I had insomnia yesterday, and my stomach hurts today. When I had insomnia last night, I thought a lot.

Since there is no increase in collections and no increase in clicks, there is nothing left anyway. I think no one will care about whether to update continuously or not.

Then I will talk about my own feelings today. ()

I am a new writer. I have no experience in writing articles for the first time. I don’t know any ideas, writing skills, etc. I may rely on the most, but my enthusiasm is my own heart. Therefore, I cannot attract readers.

Moreover, I have a little preference for ancient literature. Although I don’t have any ancient literature background, I want to work hard to develop in this aspect. (The legendary "half-cup jealousy"?)

So at the beginning of the work, it was literary. It may make people feel that they were pretending to be pretending.

When I first started writing this work, I was very happy to sign the contract. I joined a game category group, and there were many big shots in it.

However, my work is not a hit all the time, so the data is probably terrible.

Therefore, some people sincerely suggested that I cut it off and rewrite it (of course some friends supported me to continue). Because I found that I was wrong in both male and female frequency, and even the positioning of readers was wrong. It may be even more difficult to achieve good results.

Later, I also asked other writers that they were doing their work that had poor sales (but better than mine), and they were decisive and brave. I was shocked.

But I can't bear to leave it.

Maybe it is the cause of obsessive-compulsive disorder? Each work is placed in the editorial writing column of the writer assistant, and it cannot be deleted (currently, Yuewen does not seem to support deleting works). If you don’t continue, it will be as awkward as if you haven’t finished halfway through the shower.

So, I thought, and secretly made up my mind that when I had time in the future (the learning task is very tight now), I must write all the works I have published (of course, only two →_→ now), regardless of whether there are readers or not. Just treat it as to satisfy myself.

As for the updates every day, sometimes, my body feels so tired. The point is that no one watches it, why do I have to update it every day? Just like playing a stand-alone game, what's the point of winning or losing? So, I'm very unenthusiastic.

But in the end, I tried my best to update. Sometimes I was confused. What am I insisting on? Is it just to write for myself? Then I wouldn’t it be the same if I put it in my head.

In fact, I don’t have to subscribe, give rewards or something. But at least I have to know that some people are reading, some people are reading, and some people are looking forward to it. For example, signing in, leaving a message or something. These small feedbacks can let me know that this work is a living thing.

The kind that is alive and moving.

But, almost nothing.

I have to admit that this is very hurt.

Every time I open the writer’s assistant, I feel that I shouldn’t be looking forward to it anymore, but I still look forward to it every day. Maybe I am really stupid - I write poorly and unreliable, and I am looking forward to feedback all day long.

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Today, I feel uncomfortable and can't sit still, which may lead to the confusion mentioned above.

But it doesn't matter, these should not affect my expression of the subject.

Last night, my final decision was: I will update this work, and another book I had published before (it seems to be a wrong channel). One day, I will.

For nothing else, just treat it for your own obsessive-compulsive disorder.

The reason why I chose to say it today is that I may be afraid that I will give up on myself first. Then it will be really beyond help.

(End of this chapter)

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Chapter completed!