Chapter 37 I once thought
The woman in the veil sometimes shrank and sometimes waved her hands as if she wanted to grab something.
The man beside the bed knelt beside him, as if he was praying and feeling guilty.
"Hong'er, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
The cold air was like trying to condense the passage of time, and the man kept muttering to himself that he couldn't hear clearly what he was saying.
It seems to be repentance...
As soon as the sky was dawn, the outdoor air seemed to be full of vitality, full of spring. The woman slowly opened her eyes and looked at the man in front of her indifferently.
"Ruoqing..."
With a low call, the man was ecstatic.
"Kong'er, you're awake... I'm sorry... I didn't mean it. Just wake up, just wake up."
Mu Kong stood up and walked out the door, "Why do you have to? Ruoqing."
The man couldn't believe the alienation and indifference of the words and asked in a hurry: "What do you mean?"
"When my consciousness is chaotic, force my consciousness." Mu Kong smiled back, and Feng Qingyun Dan. "This method of forcing others does not look like what you can do."
"You are not someone else! You are not!"
"Sorry, for me, you did a lot of things you wouldn't have done before." Mu Kong got rid of the man's hands and lowered his eyebrows, "A lot of things have passed. I can let go, so can you."
"You can't let it go! I won't allow it!"
"Why, Ruoqing. I said it when I went down the mountain, we will never meet again. Those things I said are true, you know I can say it and do it."
The indifference between words is nothing to do with yourself.
"I don't believe you are so cruel to me! I don't believe it!"
"You don't believe it, so you hinder my relationship with Ye Yin. If I hadn't been hiding from Gong Qingchen because of poisoning, would you have taken action against him?"
The woman's doubts and shame made him bow his head and say nothing.
"The wrong thing you do is always a price to pay. I am making your cultivation less and hindering your practice. I will repay this price. So, if you are clear, we will be cleared."
With his lower eyes, a line of cold strokes passed by, "How can two clear?"
"Didn't you repay the love that saved a life with my rebirth?" The misty sound was like raindrops falling in the forest, silently falling into the soil.
"Are you blaming me?"
"No. If I hadn't saved you, I wouldn't have seen it so clearly today."
The scenes of the past tell the coldness of a man.
If you don’t cherish some love, those who wait will eventually be wounded and covered in scars, or even despair. The unresponsive relationship will be like a dry river over time, and will eventually return to the loess and dust.
"Do you love him?"
"kindness."
"Just like you loved me back then?"
Mu Kong shook his head, "Now he is like me back then, waiting for someone alone. The difference is that I can sense his love, I want to respond to him. I want to tell him that I will not leave him."
"Kong'er, don't leave, please!"
Mu Kong stopped and didn't look back, "I can't let him wait anymore. After a long time, I'm afraid he won't wait for me anymore. I don't want to cherish it when I lose it."
The breeze blew the man's white hair, and tears of regret seemed to be possessed by the devil. Tianmen Mountain a long time ago...
"Ruoqing, there are always disciples who privately say that I am your child bride. What is a child bride?" The two of them sat on the roof, drinking water and wine, laughing with their backs against their backs. The woman was wearing a long smoke-green gown, like an elf transformed from the fog practice. When the night wind blew, it seemed that she would be blown away at any time.
"Is the woman who wants to be husband and wife with me when she grows up."
"But..." A trace of doubt appeared in the clear eyes.
"But what, do you think Kong'er doesn't like Ruoqing?"
The wind blew the man's long black hair, which seemed a little drunk, and his blurred eyes had an intoxicating power. Hearing the woman's hesitation, the man subconsciously asked.
The woman leaning behind her often said to herself, "Ruoqing, Kong'er likes you."
"Kong'er likes Ruoqing the most, and Kong'er wants to be Ruoqing's wife."
"What did Konger hesitate about just now?"
"As your wife, wouldn't you be able to play with the disciples in the sect?"
"I will be with you in the future."
"Okay, I just want Ruoqing to accompany me."
The conversation has been happening, and the man responds to the woman's question. The man feels that he is just coaxing a child. The child is a bit willful and likes him all day long, but the man knows that the child doesn't understand the feeling of liking someone.
Until one day, a young woman moved into Tianmen Mountain.
Everyone said that it was Ruoqing's wife who had not passed by.
Sister, you are so beautiful. This is the first thing Konger said when she first met a woman.
"You're here?"
"Ruoqing, I'm here."
"Ruoqing, is this?" Looking at the beautiful couple in front of him, Kong'er was very uneasy. The innocent Kong'er had no idea what kind of disaster the woman in front of him would bring to him.
"Hello, you are Kong'er, my name is Yi'er, and I am Ruoqing's wife."
wife……
Kong'er looked at Ruoqing buzzingly. Mingming said that Ruoqing's wife is Kong'er's... Why is it the beautiful sister in front of her...
Only then did Ruoqing notice that the child who was with him day by day had grown up, and the panic and uneasiness in her eyes made her feel a little guilty.
This kid is serious about himself!
Seeing Kong'er turning around and running away, Ruoqing subconsciously chased after him.
Yi'er grabbed Ruoqing's sleeve and said, "Don't go."
As if he was possessed by a devil, Ruoqing did not catch up with him.
"What are you doing?" Ruoqing didn't realize how alienated and anxious his tone was at the moment.
"I asked me to come and live for a while at home. I'm very unfamiliar with this place. You will take care of me, right?"
Perhaps considering the identity of his fiancée and the expectations of both families, Ruoqing let Yi'er live in Shangling Pavilion.
A place where only Konger and Ruoqing lived for several years now has one more person.
Since Yi'er lived in Shangling Pavilion, Kong'er has always been hiding not far away and looking at the backs of the two. In Shangling Pavilion, Ruoqing always saw Kong'er's shadow, Ruoqing knew that Kong'er was hiding from him.
Half a month later, Kong'er woke up and saw a letter on the table, which said that Ruoqing accompanied Yi'er home and asked Kong'er to take good care of herself.
Tears of disappointment were like water breaking the river bank, unscrupulous.
That man didn't like him, and what he said was fake. He was always coaxing himself!
He has a fiancée!
He wants to get married to someone else!
Konger kept telling herself this way.
Ruoqing, who is at home, always calls out that name inadvertently. He always sees the woman wearing smoke-green clothes, looking not far away, but not daring to show up. She looks like a timid and cute rabbit, which makes people laugh.
"Kong'er..."
The man suddenly stood up and looked at the corridor, "Have you really read it wrong again?"
I want to go back, I want to tell her that I like her.
I like you, Konger.
The man kept trotting and grabbed a servant at the door, "Tell my father, I'm back to Tianmen, I won't be able to do this marriage."
Even if you want to get married, you still need the woman you like!
And this person, she is in Tianmen!
He wanted to see her impatiently.
But when I saw it, it was so unexpected.
"Kong'er, I'm back, I miss you."
Without the expected hug, the man searched all over the Tianmen and found that the woman was not here! Where can she go without a father or mother?
No one told the man that when he was away, the new disciples of Tianmen kept bullying Kong'er. No one told him that Kong'er was locked in the dungeon because of hurting his fellow disciples!
When the man found Konger, Konger was extremely weak.
The man went to court and his sharp words made the elder of Tianmen look at him with admiration!
The elder said: Ruoqing, she is your disaster!
Ruoqing said: I just want her to be by my side.
Only by truly experiencing it can you understand what a heart-wrenching feeling of losing.
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Chapter completed!