Chapter 324 Don't worry, I'll be back
Before I came, I really thought Xu Jianing would be angry about my decision, and I didn't expect her to say such a thing.
Looking at the soft and firm smile on her face, I felt moved.
I know that I have made a good friend, a real friend.
"Jianning, thank you. You don't know how important it is to me that you have been supporting me like this over the years."
I have never said this before. Now I suddenly said this to Xu Jianing, maybe because I think we are about to part.
Even though we may be able to meet soon, there is a saying that parting sorrow is still very accurate for us.
I looked at her, feeling mixed feelings and even felt a little uncomfortable.
"Look at you, we are good friends, why are you so polite suddenly?"
Xu Jianing felt a little embarrassed when I said this, and his expression was a little unnatural.
I smiled at her, got up and sat beside her.
"Jianning, I say these things seriously. To me, you are my closest relative. Since I married 6 Muxin, you have always treated me the best, and you have never changed your attitude towards me because of my changing situation. I know that what I said may be a bit hypocritical, but I really thank you very much, really."
Xu Jianing looked at me with a smile on her face. She didn't speak, but just kept looking at me with a smile.
"For the past few years we have known each other, you have been giving me, and I have given you so little. It is really a happy thing for me to have friends like you."
This is my true words. Although it feels like taking advantage of it, for me, there is nothing happier than being able to be friends with Xu Jianing.
I knew that I suddenly decided to leave now, which was really a very unexpected thing for Xu Jianing, who had always cared about me.
And I once promised her that she would be with her when she gave birth, but now she said she wanted to leave. I was really afraid that Xu Jianing would feel that I was cheating on him before.
Thinking of this, I smiled apologetically at her.
"I know you will feel very uncomfortable when you make the decision to leave. But what I want to tell you is that as long as you think such a thing is what you want to do, then let it go and do it boldly. Even if others don't understand you, I will always be by your side."
Xu Jianing held my hand and once again stated that she would not be unhappy because of my departure.
But when I looked at her, I still couldn't let it go.
"Gu Zhen, do you think I should be angry now, right? To be honest, I was just a little surprised and didn't get angry too much. Instead, I feel guilty. Think about it, I advised you to think more about 6 Muxin for your baby. Now I think I'm really sorry for you."
Xu Jianing looked guilty, and I reached out and pinched her face and said with a smile.
"What you said to me was right. Even if you didn't persuade me so much, I would consider 6 Muxin for the sake of my baby. After all, we are all ordinary people and always think that children need a complete family, which is the best for them. But we all underestimated the children's adaptability and ignored their own ideas."
If I hadn't asked Baby 6 what I thought, I would definitely not be able to say these words.
I used to be like Xu Jianing. I always felt that children should have a complete family, but I didn’t know that a complete family does not represent a happy family.
If the family is together just to make up the numbers, the unhappy atmosphere will spread to the children, making them feel that strong sense of insecurity.
"Do you know? I used to be artificial. The baby needs a complete family, but since I asked the baby, I realized that he needed a happy complete family, and 6 Muxin and I couldn't give him these. In addition, staying in Beihai, I had to meet Xue Ziyao from time to time. Every time she appeared, she would hurt the baby. So many reasons made me choose to leave in the end."
Xu Jianing nodded in understanding, but still sighed slightly.
"After you leave with your baby, it will be less easy for me to see you in the future."
I have considered this before, but now I feel a little uncomfortable when I hear Xue Jianing say it.
But for the sake of my baby's healthy growth, I have to leave again.
"You, we are not far from Singapore. When your child is born, you can fly over to see us at any time when you miss us. Besides, my baby and I will come back to see you at any time. Don't say it like separation from life and death, okay?"
When I said this, Xu Jianing immediately burst out laughing, and then she sighed heavily.
"Actually, I don't have to keep you and your baby selfishly, but I don't have many friends, and I can talk less like you. You suddenly said you left, which made me feel a little uncomfortable."
I nodded, and I still understand Xu Jianing’s thoughts very well.
"I know, don't worry. When your due date is about to arrive, I will definitely bring my baby back to see you, okay?"
Every woman is worried and afraid when giving birth, and Xu Jianing should be no exception.
Since I promised to give birth with her, I will definitely not go back on my promise.
"And Fang Jin is so kind to you, he will definitely take good care of you."
When she mentioned Fang Jin, she showed a happy smile on her face and patted my arm with some embarrassment.
"Don't praise him. I said yesterday that I was pregnant and it became difficult for people to serve."
A coquettish tone revealed the harmony between her and Fang Jin's relationship. Seeing her happy, I felt happier than myself.
"It can be seen that Fang Jin is sincere to you. Jianing, believe me, you will definitely be happy and very happy."
This is also my deepest blessing. Xu Jianing looked at me and nodded with a smile.
"Well, I also hope Fang Jian can always be kind to me and to our children."
No matter how strong a woman is, she still hopes to have a man who truly loves her.
"Yes. You will definitely be very happy."
Who knew that as soon as I finished speaking, Xu Jianing looked worried.
"Hey, did Muxin treat you very well before? Who knows if Fang Jin will become as heartless as him in the future?"
I looked at Xu Jianing and knew that she was suffering from depression during pregnancy, so I smiled unconsciously.
"You, not every man is like 6 Muxin. Besides, you and Fang Jin got married because they really fell in love, which is different from me and 6 Muxin. So, you can just wait and be a happy mother now. Don't want to know anything else?"
After hearing what I said, Xu Jianing seemed to feel much more at ease, and she nodded.
"Okay, I don't think about anything, I just wait to be a mother."
Chapter completed!