I left there and walked somewhere, looking at her. Although she is my current instructor, she only asked me to exercise my gun and didn't let anyone touch it. Is this still a life for humans?

I am just an ordinary person and have not learned anything. Ordinary life is really tiring. He and they are all there, and I am living here.

Every time they are watching me, how are they doing? I am also a human being, not a god. A very ordinary person has a fragile side.

They just didn't show that side, what did I live?

"Where are they?" Am I doubting life? I am just a little soldier, a soldier who is learning some shooting skills!

I am not those awesome people, and there are no practitioners in the world, I am just a small soldier.

I want to go home and have a bowl of noodles. This is a requirement! This is no longer a requirement!

For the country, for the people, and for myself. The people need people like us to protect, who are more vulnerable than us.

In their eyes, we are a God and an invincible God, but we don’t know that we are also human beings and fear death.

I am a person who is afraid of death. In order to escape marriage, I can only enter the army. Everyone knows it, but they can't find me. I may not find them either.

"I still have to stick with it. They are already waiting for the enemy in heaven. I have to do my best, because everything will be my death." I don't know if I started to become like this at that time, or if they left me!

I looked at the photos in my hand and they smiled so happily, everyone was like this, plus me. We were really happy at that time!

I can't forget them, they are all for the country. I won't leave.

"Be careful of the gun in your hand, you may die at any time, and the enemy is always aiming at you. If you don't have powerful skills and strong bodies, it is impossible to survive from the battlefield. They are all paying some price to live a better life." What he said is still echoing in my ears.

Indeed, what he said was right. The person who was wrong was me, who had no technical content, and I was a scumbag on the battlefield!

My learning ability is not very good. They taught me many times before I learned it. The marksmanship was learned from the most basic techniques. They taught me some important techniques and I must learn some swordsmanship as soon as possible.

Their existence taught me the laws of the jungle and some survival rules. I have been using these things until now and have never given up practicing them.

Even if I lose something important to me, I will not give up the opportunity now.

"I forgot something, I should go home once! My parents shouldn't be like before!" I thought I was self-righteous, but I knew that my parents were all for my own good. They are now 21 years old and are still single.

I don’t want to marry someone I don’t know and live my whole life. In this way, my conscience will not be despaired. They don’t know how strong my self-esteem is?
Chapter completed!