But the more I don’t want to face it, the more reality I want me to know the truth.

On that day, I sat in the garden with my baby 6 in my arms and basked in the sun.

Xu Jianing suddenly walked over with a few bags of things. When she saw me, she immediately smiled.

"Gu Zhen, are you holding me = Are you basking in the sun with your godson?"

I looked at Xu Jianing, and my originally unhappy mood improved a little.

"Yes, the doctor said that it would be better for his health if he was sunbathed for a while every day."

Xu Jianing sat beside me and took out a baby's outfit from the paper bag.

"I bought this when I was shopping in the mall a few days ago. I think this dress must be very handsome when worn by my godson."

She really likes baby 6, which I didn't expect.

Before, she said she wanted to be the godmother of 6 babies. I thought it was just a casual joke, but I didn't expect that she was serious.

"Baby now has a lot of clothes. Don't buy them for him in the future. He can't wear much at all at such a young age."

I was telling the truth, but who knew Xu Jianing was still angry.

"Gu Zhen, do you look down on me when you say these words? I think I, Xu Jianing, can't afford to buy a few clothes for my godson, right?"

I swear, I really don't mean that!

"Jianning, that's not what I mean. You are willing to be nice to your baby. I'm not too happy yet, so how could I be unhappy? Did you think so?"

I held Baby 6 in one hand and held Xu Jianing's arm with the other, wanting to explain what I mean to her.

"You also know that children grow very fast, so there is no need to buy too many clothes. Look at how many clothes you buy for your baby every time you come. If I don't wear them, you will definitely be unhappy. I'll wear them for him. He really can't wear them. Are you saying what I said is right?"

After hearing what I said, Xu Jianing's face looked better.

She reached out and poked 6 baby's pink little face and said with a smile on her face.

"Baby, my godmother doesn't care about your mother for your sake. Otherwise, if your mother says this, I'll be very, very angry."

Listening to Xu Jianing's childish words, I shook my head helplessly.

This little girl is sometimes like a big child. She gets angry quickly, and she doesn’t get angry too quickly.

"Jianning, will you run here every day and not delay your serious matters?"

Xu Jianing leaned on the chair like me, put his right foot on his left foot, and kicked his toes leisurely.

"The most serious thing I do now is to see my godson."

When she said these words, she had a hint of loneliness in her tone.

I frowned in confusion. The Xu family only has her daughter, so she shouldn't have any worries. Why do you always look worried when you see her coming here recently?

"Jianning, do you have any worries? If so, you can tell me as long as you want."

Xu Jianing smiled faintly at me, and did not say anything.

"You are the only daughter of the Xu family. Shouldn't you help in the company? I have known you until now, why do I feel that you don't need to do anything every day?"

Xu Jianing sighed heavily.

"Do you want to say that I do nothing every day, right?"

I know that it might be because of my words that made Xu Jianing a little unhappy.

"Jianning, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that."

Xu Jianing waved his hand at me.

"It's okay, I've been used to it for a long time. You don't know. My parents always think I can't do anything well, so they have never thought about letting me accept the business of the Xu family. But that's fine. I go around to play and buy every day, so don't live too casually."

Children who are not recognized by their parents will actually feel very uncomfortable.

At least I used to be like that. Every time I feel that I have put so much effort into doing something well, I always want to be recognized by my parents.

But when they didn't even look at it, I felt particularly uncomfortable at that time.

"Jianning..."

"Stop talking about me, I've been used to it for so many years. Tell me about you, how are you doing recently?"

Suddenly when Xu Jianing asked me about it, I was stunned, and then I smiled unnaturally.

"Me? I'm so nice, why did you suddenly ask this?"

Xu Jianing is a very simple person and can hardly hide anything in his heart.

If she asked this, she would have a reason to ask this.

"Did Brother 6 treat you... still the same as before?"

6 Mu Xin is indeed not as close to me as before, but how can I tell Xu Jianing about such a thing?

I have always felt that I always feel that there are many things that Muxin hides from me.

But I was so timid that I didn't dare to ask, for fear that the answer I asked would break my heart.

However, today Xu Jianing came over and asked this directly, which made my heart unable to calm down again.

I looked at the 6 babies in my arms. Another reason why I have never dared to ask is that I was afraid to ask, and I couldn't accept the answer.

At that time, my choice would make 6 babies without a sound family.

I don't think about it, after all, 6 Muxin is still very, very good to the children.

"He is very nice to me now, Jianing, see why you suddenly asked such a strange question."

When I said these words, I even dared not look at Xu Jianing's eyes.

I was afraid that she could see that I was lying, but no matter how much I wanted to deceive myself, Xu Jianing's words made me unable to disguise me anymore.

"But Gu Zhen, I have heard some news recently, and I don't know if I want to say it to you. I don't say anything, but I feel sorry for you, but I'm worried that you can't bear what I say."

Xu Jianing's words made me bite my lips tightly.

"Jianning, if you don't know whether you should say it, then don't say it, okay?"

I looked at the swing in the distance and said this weakly.

"You told me like this, which means you have feelings, right? In my heart, you are not like a person who can deceive yourself. It has come to this time, why don't you want to face it?"

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Xu Jianing continued to say.

"Do you know? Now many people have seen Brother 6 and Xue Ziyao go out together. The relationship between the two looks particularly close. You..."

"Stop talking!"

I held Baby 6's hands tightly tightly, closed my eyes, and swallowed all my sadness and helplessness.

After escaping for so long, someone finally exposes the things I least want to know.

"Jianning, how do you think I will face it? Baby is only less than three months old. Am I going to make him lose a complete family? No matter what, 6 Muxin's good deeds to baby is true. As long as baby can have a complete family, I am willing to be an ostrich all the time and ignore everything."

Xu Jianing seemed to disagree with what I said.

"Gu Zhen, you are not a baby. How do you know that the baby wants to have a family that is in harmony in the future? How could he want a father who doesn't love his mother? None of us has the right to make a choice for the baby!"
Chapter completed!