I am very fierce, I have known since I was a child.&1t;/p>

It is said that my horoscope is very rare. It can defeat my relatives and husbands without longevity, without blessings, and without children. I really want to know. There are only eight words in total, so how can I write so many things&1t;/p>

There may be some truths that my dad died before he was born.&1t;/p>

Although I have never said it to me, I know that in my heart, there are indeed some beliefs that my father was killed by me, but my mother still loves me very much.&1t;/p>

She was worried about me, she had always been worried, I know.&1t;/p>

Of course, that's not just because I'm not alive.&1t;/p>

She always told me that this world belongs to men. Women and women must keep their duties, obey the three obediences, adhere to the four virtues, be careful every step, and never make mistakes. Only in this way can we find our own position and live a good life.&1t;/p>

But I always can't listen. The three obediences and four virtues make up the truth.

My dad, I have never seen him. I heard that he is very outstanding, and he has been loyal to the Wang family all his life, and never says much. My mom, I am very familiar with him, very careful, follow the rules and never go beyond the line.&1t;/p>

But how did they live in this life&1t;/p>

What's the point of being cautious in life, and being cautious in life?&1t;/p>

This kind of me has always made my mother very worried, afraid that I will not get married, afraid that I will be looked down upon by my in-laws in the future, and afraid that I will be bullied by those sister-in-law who knows what they will be there, actually, I really want to see if I bully me, who dares to&1t;/p>

However, my mother never worried that my life would defeat her, she never cared.&1t;/p>

What she was most worried about was that I would not live long. Secondly, I was worried that I would not be able to get married. Once again, I would be retired after getting married. If I were worried again, it would be too long.&1t;/p>

I don't like to follow the rules and never like them. However, because this always makes my mother very worried, I always try to pretend to be willing and able to understand the rules. But sometimes, I really can't help it.&1t;/p>

For example, that year.&1t;/p>

In fact, I have no interest in the forbidden area at all. Of course, Xiao Qian never knew this.&1t;/p>

I am just annoyed because my mother read a lot during that time. When she first heard that I had tried to enter that forbidden area, she was so scared that even her eyes were about to pop up.&1t;/p>

She cried very hard, mentioned a lot of things from the past, and mentioned that her father all this made me feel uncomfortable, but it also made me want to break in.&1t;/p>

There is no reason. If you have to find one, then maybe you hope to punch the Wang family in the face for my father, my father who has never met before.&1t;/p>

He was very loyal to the Wang family, but he died without even a mother's reason, and he didn't even know where he died or where he died.&1t;/p>

But my mother didn't care. She said that it was a secret, the secret of the Wang family.&1t;/p>

Go to his secrets, I hate these secrets.&1t;/p>

Perhaps, it was this kind of mood that made me use all the methods I could think of to try to break into that forbidden area and finally succeed&1t;/p>

I don't often get impulsive, but if I get impulsive, I will never look back.&1t;/p>

OK, I broke in but, I don't know if that's a success.&1t;/p>

After all, in essence, I, who have been imprisoned for more than ten years, know nothing, seems to have just turned myself into a part of a secret.&1t;/p>

But I don't regret it.&1t;/p>

First, don’t do it, second, don’t regret it, it’s useless.&1t;/p>

And, I really don't regret it.&1t;/p>

I don’t regret having my life tied up with Xiao Qian from now on, and I don’t regret having met Xiao Wu. To be serious, I seem to be his greatest benefactor. If it weren’t for me, Xiao Qian would never do what his father wouldn’t let him do.&1t;/p>

However, I never know why I was locked up there for so long, I don’t know why Xiao Wu was locked up there for so long, he looked so good.&1t;/p>

However, there are always all kinds of strange things in wealthy families. If not, they are not wealthy families.&1t;/p>

Ten years, I was imprisoned for ten years in a blink of an eye. In the past ten years, my mother has grown old.&1t;/p>

She was very sad when she left, I knew. In the end, she couldn't see me getting married.&1t;/p>

For ten years, Xiao Qian and Xiao Wu have been with me. Although they have many thoughts, they still seriously want to make me happy. But to be honest, they really don’t know how to make people happy.&1t;/p>

But I am still very happy because of their efforts themselves.&1t;/p>

Later, Xiao Qian finally released Xiao Wu and it seemed very hard, but I always believed that he could do it.&1t;/p>

He is great, I know.&1t;/p>

But I don't know why he suddenly said and did that day. I don't know, I didn't expect it.&1t;/p>

Although I never thought that I could marry into the Wang family, I just didn't expect that he would say and do that at that time. I didn't know, I didn't expect.&1t;/p>

Later, he told me that it was because of the martial arts he practiced. It was said that it was the most powerful martial arts in the Wang family, a kind of martial arts that required people to use their skills to suppress themselves.&1t;/p>

I hate it very much because, it sounds like, it is no different from the three obediences and four virtues. They are things that require people to exchange for success with discomfort. And is that success a success?&1t;/p>

