At the end of May of the year Guihai in the lunar calendar:

【Early July 1983, summer】

My husband is in the world, Yu Moniang is very supportive:

【I brought money, only 300 RMB】

Later on, women must face everything independently:

[I don't know what future is? I still have some ideas at home, but it's useless. I'm always panic and twitch a few times. Maybe my legs, feet, torso, wrists, neck and face are connected... I really don't know where I'll go, I just trembled, it's three or two seconds long, and it's about ten seconds long]

Except for the children, there are no one else at home:

[It's because I'm tired of work, I sit for a while and I'm scared for no reason. I don't know where I'm excited. I look around and look around, and I don't know what's happening, like a shadow, and no matter what's going on, I'm going on, and I'm going on, and I'm going on. I'm going on and off. I'm going on and off. I'm going on and off. I'm going on and off. I'm going on and off. I'm going on and off. I'm going on and off.

Since my husband left, there are always a basket of ridiculous dreams:

[I can't knock it for sure, I talk nonsense and cramped my feet. I woke up suddenly, and looked around, but there was no sign of anyone. I wiped my forehead and sat on the bed with my head down. I had a long and shorter luck, and I could only come back to my senses after a while.

Because I couldn't sleep well, I had a good black hair:

[Just stuck around, like weeds growing, like a scene of fleeing in panic]

I have changed the small wattage light bulb. I have borrowed a little bit of dim place:

[Light a cigarette, sucked it hard for a few sips, and the soles of the feet had a little strength (so-called cigarette, no filter)]

Old mottled dining table:

[Three or two broken holes on the plaid tablecloth were scattered. Yu Moniang pulled for a while, but didn't know what to look for. She had no choice but to light another cigarette]

I can't take a few sips of each cigarette:

【Old smokers are just like this】

My mind is filled with a bucket of paste, but I can't stop setting the scene:

[The husband has a very personality. Is it easy to get along with his boss? Maybe one day, he will not be able to get along with his face and will not be able to continue to cooperate]

Will you eat wine and show your words:

[I went to drive in a dizzy way, but lost my life. My husband said he wanted to learn driving, but the woman had already thought of this. But she comforted herself that her husband was doing things safely, so there should be no problem]

If the boss is more ruthless, there are more serious things:

[Climbing high and climbing low, carrying more than 100 kilograms of burden, I missed my head and fell down from where I fell... This is great, no matter how hard it is! I quickly write a letter and call it back! I will leave my future aside, and I will lose my life. What's the use of asking for money?]

If you get the warning, you will be generally advised:

[When the woman had a problem, she quickly put a few pieces of letter paper, opened a large wattage light bulb, and an old fountain pen without help]

I hurriedly licked my saliva and slashed:

[It still doesn't work. I looked up and down, but I lost my mind again. I remember that the empty ink bottle was lost and I wanted to find it to use it in the middle of the night, but there was no way.

A flash of inspiration, thinking of the child's stationery, I hurriedly turned over, and there was a sharpened pencil, and I felt a little at ease.

I spread the letter paper, lit a cigarette, and sucked a few sips. I thought about how to deal with it verbally, and just a momentum, my strength went too far, and I broke apart.

I was really panicked. I got up and looked through my child's schoolbag again, but couldn't find the pencil sharpener. Seeing that I couldn't write it, I looked around and lost my opinion. I collapsed in the chair, staring blankly with big eyes.

Don't know how long:

[The woman came to her senses, but she saw the ashtrays swelling and the tablecloth was covered with ashes. She was like this all day long, so she must have been busy. She was so nervous that she had no energy and could not control the lot of idleness]

After thinking about it, I finally smiled:

[Yes! My husband is a good place to be a manager, after all, a good place to drink. If you eat well or drink well, how can you do any heavy errands? How can you lose your life? There will be no trouble, but you will scare yourself randomly. Could it be that you will take it seriously?

Well≈≈Yes! One day, you will be rich and fertile, and the house will be noisy! Buy a soft sleeper train ticket and go to your hometown to enjoy the scenery. That is what to do when you return home in glory. What to ask for in your life]

As I thought about it, I couldn't help but feel proud:

[Coughing, pulling the front of your pajamas, subconsciously lifting your orchid fingers, gently pinching out a cigarette, stroking the temples, and putting them behind your ears]

I seemed to be feeling a little better, so I couldn't help but copy the small mirror:

[I originally meant to be pity for my own sake, and I figured out the sun, tidy up, buy a powder, lipstick, etc. I am just to comfort me, and I don’t care about the truth or the false for the time being]

But the fragrance of flowers and jade cannot be seen in the mirror:

【I was indeed frightened by the fact that I wanted to light a cigarette, pour it between my fingers and rub it to pieces】

Just want to vent:

[But I can't see any extra items. I raised the small mirror, but for a moment I hesitated, changed my mind, made me exhale the mirror, lifted the corners of my clothes, and put it back on my shoulder bag]

Look at the old pen again:

[It will be useful in the future. The iron box filled with crumbled tea is too loud and the child is still asleep. He is really angry but he is even more upset]

No choice:

[I could only throw away the crushed cigarettes and use the soles of the slippers hard, crushing them again and again, and my heart was better, but I still sat in a daze]

A few round trips:

[No calculations horizontally and vertically, no words all night long]

One morning, the prosperous areas of Gongzhou:

[Yu Moniang had to go to the hospital. The doctor listened in detail and looked at this place and checked there. There was nothing wrong with it. He came to a conclusion: take more rest]

After leaving the hospital, I really want to go for a walk:

[Where?...why find a restaurant...better be safe. Forget it, go home...or, it's better to be outside]

Look at the child subconsciously:

[The little guy is introverted, and even ordinary children eat snacks, buy stationery, new sneakers, and other requirements. When they are at home, they never participate in any game of next-door partners, play building blocks, go alone, and have no other toys, and there is no sound throughout the day.

