Is it wrong?

An Yinong kept asking himself in his heart that he had been sitting for a long time and had already smoked a pack of cigarettes. He sat in the window and never left.

Zhang Xiaolan and Liu Wei looked at each other. They could see that An Yinong was not in good condition today, but now they didn't know what happened to An Yinong.

An Yinong is now questioning himself, because five people are not just five lives, but five families.

They may be sons, fathers, husbands, brothers, and younger brothers.

An Yinong felt that he had affected the fate of many people, and he not only affected the fate of the five of them.

An Yinong sat here, holding a cigarette in his mouth, and he felt that he might be really wrong.

In fact, if it were normal, An Yinong would not make such a mistake, because An Yinong is no longer the inexperienced rookie he used to be, and he has become more experienced.

But this time, when Fu Changsheng was put on, An Yinong didn't know what he was doing. The authorities were confused and the bystander Qing was Qing. An Yinong has now become an influential person, so he couldn't see clearly.

It doesn't matter that An Yinong couldn't see clearly at one time, but he killed five people and destroyed five families. An Yinong felt very guilty. He felt that he might not really have done this.

But it's too late to say anything now, and the disaster has been caused. Although Qiu Gang didn't say anything, he didn't say anything to punish An Yinong.

But An Yinong's psychological punishment has already made him feel a little breathless. Did Fu Changsheng have guessed such a result long ago, so he was unable to act?

An Yinong asked himself in his heart, but no one can give An Yinong an answer now, and he can only walk out by himself.

But it is so difficult to get out. Being strong is one aspect, but it is not heartless. If five people just get into trouble, you can get out, which is unlikely.

When Liu Wei saw An Yinong's condition, she was really worried. She walked to An Yinong's side, held An Yinong's shoulder and said, "If you have anything, tell me."

When An Yinong saw Liu Wei come in, he wiped out his cigarette because he felt that Liu Wei smelled this badly now.

Looking at Liu Wei, An Yinong smiled bitterly. Liu Wei held An Yinong's hand and said, "Tell me, although I know I can't help much now, can't I talk to me?"

Liu Wei feels that she is An Yinong’s wife. She supports An Yinong unconditionally. No matter what An Yinong does, she will support her.

So now she wants to know what happened to An Yinong, and she wants to share the burden with An Yinong, so that she can be considered An Yinong’s wife, right?

Liu Wei didn't want to have a gap between herself and An Yinong. She thought that she should stand up at this time because An Yinong needed herself now.

Looking at Liu Wei, An Yinong told the matter out, and Liu Wei finally knew why An Yinong was like this.

Liu Wei hugged An Yinong with distress and said, "You are not blamed for this."

"It's my fault for this matter." An Yinong smiled bitterly, and he felt that Liu Wei was comforting him.

"You are also trying to save people." Liu Wei said. She didn't want to see An Yinong fall into such pain. She didn't want An Yinong to be unable to get out of such guilt. She wanted An Yinong to get out of it.

An Yinong shook her head and said, "Although I was trying to save people, I took it for granted. I didn't determine the accuracy of the information, so I reported it. And I didn't tell the above, I didn't know for sure, but asked them to send people to act. I have the greatest responsibility for all this."

An Yinong will not shirk responsibility at this time, but even if An Yinong takes all these responsibilities on himself, the matter will not be reversed. This is where An Yinong feels powerless.

Seeing An Yinong's self-blame look like this, Liu Wei felt really distressed. She hugged An Yinong and said, "I know you feel uncomfortable, I know you feel guilty, but these can no longer solve the problem."

"We should fight better, don't we? We should avenge them for the deaths of those brothers."

"No one is perfect. This sentence sounds like an excuse, like a shirking excuse, but this is a human being, right?" Liu Wei said very slowly. She wanted An Yinong to understand and not get caught in it.

But An Yinong is already getting deeper and deeper. These underground workers seem to be stronger than ordinary people and have better psychological qualities.

But they also have their own fragile side, and they also have times when they collapse, and their fragility is often more fragile than everyone imagines.

After Liu Wei finished speaking, Zhang Xiaolan also walked in from outside. She had heard it and looked at An Yinong with a distressed look in her eyes.

"Brother Yi Nong, I don't blame you, you don't have to blame yourself." Zhang Xiaolan said.

