn't come back, did 6 Yue and Mo Li have lived a happy and peaceful life now? If it weren't for my appearance, how could 6 Yue pester me again? You don't know that Mo Li told me before that she loves 6 Yue very much. Even if 6 Yue doesn't love her, she never regrets it."
I thought about the words Mo Li said to me before, and I still felt extremely uncomfortable.
Now Mo Li has left with his unborn child. How can I say that all this has nothing to do with me?
No matter what others say or think, I can't do it and say that this has nothing to do with me.
I leaned against the sand and was still in a bad mood.
"A Zhen, after all, you can't blame you for this matter. If you want to blame, you can only blame 6 Yue. It is because he doesn't know how to cherish the people around him, which leads to such a thing."
I understand what Xiao Yuhuan said, but I can never pass the hurdle in my heart.
I will never forget the scene of Mo Li lying on the ground and bleeding from his body.
This matter will definitely remain in my mind forever and will never be left behind for the rest of my life.
"Yuhuan, I know everything you said. But... I really can't forgive myself."
After saying that, I got up and went into my room.
Lying on the bed, my mind was blank and I couldn't think of anything, just lay there blankly looking at the ceiling.
Another day passed after lying down.
When I went out in the evening, I saw Fang Jin and Xu Jianing sitting in the living room.
"Jianning, why are you here?"
Xu Jianing has been less than three months old since giving birth to the baby, and his health must have not fully recovered. Why did he run here now?
"Nothing, I just want to come and see you."
She smiled at me, and before I could speak, Xiao Yuhuan said.
"Azhen, let's have a meal first. If you have any questions, please let's talk about whether it's okay?"
"Okay, I'm a little hungry."
Xu Jianing took my arm and walked towards the restaurant inside. I was not in good spirits, so I let her pull her in.
Soon, we arrived at the restaurant and sat down and found that the table was filled with dishes I liked.
"Azhen, you haven't had a good meal these two days. So I sat down some of the dishes you like and ate more later."
After I sat down, Xiao Yuhuan quickly picked up some ribs and put them in my bowl. I didn't say anything, but instead ate the food in the bowl mechanically.
"I'll eat it, you guys eat it slowly."
Putting down the dishes and chopsticks, I returned to my room.
The things that happened these two days were really too surprising, and some of them were unacceptable to me.
But no matter how I escape, I have to face such a thing when I am born, whether I am willing or not.
But I definitely don’t face it now. I really don’t want to think about anything now, I just want to stay alone in peace.
There is no need to face anything or think about anything.
The sky outside the window slowly faded.
The street lights in the city have begun to light up. I looked at the flashing neon lights and hugged my shoulders tightly.
I killed Mo Li and the unborn child in her womb. I am a sinner, a sinner who cannot be forgiven!
Close my eyes and I felt tears fall again.
It’s not that I’m not strong or that I love to cry. It’s just that I really can’t accept things like this now.
I can't do that is so cold-blooded and ruthless. It's a life, and it just disappeared in front of me...
"Gu Zhen, can I come in?"
Xu Jianing's voice interrupted my thoughts. I wiped the tears from my face and tried to make my voice sound as calm as possible.
"Can."
I turned around and looked at the door, and Xu Jianing pushed open the door and smiled at me.
"We both haven't chatted together for a long time."
She sat on the sand and looked at me with a smile. I forced myself to laugh and sat down.
"Yes, we haven't been chatting for a long time."
I know, it must be Xiao Yuhuan who called Xu Jianing over.
He has always been a careful person. This time I see that I am so sad, I will definitely be worried.
"Gu Zhen, it's the first time we have known each other for so many years that we have seen you look so sad. Do you know that you make me feel very distressed?"
Xu Jianing put away the smile on his face and looked at me seriously.
I don’t want to worry about people around me, but why do I just don’t think about such a thing?
"Jianning, I think you have heard of it too. Mo Li died before my eyes."
Although Mo Li still had a breath when we left, her gray face and her lost eyes all indicate that she would disappear from this world in no time.
I don't like 6 Yue, but I never thought about letting the people around him die.
But now... I really can't accept this.
"I heard from Yuhuan about this. Actually, it's not your fault. Don't you know that you don't have to keep everything on yourself?"
Xu Jianing comforted me softly, but she saw that I didn't say anything and continued to say it.
"I know you feel uncomfortable. To be honest, I felt uncomfortable after hearing this. But Gu Zhen, you have to understand that this is really not your fault. There are some things we can't change."
I shook my head, and Xu Jianing saw me like this and continued to say.
"I know you can't accept such things for a while, but Gu Zhen, listen to me, Mo Li likes 6 Yue, and loves them very much. She couldn't see 6 Yue being shot, so she blocked the bullet with her own body. This was something she was willing to do and had nothing to do with you."
After Xu Jianing said this, he saw that I did not shake my head again, and then continued to say it.
"Have you ever thought that Mo Li loves 6 so much, if 6 dies in front of her, what will she feel? Do you think if 6 dies, she can still survive?"
If 6 Yue is really dead, Mo Li's feelings for her shouldn't be able to survive, right?
I bit my lip and seemed to accept Xu Jianing's statement in my heart.
"I know you are soft-hearted and cannot accept such things. But you have to understand that it is not your fault for having such things. The most wrong person is always Brother Zhen, and he killed Mo Li. People like him will definitely be retribution in the end."
I thought about Xu Jianing's words, yes, this is all because of Brother Zhen. If it weren't for Brother Zhen, how could Mo Li die?
If I really feel sorry for it, then cooperating with Director Li and others to catch Brother Zhen can be regarded as avenging Mo Li.
"Jianning, thank you. I know what to do in the future. Don't worry, I won't complain like this anymore."
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Chapter completed!