If he didn't call him to eat, a child could stay all day by himself and never ask for anything to eat. The mother was very curious about the fun of those chess pieces and wooden pieces. She was scattered all over the bed, but she really couldn't tell what was strange about it. The little guy looked depressed since childhood, and his parents had no choice but to do anything.

My mother wanted to say something, but she swallowed it back when she said something:

[This child is very unique. Whenever he asks, he will never answer. If he sets a meal, he will eat the same thing. The little guy always chews slowly and never speaks when he eats, but he must concentrate his energy, but he doesn't know where to go. It is not a big room, but he looks very far away, and thinks he is setting a table in some open space and enjoying the scenery while eating.

Deep inside of my mother:

[It seems like I have been looking for a pot that I haven't brushed for 30 years. It's dark and has no background color, and it's covered with spider webs. I have collected a bunch of broken vegetable leaves, rotten fruits, and sour milk. I don't brush the pot. I add muddy water from somewhere. I stir it up and boil it and then pour it down]

The weather is hot, which makes your mind swell. Heat is hot, and demeanor is very important:

[Yu Moniang was born in 1955 and was painted in Sucheng, provincial (administrative, county-level city). She pays great attention to her image. She doesn't need to know how difficult it is at home. She often makes some clothes by hand and must be decent when going out. She has long hair curled and carefully applied lipstick. Anyone who sees the first impression is quite generous.]

It's pretty good today:

[Pure red poplin short-sleeved shirt. The so-called poplin, cotton, polyester, wool, cotton, or blended yarn woven into a fine plain fabric. It is paired with a black chemical fiber pleated skirt, widened white pure cowhide/square pure copper buckle belt. Black strap high-heeled cowhide sandals, and the toenails are painted pure red. The belt was given by Mr. Chen from Overseas Chinese. The time he ate mutton. This outfit can be said to be very decent in that era]

Looking for a small restaurant in an old residential area:

[After looking, the outer wall enclosure was covered with cement. Look carefully. It was raining, soaking in water, dampness, etc. It was disrepaired for a long time, and it fell off near the foundation, revealing the bricks on the wall.

However, it has not all fallen off completely. The cement circumference at the high place is still there, so the bricks will not be exposed. This will be uneven and mottled and sloppy, and it is better to have no cement than to have no cement]

The guy yawned and didn't have any energy:

[It seems that I am busy with my daily life. My face is exposed to the sun, and my body is like a chocolate color on the beach. I wear a ripped short-sleeved work shirt and coarse shorts. I can no longer see the bottom color. It is covered with oil stains and twisted flowers. I think I will use it to wipe the table every day. I have a serious rag on my shoulder, and I can't tell the difference with my clothes. I have a cigarette in my ears, bare feet, loose tight corduroy shoes, and the upper is full of stains and white spots. I don't know if it has not been washed for three to five years (Zhula, pronunciation tāla)]

There is nothing to greet and greet, and I am not stunned and shouting:

[What are you eating? Fried dishes, rice, fried noodles]

I just stood at the door, but I haven't decided anything yet. Seeing that the guy is so sloppy and rude:

【I really can't think of what the kitchen will be like】

Only a sensation was disgusting, Yu Moniang responded vaguely:

[I went wrong and rarely came here, I will look for it again]

Don't eat if you hear it:

[Of course, my guy doesn't care, he doesn't talk much nonsense, just go back to the shop to rest]

The child hasn't said half of the sentence:

[Just follow my mother obediently. In this way, Yu Moniang was even more upset]

He led the child and kept looking around:

[After finally, I saw a place where I couldn't be said to be grand. At least I didn't peel off the wall and was painted clean. The plaque on my head should have been washed and the store name was very eye-catching.

There are many used bicycles at the door, there is an old tricycle, and a jeep parked. Although it is older, it is cleaned up]

The sliding glass door was scrubbed and the mother and son went in directly:

[There is a ceiling fan on the top, and there are three floor-standing fans, so I feel relatively balanced. The restaurant is very busy, and I shuttle back and forth to serve dishes, collect bowls, mixed with punching, laughing, and noises come one after another]

Paotang's words are quite reasonable:

[Wear a white brimless hat, similar to a 65-style female military cap, white work clothes, either often washed or replaced, although it is inevitable that oil stains will appear, at least it looks like a catering restaurant.

Too many people eat, the floor will be in a mess, soup, food residue, bottle cap, broken disposable chopsticks, cigarette butts, empty cigarette boxes, and even metal soup spoons.

The price of the dish is written with signs:

[Pinned on the wall, choose what to eat, pay money at the counter to get tickets, and wait for the number to pick up the meal. The Paotang is responsible for closing the bowls, and the customer needs to serve the dishes in person]

Check out the signage:

[Dumplings, 1 yuan, 70 yuan/kg/70 pieces]
Chapter completed!