Hearing the sound of uniform breathing from the bed, Rita knew that the two people on the bed had fallen asleep and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

However, she still didn't dare to move around. After waiting for another ten minutes, she carefully moved out of the bed. However, as soon as she moved one leg, a faint sigh came from the bed.

Rita was so scared that she was so angry that she quickly pulled her legs back.

"Jun Ji, do you still remember the scene we first met? Maybe I don't remember it, but I wrote these all in my diary and remember them clearly."

The voice was obviously from Shiyu Xiazhiqiu. I don’t know if I was pretending to be asleep or something before, but I suddenly spoke at this time.

The voice was gentle, completely different from the usual proud tone. As he narrated, Rita suddenly felt that pages of diary were unfolding in front of her eyes:

February 28, 20xx, rain.

A week ago, my father passed away due to a sudden car accident and my mother became a vegetable. I just felt that the world was dark.

I didn't know what to do, I was confused, I even thought about committing suicide, but I didn't have the courage, and I also had to take care of my mother.

I subconsciously asked for help from relatives.

I came to my uncle and aunt's house. They usually have a good relationship with my family. This time I received me, but my expression was no longer as close to me as before.

After only one day of stay, my uncle drove me away. While he was hesitating, he gave a reason why a family named Ji family put pressure on him.

Only then did I realize that there was another couple who died in this car accident.

Holding the bank card given to me by my uncle before leaving, I stood in front of the door blankly, and my heart was filled with coldness.

There is one million yen in the bank card.

a lot of.

But what I need and what I expect is not money!

In the next few days, there will be various walls.

The family is often patronized by thieves, and even eating breakfast on the road is stolen by people. Even the hospital where my mother is located has begun to refuse medicine.

At this time, someone told me that if I went to be a maid for the young master of the Ji family, maybe the Ji family could be open-minded.

I agreed.

Because I am really tired, I am almost unable to hold on.

March 1, 20xx, rain.

Today, I met the young master of the Ji family.

He is a homeboy, but he is a very strange homeboy. He is very handsome and has a temperament that makes people want to be close to.

If it were the past, maybe I would still talk to him on my own initiative, but now, I only have hatred.

It’s this person, the family where this person is, which has caused me to fall to this point now!

I wish I could pick up the scissors in my bag and stab it into his throat!

But the only slightest bit of reason in my heart told me that my mother still needs me to save her, so I can't be willful.

Just as the Ji family needed it, I seduced him, and I acted as if I was shameless and said shameless words.

When the boy rushed over, I felt nauseous and had the urge to vomit.

Not because of that boy, but because of myself.

I actually cried!

I can't even do this!

Shiyu, you are so trash!

However, the boy got up from me and said, 'Since you haven't been enlightened, don't play with fire.'

March 8, 20xx, sunny.

In the next few days, everything went well beyond expectations.

My mother was transferred to a high-end hospital in China, and her relatives were also taken care of in various ways at work. Her attitude towards me suddenly changed from alienation to respect.

All of this is because of Ji Jun.

It is said that the old man of the Ji family felt that I had changed Ji Jun and made him positive, so he changed his attitude towards me.

Indeed, Ji Jun changed.

He sold the dolls and figures and started doing some serious things, but was he really changing because of me?

No, because I can't see a trace of admiration in his eyes, although he is usually very nice to me.

After a long period of contact, I found that he is indeed a good person.

But so what?

He is my enemy, and it is impossible for me to fall in love with him.

April 8, 20xx, it was dark.

During an accidental online conversation, I met a man named Mr. Kong, who is the author of the famous light novel "Sword Art Online".

He was both strict and generous, taking care of me like an elder. He not only provided many suggestions for my novels, but also gave some guidance for my life.

I really like Teacher Kong. After losing his parents, he was the only person who could make me feel warm.

April 21, 20xx, rain.

This day was a nightmare for me.

The teacher Kong I respect in my heart is actually Ji Kong!

Although I had long doubted this, when the truth of the matter was before me, I felt cold in my heart.

One is my relative and the other is my enemy.

Now I tell me that they are all the same person!

God, aren’t I enough playing with you?!

I ran out like crazy, and then was carried back by Ji Kong in the heavy rain.

I had dysmenorrhea at night and my stomach hurt so much. Ji Jun carried me around to look for the hospital.

Looking at the sweaty look on his forehead, it is false to say that he is not moved.

But so what?

I thought after my parents passed away, I had another family member who could tell my heart, but this was just a lie.

Relatives and enemies are intertwined, and admiration and hatred overlap, and I know that my heart has begun to twist.

But so what?

Just keep sinking like this, no one really cares about me anyway.

May 3, 20xx, sunny.

I don't know how to write today's diary.

The diary should be used to reflect my mood, but I don’t know what words to use to express my mood at this moment.

If you insist on saying anything, you will be redeemed.

Ji Jun changed my novel and submitted a manuscript to the Electric Shock Library in my name. Although he has written it, this should be an infuriating thing.

But when I asked in anger, I was greeted by Ji Jun's verbal tricks.

When I was watching anime, I saw those villains wake up after being said a few words by the protagonist. I felt very disdainful...

But now thinking about it, it's really ridiculous, because I was also redeemed by some verbal tricks.

When Ji Jun held my hands and Zhenbai and folded them together and said, "We are a family", a feeling of redemption arose from the heart.

I looked at Ji Jun and suddenly felt that the two characters Ji Kong and Kong Teacher overlapped on him.

At this moment, I told myself.

Shiyu, you are in love.

July 10, 20xx, sunny.

I fell in love with Ji Jun.

I like to look at his back while he is working.

I like to watch his gushing side face as he speaks.

I like his shiny eyes when he was gentle.

...

Although he already has a girlfriend, these do not exist for me. Anyway, my ending will be to marry into the Ji family, right?

With such thoughts in my mind, I can see more easily in some things.

But Ji Jun never accepted me.

There were several times when I wanted to sneak into Ji Jun's bedroom.

I don't want to do something shameful, I just want to be closer to Ji Jun...

...

"Jun Ji, in my eyes, you are my redeemer and my loved one."

"But in your eyes, what am I?"
Chapter completed!