"I really didn't expect this kid to have such great perseverance. It's not just a word to pass through Takramagan." Xing Ganqi was most surprised. In addition to being amazed, he felt a sigh.

"This kid Tiange is just a stubborn person. Don't be serious, but if you really take it seriously, you still have great potential." Ye Huang smiled, thinking of Chu Tiange, this kid who probably was still lingering with his girlfriend, and he couldn't help but praise him.

"It's a bit of a foundation, but unfortunately this kid has never been very correct, otherwise he would have been promoted to lieutenant colonel no matter what he said." He nodded. Xing Tianping had never commented on anyone, but he was not very stingy this time.

"People always become, they just become better or worse, they are innocent or mature. Fortunately, they are developing towards the good side. This kid has many people who support him, but he has not taken many detours. When Lop Nur, I have been dealt with a lot of times, and I have survived it."

Thinking of those difficult years, Emperor Ye couldn't help but sigh.

For that kind of life, even if Emperor Ye can easily complete various tasks now, he is unwilling to recall too much.

People always have a kind of laziness, and they would rather recall those comfortable days, but rather recall the scenes that brought pain and pain to themselves.

It's hard to bear if you taste that kind of pain once, let alone if you do it again.

Emperor Ye is no exception. After all, those are the wounds that were once, and the imprint left too deep.

"Young Master, you are a superman of will. If I were in your current position, I would never do these things again. It is really not something that people can bear."

Shaking his head, he still chose to temper himself in his current position, and Zheng Ganqi still admired him very much.

At least from his perspective, he would never do these things.

It is easy to go from frugality to extravagance, but it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality.

The same is true for the body. If you are used to a comfortable life, no one will yearn for the once cruel struggle.

But Emperor Ye happened to be the opposite. His life is not as carefree as he can be. At least he doesn't need to work so hard anymore, but he still chose the most difficult path.

"Do you know why I still work so hard?"

When it comes to Zheng Gan Qi's words, Emperor Ye did not comment, smiled gently, and exhaled a breath of air conditioner.

"Why."

“Because I feel a sense of crisis.”

Emperor Ye smiled and agreed,

"Since I became sensible, except for the begging life I spent in Yanjing and on the road to Yucheng a few years ago, I spent most of my time abroad, killing a killer training camp, becoming a killer, killing, running away, killing people, and escaping early, and circulating this process until I returned to China."

"My experience in China was before I was twelve years old. I didn't understand the real situation in my country, so I felt a sense of crisis."

"I'm afraid that when I step into this land I once loved, I will find it difficult to adapt, and I'm afraid that everyone will have a modern ditch when they interact, so that they can be together not as bad as I thought."

"Yucheng, I have adapted, but Yanjing is different."

"I won't say much about the power center of China. At least one-tenth of the Chinese elite gathers here. For me, this is a strange and familiar land."

"I am familiar with the old Yanjing, who begged twenty years ago. I am not familiar with the current changing capital. I need to adapt to it and be able to deal with any challenges that are coming."

"I used to be alone, and I could deal with everything calmly, just like what those ignorant children said: Killers are so good, don't like them, just kill them directly. What I want to say is that I can do this at that time."

"But now I can't. I'm no longer an individual. I have relatives, friends, lovers, and family."

“I’m responsible for them, I don’t know if they can protect themselves, but for me, I ask myself to protect them all,”

"So I have to become stronger. Only by constantly improving myself can you have the confidence to deal with everything."

"Although the Ye family has a great family, it is just a family after all, and no matter how strong a family is, it is limited. It can cope with the union of one or two families, but it cannot cope with more family unions. It can cope with one or two organizations, but cannot cope with everything."

"What's more, there are other threats above these."

"Sense of crisis. Only with this sense of crisis can I not slacken. You have never been a killer and don't understand what this means."

"Crisis consciousness, this is the killer's instinct of a killer. I am a killer, and this instinct has long been integrated into every drop of blood."

"I feel the crisis, which means death is approaching. It is precisely through this instinct that I have lived to this day."

"Now that I have returned to the Ye family, my instinct still exists. I can feel hostility from all directions, so I must be prepared to deal with it."

"I have a sense of crisis and I have lived until now. It is precisely because of this sense of crisis that I will continue to live."

"Of course, besides that, there is another reason that you all know."

"My wife, Nangong Fengling, if I can't find the person who killed her, I will be uneasy for the rest of my life."

"Everything I am facing is not human, human power is majeure, so I can only make myself a god."

Clenched his fists, and Emperor Ye clenched back and forth fiercely.

"You understand if I say this."

After saying that, Emperor Ye looked sideways towards the three people next to him.

When Emperor Ye asked this, the three of them were stunned. They didn't say anything for a long time.

For them, this is the first time they have heard Ye Huang tell his own heart.

In their past, Emperor Ye was a free and easy person who could not be free and easy, and he was cynical in everything.

It seems that there is nothing in this world that he can't handle.

But after these words, the three of them realized that even a hero like Emperor Ye was a flesh and blood person after all.

It’s just because I have to bear too much, so I chose to face this thorny real world with a strong side.

On the fragile side, the bloody wound is wrapped in the body and slowly heals itself.

"Young Master, you are not alone, and we are there."

Xing Tian, ​​who had always been unfamiliar with words, suddenly spoke, and looked at Emperor Ye with a burning look.

"Yes, we're there."

"I can't be left out. I'm alone now."

The executioner Qi and Wu Cha said in turn,

"I know, I treat you as brothers and friends. Without you, I would not have been here, nor from Yucheng to Yanjing."

After patting the three of them on the shoulders, Ye Huang continued,

"No matter whether you want to develop yourself or not in the future, you are my brothers after all, and I will not forget this."

"Son of the world, your father didn't tell you when to solve the family affairs."
Chapter completed!