She knew that An Yinong was actually always blaming herself. Although An Yinong didn't say anything about it, Zhang Xiaolan could see that it was the case that she had fallen into the hands of the special high school class.

So now Zhang Xiaolan wants to tell An Yinong that she doesn't blame An Yinong, so that An Yinong will feel less self-blame. Zhang Xiaolan doesn't know how to persuade An Yinong.

She could only think this way. She felt that An Yinong had less self-blame in her heart, wouldn’t it be better?

This was Zhang Xiaolan's naive thought, even a little naive, but An Yinong still smiled.

Because he knew that some people were concerned about him, but those five people were also concerned about him, right?

But she deprived them of the reason for their concern, and An Yinong felt guilty, and this feeling made An Yinong dislike it very much.

Zhang Xiaolan didn't know what to say, so she came up to imitate Liu Wei and hugged An Yinong.

They wanted to give An Yinong warmth and let An Yinong stand up. An Yinong also understood in her heart how much sadness she felt today.

I will be on the 76th tomorrow and I will still be the deputy director. I will still be happy and face many enemies.

An Yinong knew that he didn't even have time to adjust his mood, because reality was forcing him to not even have time to feel sad.

At this moment, An Yinong finally felt deeply why Fu Changsheng said that the few days he had been in prison No. 76 were the days he had the most comfortable sleep.

Fu Changsheng was willing to be caught by Feng Yichi, maybe just to sleep for two safe sleeps.

He hadn't slept soundly for a long time, and he might have forgotten that feeling, so before he died, he wanted to feel it again.

An Yinong now feels that he can already feel the mood of Fu Changsheng. He is sad and you don’t have time, let alone adjusting.

One night, one night, An Yinong will behave normally.

And An Yinong is much better than many people because he also told Liu Wei and Zhang Xiaolan about this, but there is no one who can say that some people.

They could only suppress them, and then they were silently sad. As soon as the sky was dawn, they felt even more uncomfortable, they felt even more heartache, and they felt even more depressed.

It was dawn and An Yinong was about to go out. An Yinong didn't sleep all night.

Although he finally lay in bed, he really couldn't sleep. When he left in the morning, Liu Wei and Zhang Xiaolan were both worried.

An Yinong smiled at them and signaled that he was fine and told them not to worry too much.

After leaving home and coming to No. 76, An Yinong felt that she was in a different state.

Many people greet him, and he will respond with a smile. No one can tell that he is in a bad mood.

This is the undercover, this is the lurker, you don’t have time to be sad, and you don’t have the right to do it, because you are not you many times.

Sitting in the office, Qin Fanghao came in and said, "What should I do now? Our rescue operation failed yesterday and many people died."

Qin Fanghao already knew about Fu Changsheng's sending him to the hospital yesterday, and he also knew that the action had failed.

The five people were wiped out, but these five people seemed to be ready to wipe out the entire army. They were all dead, some were beaten to death and some committed suicide. Feng Yichi did not get a living.

Seeing Qin Fanghao asking himself what to do next in front of him, An Yinong paused for a moment and said, "Give up."

"Give up?" Qin Fanghao widened his eyes.

Seeing Qin Fanghao staring at his eyes now and not understanding, An Yinong felt that he really looked very similar to him a few days ago.

I was the same as Qin Fanghao a few days ago, with this expression and this mood.

But An Yinong felt that people really had to experience what they should do before they knew what they should do.

Only then will you know how you should deal with the problem, but these experiences sometimes cost you really too much.

Qin Fanghao looked at An Yinong and asked, "Are you serious?"

"Yes, give up, go back." An Yinong said to Qin Fanghao.

He didn't know why he said the word "giving up", but he felt that this might be the most correct one, and he should have said it long ago.

But I don’t understand, I am emotionally active, my personal relationship controls my judgment, and after paying the price of five brothers, I suddenly realized.

Although it is said that it is not too late to repair the sheep, An Yinong feels that this time, he is really too late.

Moreover, I was so late that I felt distressed, and An Yinong felt bitter in his heart.

Qin Fanghao saw that An Yinong didn't seem to be joking, so he nodded and said, "Okay, I'm out."

Qin Fanghao didn't understand An Yinong's psychological changes very well. He felt that An Yinong was not like this a few days ago, and he didn't know why it suddenly became like this.

give up!

At that time, what Qiu Gang said was disgusting to An Yinong. An Yinong did not expect that it would be said from her again in just a few days.
Chapter completed!