"I never gave up before. Whenever there were new recruits in the company, I would show my skills to suppress them. Then, when I looked at them with admiration, I felt a sense of accomplishment."

Yan Ming stood beside a tree by the runway, reached out to touch the trunk of the tree, and his fingers were slashing around the bark.

"For a while, I thought it was my vanity. I had to win the lead in everything and show off."

Zhuang Yan felt that there was something in Yan Ming's words.

So I asked: "Master, do you feel dissatisfied with the leg injury this time..."

He thought Yan Ming was a little discouraged and lazy because of the frustration of withdrawal from training.

Yan Ming turned his face, looked at Zhuang Yan seriously, and suddenly smiled.

"Hahaha, Zhuangyan, you still don't know me well enough. No, you don't understand. I'm willing to leave the training this time, and there's no one who is dissatisfied with me. Although I'm competitive, I'm not that stingy. Victory and defeat are commonplace in military affairs. I'm a soldier and understand this principle."

"That's..." Zhuang Yan said: "But I don't understand. Why didn't you hold on for a while yesterday? Since you have been here, you're just one hundred meters away..."

Yan Ming said: "It was me who suddenly realized it. Do you understand? I figured it out and thought it through thoroughly. I found that in the past, I always liked to show off my skills in front of soldiers. If I wanted to suppress others, it was not that I was competitive, but actually because I was becoming less and less confident."

"Do you understand that feeling?" Yan Ming asked again.

Zhuang Yan really didn't understand, so she could only shake her head gently.

Yan Ming sighed: "It's like walking at night, you have to yell a few times to give yourself courage. I'm not vain, I'm afraid. When the soldiers get old, they become oily and have less confidence. I always feel that I can beat the years. Yesterday, I suddenly saw myself clearly. I'm solemn. I'm no longer able to... Not only are I old, but I'm also injured. I can't run dozens of kilometers a day like before, and I can run a kilometer with a log, my body will not allow it."

"Yesterday I wanted to try again and take it a little longer, but I suddenly realized that if I do this, I will cheat my comrades-in-arms and you young players. I can be competitive, but I cannot be selfish. I cannot drag others into the water and be a comrades-in-arms to satisfy my wishes. I don't have this method..."

Captain Yan Ming's voice trembled slightly.

This is like his heart.

Zhuangyan said: "Don't say that, master, you can be a commander."

Yan Ming said: "The captain said he wanted me to be an instructor, but I knew that it was my care. To be honest, I don't like being a political cadre, I like to command positions. And my legs may not be restored in the future, and it is impossible for me to return to the combat position. If that is the case, I would rather transfer."

Zhuang Yan wanted to persuade him, but Yan Ming raised his hand and signaled him not to persuade him again.

"Okay, I know my situation, don't advise me, you should be happy for me. I'm transferred to the public security department, and the benefits are very good. The special police brigade in S City has long wanted me to go there, and your sister-in-law also happens to work there to take care of the family. It's been eleven years, and I have been a soldier for eleven years and four months. In these eleven years, I have only taken six vacations. I have been together for less than half a year. I owe your sister-in-law..."

Speaking of this, he suddenly shook his head and waved his hand.

"Forget it, I won't say that anymore. I should congratulate you for passing this Devil Week assessment. I think you three top corpses who came out of the Hunter Team are really trying to make face for you Captain Han this time. If it weren't for the past, I would definitely poach."

Zhuang Yan was a little embarrassed by Yan Ming's praise, so he said modestly: "I'm not that powerful. After I joined the army, I was in the company, in the teaching team, or in the hunter team, and I didn't think I was the most powerful."

Yan Ming smiled and said, "That's because you have never really examined yourself well. With your military qualities, we are all top-notch in our Red Arrow Team, but it just takes some time to polish it."

He paused and said, "Forget it, I won't say much about these words. Today I'm looking for you, there are some things I want to tell you."

Zhuangyan said: "Master, just say it."

Yan Ming reached into his pocket, touched it, and took out the notebook with a cowhide cover. It was the size of a palm and not very small, but the number of pages was quite large.

Hand the notebook in front of the solemn person.

"Hold it."

“What is it?”

"Hold it. This is some of my skills and experiences in training rifles and pistols over the years. There are new and old guns, and I am not good at sniping. Maybe it's not as good as you, but I think I can still guide you with rifles and pistols."

Zhuangyan took the book and looked through it.

There are some training experiences inside. Although they are not as standard as the textbooks, they are more in line with actual training.

This thing is a treasure. It is a unique skill accumulated by Yan Ming over the years. It is not in the textbooks and is extremely precious.

"This..." Zhuang Yan said: "It's so precious..."

He felt a little embarrassed.

After practicing for so many years, I have gained some experience and just took it away. I always feel like I owe something to others.

Yan Ming's face slit and he said, "Hold it!"

Zhuangyan jumped and his hand shrank back.

Yan Ming said: "I remember all this thing in my mind. Besides, it is left to you for people in need. If you become an officer in the future, you can teach it to your soldiers."

Zhuang Yan felt embarrassed and said, "Master, I am even equivalent, and it depends on whether the troops want it."

"Why don't you?" Yan Ming said: "If you can study abroad this time, you will definitely be promoted when you come back. Why give a soldier indicator? You don't understand yet?"

Zhuangyan smiled and said, "I don't understand."

Yan Ming sighed and said, "Shengyan, although your training is excellent, if you really become an officer or want to be an officer, there are some things that you cannot learn in the textbook. Being an officer is also a science. You must not only deal with the relationship with the upper part, but also the relationship below. If you are a platoon leader, you must mobilize the enthusiasm of several squad leaders. If you are a company commander, you must manage several platoon leaders and your deputy. These are not what you can learn in the training textbook..."

Zhuang Yan felt that Yan Ming's words were meaningful.

He seemed to understand, and he didn't seem to fully understand.

Seeing Zhuang Yan not understanding, Yan Ming left the tree and continued to walk on the runway. While walking, he said, "Remember, there are three ways to join the army. One is how others do it and how you do it. This road is stable and it is not easy to have problems. Find a model soldier and follow others to learn it. At least you won't be too sad in the army."

"There is another thing that you do whatever your leader asks to do. This road is spacious and the leader likes it, and it is a way to achieve success, but people with strong personalities will be very uncomfortable, and I look down on such people, which is boring."

"The third is to do whatever you should do. If you think it is right, you must persist. The superiors are worthy of the party and the country, the subordinates are worthy of the people, do the most appropriate things in your own position, and be worthy of your military years. In fact, you Captain Han is taking this road. But this road is a rugged mountain road, and it is a path that may not be well done. It is tiring and hard to walk. If no one appreciates you, it will be very difficult."

After saying that, the man stopped and looked at the solemn.

"Shengyan, if one day you really become an officer, have you thought clearly what path you want to take?"

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I was in a bad mood last night and complained. Thank you for your consolation.

Since I have written this book, I will write it carefully and write it carefully. Just like the solemnity in the book, if I choose my own path, I must persist in walking, walk well, and be worthy of myself.
Chapter completed!