Chapter 40: Life Experience(1/2)
Ruoqing never thought that one day she would be so scared. She was afraid that the girl who would only stick to her before would really not come back.
I never thought I would lose it. Yes, this kind of thing would not have happened!
Don’t people in the world say that knowing mistakes can improve the greatest possible way?
But why is it so pale and powerless to me? Can I change it? Is there still a chance?
"Ruoqing."
My heart suddenly forgot to beat.
The sound of my thoughts is still so profound.
"woke up?"
The two of them looked at each other from a distance, and suddenly Ruoqing lost his words. When Ruoqing recalled this kind of loss of measure, he realized that it was an unprecedented first time, and the first time he felt that he had no courage to speak.
After a while, Mu Kong said, "What should I do if I am so far away?"
Ruoqing could hear Mu Kong's indifference and alienation.
"Nothing." He approached some and asked, "Do you have nothing to ask me?"
"No need." Ruoqing was very unwilling to accept the indifference in his tone.
"Is the person you arranged behind the Gong family?"
"no."
Ruoqing sat down gracefully and looked at Mu Kong who was calm and composed opposite him.
"Since you care so much about him, why not wake up and see him immediately?"
Waiting for a speechless answer.
"Since you've guessed that I'll intervene, why don't you tell them that after all, I'm a little hard to deal with when they join forces."
"Didn't you never care about the world except Tianmen? For..."
"For you!"
I thought that if the person on the other side would have emotional changes on his face, but it was still as light as the wind and clouds were quiet.
"It has something to do with my life experience?" Mu Kong looked up at Ruoqing's complicated eyes and continued, "Since you sealed this power, I can naturally feel the difference with ordinary people. Naturally, this kind of superpower will never have, nor will it be unique to the Mu family. Growing up in Tianmen since I was a child, I originally thought that it was the Mu family who let me go to Tianmen to live alone in order to make me successful. Later, my elder brother told me that it was to protect me. No matter what the reason, it would be useless to ask Tianmen to protect an ordinary person. All I can think of is the problem of life experience."
Ruoqing's smile was a little relieved and helpless.
"You're still so smart."
"Why should we let Tianmen be our companion?" Mu Kong didn't understand. Even if it was a personal grudge, why did we have to build the entire Tianmen?
"Why are you worried about Gong Qingchen, Tianmen, why don't you worry about me? I..."
"Are you not good? You are plotting against Ye Yin, the Gong family, and even the whole world. Haven't I been plotting against you from the beginning?"
In a blink of an eye, Mu Kong was a little panicked and suddenly felt guilty. In a trance, Mu Kong felt more and more that things would not be so simple.
Ruoqing's eyes revealed sadness and loss that Mu Kong couldn't understand.
It seems that there is something unspeakable.
How could it be?
Is there anything that makes him so endure?
Ruoqing stood up and gently stroked Mu Kong's cheek through the veil.
"You can play the whole world. Promise me, don't really have a relationship, okay?"
Mu Kong dodged, there were too many secrets in this person in front of him, and Mu Kong didn't like it.
"What the hell are you doing!"
Mu Kong asked!
"As long as you don't fall in love with Gong Qingchen, I promise you that I will not interfere with whatever you want to do in your business, okay?"
Mu Kong had never seen Ruoqing like this before, something was wrong!
A man seems to be unable to listen to anything and is begging himself not to fall in love with others. Didn’t he always think that he is the air?
But why should you spend your essence and reincarnate yourself with your memories?
"Since I went down the mountain, I told myself that I, Mu Kong and you, will never meet you for generations! I don't want to get entangled with you anymore, Ruoqing. I don't want to owe you anything. I beg you and let me go. In this world, no matter what I choose, I am willing to bear the consequences."
"Is it because of Gong Qingchen?" Ruoqing's expression was a little distracted.
The man has determined that the woman’s alienation to herself is because of the man named “Gong Qingchen”!
Everything, everything that is out of your control is because of a man!
"Ruoqing, you have changed! You have become different from the people I knew before. You used to be as gentle as light, but now you are like hiding in the darkness, fearing everything you don't want to believe." Mu Kong squatted down and looked at the lost Ruoqing.
"You are the light, Ruoqing! You were my light in the past and the light of the entire Tianmen. They feared you, respected you, longed for your blessing, and some even wanted to share the responsibility and protection of the world with you. Since it was your choice, you shouldn't be like this now. Hasn't you taught me to have some responsibility?"
"What about you?"
The eyes that were no longer clear were looking at Mu Kong like an abyss, and his heart seemed to have forgotten to beating.
"Me?" Mu Kong didn't want to get stuck on this topic, so he stood up and walked towards the door.
"Now, don't you teach me how to behave in a person or in a person? Ruoqing, how can you forget this?"
"Yes, from the day you entered Tianmen, I am the only person you are willing to get close to, and Master, you are not willing to get close to you. It is me who teaches you to read and read, it is me who teaches you how to deal with people, it is me who teaches you what is right, what is wrong, what should be done, and what should not be done. Konger, you have learned very well, you have always learned very well."
Ruoqing's decadence was unexpected by Mu Kong. Every sentence, every word seemed to be asking questions, stabbing the knife in the chest.
Stop forcing me, Ruoqing, please!
Mu Kong didn't understand what kind of emotions he was now towards Ruoqing. After so long, Mu Kong knew that the love he had at the time had disappeared. He could not have it anymore when he made up his mind to go down the mountain.
Why are you so reluctant to do with him?
Is it because of obsession with yourself? Is it because of the essence in your body?
"Don't calculate anymore, okay? I want to go this path myself."
Suddenly Mu Kong hugged Ruoqing. Mu Kong was panicked, and Ruoqing was so. When Mu Kong wanted to let go of his hands, Ruoqing hugged Mu Kong tightly.
What is love?
Mu Kong thought to himself that he still doesn't understand.
"Do you know what I'm thinking, Konger?"
"What?"
As if he was saying goodbye, Mu Kong could feel that Ruoqing, who was like the sunlight, was no longer the high heavenly master of Tianmen. The darkness and coldness that surged from somewhere gradually surrounded the two.
"I'm wondering if I want to lift the seal on you."
Mu Kong didn't answer.
"I don't want to tempt you to do things you don't want to do, but I know you long to know the secrets in your memory. I can only tell you that many things will change after the seal is lifted. Because your situation changes, your perspective on people and things will be different, so you may do many things you unexpected now, including him. Even so, do you want me to lift them?"
"Since you come, you can rest assured, you know I'm good at this."
"I'm afraid you blame me."
"How could you, for me, you fell from cultivating immortals and into the devil's path, I will never blame you for this effort."
Mu Kong gently wrapped his fingers around Ruoqing's black air emitted from his body.
"Can't you suppress it?"
"I don't want to hide it by your side."
"Can you relieve it now? Your body..."
"fine."
The person leaning against him was so worried about Mu Kong's heart.
"I remember your master said that I was born to not understand the seven emotions and six desires."
"No, you understand."
"Now, can you still go back to Tianmen?"
"I won't go back."
"Are the arrangement done?"
"yes."
"You always do things so easily."
The two of them asked and answered each other, and their cold tone was like a stranger they had never met.
"Are you going to start now?" Mu Kong asked. "Do I have something to do with the Demon World?"
"You can't stop at the beginning, will you regret it?"
Is it really related to the Demon World?
"Your demonic energy is not hidden in front of me, and I am not affected. It's really related." Mu Kong looked up at the dazzling sunshine. "Let's start."
To be continued...