Time is so fast. It’s almost three years since it was uploaded in April 2015.

Many book friends may not notice that in early November 2017, I added an honor and joined the boutique channel.

It is relatively easy to add a novel of hundreds of thousands of words or one million words to a high-quality channel because it is only a few hundred chapters.

But when you code to nearly 2,000 chapters and 6 million words, it is really not easy to join the high-quality channel.

For me, a growing greasy middle-aged man, that is one of the rare times I feel very emotional lately.

This would not have happened without the support of the second editor Winnie and without the recommendations she had won for me.

This wouldn't have happened without the support of all book friends.

At that time, I wanted to say something to everyone, but when people reach middle age, they are more restrained in their expression than before. The main reason is that it is somewhat too utilitarian to express their gratitude to everyone at such a moment.

Yes, I am just a noble guy who has no ability in writing, but is a bit out of date.

Of course, I also want to increase my income and money through these words in code. Who doesn’t like it?

But if you think about it, you may remember that I have never asked everyone to subscribe, although the work I do in life is to find ways to shout everywhere with shamelessness, so that I can get more products into my goods.

But I never thought of selling the words I coded as goods, and treating the words I coded as business.

Of course I hope that the subscription can be higher and higher, but I think that if everyone thinks that it can continue to watch and enter, then they will naturally subscribe.

Please subscribe, I'm really embarrassed.

As for asking for rewards, I can't do such a thing.

I personally think that some of it is equivalent to asking for money.

In the new book period, I gave me a lot of help and popularized many common sense book friends "Kan", changed my vest and gave me a reward of 100 yuan. After becoming my first helm leader, I also told him through a website message that it is difficult to make money, and 100 yuan is too much, so I really don't need to subscribe. Being able to subscribe is my greatest support.

Yes, I am just a guy who sells information everywhere and calls with business cards every day just to make more money and earn more money, but when it comes to typing, I am very ashamed to talk about money.

Sometimes I feel that I am quite conflicted and divided.

To be honest, it is really difficult for a new author to come forward at the starting point.

Sometimes I see some of the author’s comments, and even feel that the Qidian platform has a feeling of a Avenue of Stars.

The contestants on the Avenue of Stars said one by one how difficult it is, and the same goes for many new authors at Qidian. How low is the subscription and how difficult it is to live.

As one of them, I understand everyone’s feelings very much.

When it was released, I asked the editor, can I buy a few cans of milk powder for my monthly income? He replied, "It's still OK."

Then, I can only buy a few cans of milk powder.

For a long time, I insisted on two updates every day, but the new subscriptions were always more than 400 or less than 500... Can this not be difficult?

But I want to say, who is not difficult in this society?

There is a saying that is very annoying. In the adult world, there is no word "easy".

But the helpless thing is that reality is.

So I never said it when it was difficult, because it was difficult for everyone to say it.

Fortunately, I met Editor Winnie and finally there were more recommendations, giving more book friends the opportunity to see the words in my code. Fortunately, more book friends also spent money to subscribe.

With everyone's help, the orders finally went from over 1,000 to more than 3,000 now.

All orders are 3,000, and many authors may have completed it easily in the first month of the release. It took me more than a year and a half.

It’s not that I have thought of giving up, but, at the very least, there are still hundreds of people spending money to support me every day, and I always feel that it’s not easy to let them down.

I would like to mention a book friend, "Autumn Divine Light". As long as I update, he will definitely give me rewards. It will not drop in one day. One more, it will be 100 starting points coins. Until now, he has become the leader with the highest fan value in my league.

For many days, it was his support that made me achieve a zero breakthrough in the reward column, which is mainly a matter of face. If the number of rewards this week is "0", I will feel a little lost.

When you are middle-aged, you will be stronger, but if you persist and get a response, you will naturally be more motivated.

Everyone’s subscription is the best response to me, and the greatest motivation for me to write.

Time can always be squeezed out. In the past two years, all entertainment has been cancelled outside of work. What is more difficult to overcome is still lack of sleep.

I was originally a disabled person and could not code a thousand words in an hour. Some nights, I often fell asleep while writing. Later, sometimes I just set an alarm clock and squint for 15 minutes in the middle. Then I couldn’t do it, and squint for a few more minutes.

Many times, the first question when I wake up is that in the morning, is the coded?

It should be because of lack of consciousness, so now that I sometimes feel a little confused in my life.

Several times, I brushed my teeth a few times in the morning, and suddenly I felt that my mouth was so uncomfortable and bitter. When I saw it, I treated my facial cleanser as toothpaste.

One morning, my son, who was brushing his teeth, looked at me washing my hair very seriously. After looking at it for a while, he suddenly asked, "Dad, can facial cleanser wash your hair?"

I thought for a while, "It should also have a decontamination effect. What are you asking about this?"

He pointed at me.

No wonder I feel something is wrong, I haven’t had any bubbles for so long.

If it weren't for the genetics perspective, it would be unfavorable to me, I really wanted to call him a bastard, why didn't I remind me from the beginning?

Another common confusion is that after leaving the elevator, I can’t figure out the direction. After going downstairs several times, I don’t walk towards the front door, but towards the back door.

Or when I go home, I can't tell whether to go left or right. After several times, I walked to the other side and found out that I was wrong...

But I don’t want to say that I have worked hard, I want to say that with everyone’s response, I am happy to overcome these hardships.

I also want to say that I actually feel a little proud.

What is the experience of being middle-aged? When I went to get a haircut, the hairstylist asked whether it was shorter or longer, and would say without hesitation, "Shorter,"

I don’t dare to say such things now. I always say that it’s good to practice, because I’m always worried, what if I can’t grow up suddenly?

There is also the forehead, so I will pay special attention to it, because I am worried that my hairline will be retreating more and more.

The most important thing is that at this time, it is really difficult to have perseverance and do something.

So today, looking at me from the beginning of the Spring Festival last year to now, except for one day when I was on a business trip, I was too sleepy and went to bed as soon as I entered the hotel. As a result, it was useless to set an alarm clock. When I woke up, it was already the next day. In addition to the updates that evening, there were at least two updates every day in the other 364 days, which exceeded 5,000 words.

This really makes me feel a little proud.

You know, I have never been a very persistent person.

It is really worth it to be able to do this at this point, a middle-aged greasy man.

So why did I do it? It is mainly because of everyone's support.

It is every recommendation that my dear editor Winnie has won for me, and it is the subscription, recommendation tickets and monthly tickets, rewards, comments... for all my dear book friends, so that I can persist in this way.

And the words I coded are now more and more book friends like, which makes me feel even more proud.

I don’t have many friends and there is nothing surprising in my life. It’s really a rare highlight in my life that everyone can recognize the words I code.

When people reach middle age, there is another characteristic, which is that they sometimes become emotional. I remember one night when I was typing, I needed to check an old song, and then I suddenly became interested. That night, after typing, I watched the mtv of those old songs on TV, and almost saw dawn.

Today, it should be said that it was yesterday and I couldn’t read the Spring Festival Gala. I originally said that I would first code the morning chapter, but suddenly I couldn’t stop thinking about it. So I wrote down these things with my own hands, just by the fireworks outside the window.

It is rare to open your heart once. On this first day of the New Year, I want to say a few more words.

Thank you, dear editor Winnie, for the book friends who have always supported me, for those in the group who have never abandoned me since the beginning, and for the book friends who have always helped manage the group and are more concerned about some things than me...

Thank you for your support and help, care and encouragement, companionship and protection over the past few years.
Chapter completed!