On the evening of November 24, Liu Fan suddenly felt very confused. He wanted to calm down. It originated from his previous relationship and was also the first relationship, first love. The girl's name was Ning Han, and her personality was just like her name.

Time goes back to April 2, 2006.

Liu Fan confessed to Ning Han and was rejected and asked her again.

Liu Fan felt a great sadness in his mind. He was already like this, but still couldn't see Ning Han's slight compassion? Then she really didn't feel anything about him.

I feel sad in my heart, and I walk fast under my feet, unconsciously walking in one direction.

At first, he was walking in pain in his heart, and he noticed that Ning Han was following him all the time. He instinctively walked into the shadows and darkness.

Until I go wherever I don’t know the remote places I am unfamiliar with.

Ning Han felt the insecurity very much and stopped. Liu Fan walked out more than ten meters and stopped.

"Why don't you want to walk with me? If you don't walk, why are you going to where you are ahead?"

Liu Fan shouted loudly.

She stood quietly.

"Life is vast and the future is unknown. How can you know the result if you don't go on?"

He approached her and asked loudly.

"Do you know that since I met you and met you, I have been planning the future and your future. We have formed a family. Do you know my definition and desire for family since I was a child?"

He vented a silt air in his heart.

"I am special. I really long for a warm home, a particularly safe haven. Even if I work hard outside, I need to bow down and obey against my will, I don't care. I know that there is a warm home, and I know that when I go back, it is the safest and most relaxed. For this home, I can give all my life, even my life."

"What is the meaning of living? This is the meaning of living."

Ning Han glanced at him, and there was a warm current in her heart. Why didn't she long for it?

Liu Fan grabbed her shoulder and looked at her affectionately. Her face was still quiet. "Xiaozhuo, since I was a child, I felt different from other children. I always had to think about many questions, why live, why death, why everyone's end is death, and how hard they live. What's the difference between dying early or dying late? I've been thinking about why I live? Haha, I always have such random thoughts that my high school teacher said I'm like a little old man."

He was sincerely analyzing his heart and showing it to her.

"Until one day, I figured out that since I was going to die, where is the meaning and principle of living? The life I pursued was that the moment before I died, without regretting anything, and without leaving any regrets. Therefore, I will carefully consider every major decision of mine. Will I regret it in a year? Will I regret it in five years? Will I regret it in ten years, twenty years, will I?"

"Yes, we have known each other for a while, and I have been thinking about why I could live a good life before you appeared, but now I can't get back to strangers with you? That is, I will regret it, I will regret it, I will always think that I have planned a beautiful and happy life for us, why don't you go with me? Yes, sometimes life cannot see the way ahead, and darkness is everywhere. As long as we hold hands together, we can walk through it, and we can realize what we want in our hearts."

He held her hand and spoke earnestly.

A warm current in the corner of her eyes, and she felt crystal tears. Yes, she always felt that he was very mature and could see thoroughly, but she didn't dare to take that step. Yes, would she regret it? She asked herself mentally.

The thick layer of ice wrapped around it cracked a crack.

"Where is your phone number?"

Ning Han was very confused and took it out mechanically. Liu Fan was looking for the number inside, but without his mother's name, and asked, "Which one is your mother's phone number?"

"What are you going to do?" She felt nervous and was unwilling to mention the name.

"If you don't dial, I'll dial in one by one and tell everyone who knows you my sincerity for you."

She was really scared. How determined, how courageous, how determined she would be to do this?

She looked at his face seriously and thought, can I spend my life with this man? Establishing a happy and warm family as he said, harmonious and beautiful, which was a longing she had never thought of, but it was very attractive, isn't it?

It won't be so if you try it?

She hesitated.

"Did you not even give me a chance to show your determination?" Liu Fan became more and more determined. "This is the last thing I did for this relationship. Don't worry, I will not disturb you anymore. I just want to do my best. In this way, even if I fail, I will be willing to leave no regrets. I don't want to regret the failure to persist at this moment before death."

She felt sad and took the phone to enter the number.

Doudu, dialed.

She felt nervous, afraid of some dirty sounds.

Not.

Answering the answer there, Liu Fan took it over, took a breath, and said, "Auntie, hello, I am Ning Han's classmate. I have a good impression of her and have been pursuing it..."

Facts have proved that the young and steady Liu Fan was deeply loved by middle-aged and elderly women. The two chatted for twenty minutes before her mother asked her to give Ning Han the phone number.

A moment of silence.

"Hanhan, mom has always hoped that you will have a happy and warm family in the future. Liu Fan is very steady, has a very mature idea, and has the courage to try to get along with him. Mom doesn't miss you because..."

Before he could finish speaking, Ning Han said, "Oh, I understand."

After pressing the phone, she was very confused and confused, as if her most painfully unsupported side was exposed to the sun and was burned and smoked.

Liu Fan hugged her tightly, very tightly, smelling the pleasant smell of her hair, faint and elegant.

"Give me a chance, and give myself a chance. I will do what I said, I will do everything I can, and I will leave no regrets in our lives."

The soft murmur is full of warmth.

Ning Han was very mentally warm at this moment.

The relationship between the two began slowly and was always so uncoordinated.

Spring Festival in 2008.

Liu Fan kept thinking, and he became more and more confused. Once upon a time, he always believed that he would find a girl to stay with him for the rest of his life, happy and beautiful. When he met Ning Han, he was also attracted. Seeing her like a Bodhisattva, he really got along, he realized that she would be cold and never express his feelings for him.

No matter how much a person makes no regrets, he wants to get the other person’s feedback. He will be very happy when he says sweetly and says, "Dear, you are so nice, or kisses him on the face."

As time goes by, the two of them have less intimate contact, and even kissing rarely. Ning Han watched a movie, and the heroine disliked the male protagonist's saliva. Since then, she has resisted kissing. Without kissing, how can there be the next step of intimacy?

Liu Fan kept using his reason to suppress his emotional arousal.

After more than a month of separation and goodbye, there are no sensational scenes.

Liu Fan was a little disappointed. This is how he got along with Ning Han. No matter how passionate he burst out or how emotional he wanted to be together, she always responded coldly, or could remain rational in the end, which always made people feel that they were not self-disciplined.

Life is just like this.

Until graduation.

Four years of youth, the most carefree four years have come to an end. Just like four years ago, people from all over the world gathered together. After graduation, they all dispersed to the whole world. Many of them may never meet again in their lives.

The barrier of space made Liu Fan and Ning Han separate naturally, and she never said much.

Liu Fan didn't expect to meet Yan Ling suddenly, so co-starred and so warm.

Just last night, Liu Fan saw from Ning Han's updates that she had a new boyfriend, who was also a former acquaintance and expressed her affection for her on the alumni contact platform. Liu Fan was not nostalgic for anything, but this moment felt that it was particularly obvious. A girl who had been together for nearly three years has become a familiar stranger since then, and the two may never see each other again in their lives.

He was upset and just wanted to digest this emotion by himself.
Chapter completed!