At least, Xiao Qian doesn't seem to think so, otherwise there wouldn't be the heavy rainy day that followed.&1t;/p>

That day.&1t;/p>

In fact, I shouldn't have anything to be born, because Xiao Qian shouldn't meet me at all. When he was in the rain on the mountain, I should be huddling in a cart along the way, thinking about what food to cook for Xiao Wu at night.&1t;/p>

But, I didn't take the bus, I ran back from the mountain, although Xiaowu never let me ride like this.&1t;/p>

Maybe it's because he read too much that I always run back from the mountain&1t;/p>

That day I felt very happy, very, very happy. Even seeing Xiao Wu's disappointed and sad eyes could not disrupt my happiness.&1t;/p>

Me, I, I am actually very selfish&1t;/p>

However, I will pay the price.&1t;/p>

After that day, my life seemed like a dream: I really married Xiao Qian, and I became the housewife of the Wang family. If my mother could see this day, she would not know how happy she would be&1t;/p>

Xiao Qian's father surprised me. He was very kind and reasonable, and was very kind to me, even making me feel that he had been trying hard to treat me well from the beginning.&1t;/p>

I don't know why this happens. However, this makes me very happy because I know that Xiao Qian has always been worried that his father will not accept me. This is what he fears the most.&1t;/p>

But to be honest, I think he really doesn't understand his father. Of course, his father doesn't seem to have made any effort to make him understand more accurately.&1t;/p>

Maybe, that's how men are&1t;/p>

I like Xiao Qian, I am very happy to be with him. As for other things, it doesn't matter.&1t;/p>

But whenever I think of Xiao Wu, I still feel uncomfortable with me. I am sorry for him, and I am indeed sorry for him.&1t;/p>

What would happen if, on that day, I refused to lose Xiao Qian and continued to stay with Xiao Wu's side later&1t;/p>

Forget it, don't want if, it's the same as regret, it's meaningless.&1t;/p>

Xiao Qian is very nice to me. Although I can't give birth to a son for him, he doesn't care at all.&1t;/p>

He said that he still has many uncles and brothers. If we don’t have children in the end, we can choose one of those children to adopt them.&1t;/p>

I don't think I'll like other people's children, but I like him to say that.&1t;/p>

Later, Xiao Wu finally came back. Although he didn't know how to face him, I was still very happy to know that he was still fine and I was back.&1t;/p>

But from the things I heard, I felt uneasy again. Xiao Wu, he seemed to have changed, making me a little scared.&1t;/p>

Xiao Qian was also worried. He decided to bring Xiao Wu back, but he failed and he lost miserably.&1t;/p>

Then, Xiao Qian's father also went, and then, he failed.&1t;/p>

I really didn't expect that Xiao Wu, he would become so strong.&1t;/p>

Xiao Qian's father died, and I was also very sad. Although I was afraid of him at first, after getting to know him, I thought he was actually very good.&1t;/p>

On the night when he was making the seventh slaughter for him, Xiao Qian told me that he was going to kill people and kill some people who were challenging the Wang family and hurting the interests of the Wang family. Although, he had never killed anyone.&1t;/p>

But I know that's not the only reason. Looking at him, I know he has other reasons. He is very painful and depressed, because he believes that he will bear part of his father's death. With his serious personality, he may simply count this matter on himself.&1t;/p>

But, in fact, I am the culprit&1t;/p>

If it weren't for my impulse, Xiao Qian and Xiao Wu would never have met. If it weren't for my impulse, Xiao Wu would definitely be a kind and honest teacher. Everything was brought by me and caused by me, right?

One, I, who will defeat many others.&1t;/p>

That day, Xiao Qian didn't kill anyone, I know.&1t;/p>

If the hand is stained with blood, everyone will become completely different.&1t;/p>

Later, he told me that on that day, he was one step late, and someone killed all those people first. After two days, he told me that one of the people who helped was Xiao Wu.&1t;/p>

But I've known this a long time ago.&1t;/p>

On the night he went to kill someone, I couldn't sleep, so I knew a little about what happened later.&1t;/p>

About an hour before Xiao Qian came back, Xiao Wu came.&1t;/p>

Sitting under the locust tree, he didn't come in to look for me, but I knew he was coming, he kept sitting until Xiao Qian rushed back, and then, they even had a fight.&1t;/p>

Xiao Wu, I think he is also in pain and also in distress. I think he may not really want to kill Xiao Qian’s father, maybe it was just a mistake, a mistake&1t;/p>

Later, Xiao Wu left and told Xiao Qian that he would come back in a year.&1t;/p>

I believe what he said, I have never heard him tell lies.&1t;/p>

Later he came back, and this time, I could hardly recognize him.&1t;/p>

He is now, becoming very scary, very scary when he faces me, I can hardly breathe.&1t;/p>

Maybe, this is because he killed many people. He said that over the past year, he has relied entirely on killing to fall asleep peacefully.&1t;/p>

I don't understand why he became like this because of me&1t;/p>
To be continued...