However, someone has to do this.

If you don’t do it yourself, it must be Lu Xiao who will say it.

Do you even have to shirk this responsibility?

At the beginning, he persuaded Liu Honggui, saying that "I will keep the green mountains and there will be no worries about burning firewood." He also persuaded him that Liu Honggui agreed to undergo a high-level amputation surgery, and now...

Spread...

Zhuangyan felt like a huge stone was pressing on his heart, which made people breathless.

A sense of guilt spreads like a tide, swallowing itself mercilessly.

He stopped, turned around, and looked at the heavy rain outside the window.

The wind mixed with raindrops hit the glass window.

Each shot is a bullet that is shot at oneself, making it impossible to avoid.

At that moment, he even had the idea of ​​turning around and running away.

Or, after going back, concealing the condition and telling Liu Honggui that it was just a small problem that was irrelevant, just hang water here for a few days.

In the corridor, the patients' families and patients walked back and forth, and everyone could not help but look at the young PLA officer by passing by Zhuang Yan.

After staying in the corridor for more than ten minutes, Zhuangyan gave up on the idea of ​​escaping.

This is my own responsibility.

Since I had done Liu Honggui's ideological work to allow him to perform surgery, today I have the responsibility to tell him the truth.

This matter cannot be hidden.

It can't be concealed, either.

Who is Liu Honggui?

He is the company commander of the Martial Reconnaissance Company. He is a reconnaissance person. Will he not even know what his body is going on?

It can't be concealed at all!

Say it!

Tell it truthfully.

Zhuang Yan made up his mind.

Even if Liu Honggui wants to scold himself, let him scold him well and make him feel better. If scolding others can make Liu Honggui easier, he will stand in the ward every day and let him scold him.

Thinking of this, solemnly sniffed his nose, straightened his military uniform, and walked towards the ward with big strides.

"Are you back?"

Zhuangyan walked into the ward and Lu Xiao stood up first.

"Did you get it?"

Zhuangyan nodded: "I got it."

He handed the bag containing medical records to Lu Xiao.

Lu Xiao took it, pulled out the movie inside and looked confused.

He couldn't understand, including the words in the medical records, which were written like books of heaven, so sloppy that they could not recognize.

"What do you say?"

Lu Xiao looked at the solemn with expectation.

Zhuang Yan did not look at Lu Xiao, but his eyes fell on Liu Honggui on the hospital bed.

Liu Honggui leaned against the head of the bed, and from his solemn gaze and expression, he seemed to have guessed something.

Lu Xiao asked again: "Shengyan, what's the situation? You are talking."

Zhuang Yan took a breath and said, "It spreads, the doctor said... it spreads, and the lungs and liver have metastases, and the situation is not optimistic."

Lu Xiao was stunned and then pushed him.

"What did you say?"

Solemnly said: "It spread."

Lu Xiao was stunned, like a stone sculpture, which was petrified on the spot.

"Old squad leader, I'm sorry..." Zhuang Yan felt the corners of his eyes were hot. He didn't want to cry on such occasions. He held it back, but his heart was cut.

After being silent for more than ten seconds, Liu Honggui, who was leaning against the head of the bed, suddenly smiled.

This smile, tears slid from the corners of my eyes and dripped onto the quilt.

"Haha, mom's luck is really bad..."

He still smiled, revealing his white teeth, as if he was talking about someone else's affairs.

"If I had known this, I wouldn't have cut my legs and left myself a whole body."

His tone was very relaxed, but it made Zhuang Yan's heart even more painful.

"Sorry...the old squad leader."

"Needless to say sorry, I didn't eat this tumor for me." Liu Honggui suddenly raised his head and looked at the ceiling with a dull look: "It's all fate, it's all my fate... I didn't believe in fate before, but..."

Speaking of this, the tears finally couldn't stop and they were smashing down.

Zhuangyan turned around, turned her back to Liu Honggui, and faced the wall.

Because he kept trying to suppress his emotions, he was trembling all over.

There is something indescribable to burst yourself, and it may burst out at any time.

After a long time, he suddenly turned around and had a meeting to Liu Honggui's hospital bed, pulled over a chair, sat down, and sat upright.

"Old squad leader, if you feel uncomfortable, just hit me. I advised you to have amputation surgery, it was me..."

He thought that he had implicated Liu Honggui and could not even leave his entire body behind. But this was really inappropriate, so he held it back.

"never mind……"

Liu Honggui still looked at the ceiling and did not move.

"It has nothing to do with your solemnity."

Zhuang Yan wanted to persuade Liu Honggui, but the other party stretched out his hand: "You go out first."

Then he said to Lu Xiao: "Instructor, I want to be alone and quiet."

Lu Xiao woke up from his dream and quickly agreed: "Okay, you're alone."

After saying that, he winked at Zhuangyan and asked him to go out with him.

The two left the ward door and stood in the corridor.

The Xiao Yang, who came to take care of Liu Honggui, stood far away and kept peeking here. Perhaps, he also understood that it was a difficult time for Zhuang Yan and Lu Xiao.

The two of them stood in the corridor for more than twenty minutes.

Finally, Liu Honggui opened the door of the ward with a crutch.

He looked at Zhuangyan and nodded at him: "Zhuangyan, come in, I have something to say to you."

Zhuang Yan looked at the instructor Lu Xiao next to him with some confusion.

Lu Xiao said, "Go, your old squad leader has something to say to you alone, so I won't stay here anymore, go back to the camp first."

After saying that, he patted his solemn arm and turned around and left.

Walking into the ward solemnly, he brought the door with him.

Liu Honggui lay back on the bed, took the pillow and placed it behind his back.

His face was no longer as sad as before, and he seemed to have nothing happened.

Looking at the solemnity that was at a loss, he reached out to the chair beside the bed and said, "Come and sit."

Zhuangyan had to sit down.

Liu Honggui held his hands, and the person seemed to be in a state of emotion. After a while, he said, "Zhuangyan, do you know why I did not ask for a job after the amputation surgery, but stayed in the camp department?"

This has been a few months.

Of course, Zhuang Yan didn't think about it carefully.

Liu Honggui goes or stays, this is not something he needs to consider.

Besides, there is nothing wrong with him staying. After all, Liu Honggui really likes the life of the army.

Today, Li Honggui suddenly asked this question to himself, which caught him off guard.
Chapter completed!