Dragging his tired body, Sun Ze returned to the simple rental house.

The rental house of less than 20 square meters is filled with all kinds of debris, and a few mottos are written on the black wall!

‘Persevere in your dreams, for tomorrow!’

‘Dreams never die, music never stops!’

Sun Ze is a drifting man in Beijing, or a wandering singer, who often appears in the subway and square.

Singing! It's his lifestyle.

Born in the countryside, he only looks average, has a low figure and looks ordinary. Even though he has a good talent for singing, this era of face-based perspective has no effect.

"Hey, mom! It's me, the second baby!" Picking up the phone, Sun Ze called the house.

Two hours ago, while singing on the subway, my family called him, but he didn't answer. Due to work, he did not answer immediately. Who knows how much time it would take to chat with my family?

It is impossible for him to sing on the subway, so he can only choose to go back to his residence and then call him back.

"Erwa, how are you doing recently? Your brother Zhuzi is going to get married. He was following you all day when he was a child. Zhuzi of your second aunt's house, yes, he is getting married!" An old woman's voice came from the phone.

Sun Ze knew that his mother was telling him in this way - come back! Go home! Don’t dream anymore!

Before, Sun Ze's father had a fight with him because of this, which caused Sun Ze not to go home for two years.

Maybe he is still persevering, believing that one day he will be able to step on the stage he has always dreamed of.

"Mom, I understand, is my dad in good health?" Sun Ze asked with a deep sigh.

Perhaps for him, his parents' incomprehension and unsupport were the most painful things.

According to what the elders in the family said, this is called "blindness"! You don't even graduate from a middle school, but you still want to be a big star and sing. This is simply "abusive"!

Once upon a time, Sun Ze was young and proud.

I told my childhood friend, friend and others at home that his dream was to be a big singer and be able to stand on a stage that was highly anticipated. This was his lifelong dream.

However... dreams are always out of reach. Should we give up? Flowers bloom and fall are another season. Where are you in spring?

This song "Old Boy" sung by Wang Meng and Huang Bo may be the deepest portrayal of his moment.

When I was young, I boldly told me to be a big star, and what I received was... the discomfort from my elders and family, and even the ridicule of my friends.

Sun Ze dared not say that he was a swan and others were a sparrow.

But! Before you succeed, you will be despised and ridiculed by others.

Even his parents advised him more than once to give up this dream idea and honestly find a girl to start a family.

When he was confused, he asked the most learned second uncle in his hometown, who was a "disobedient" person when he was young.

The second uncle took a sip of cigarettes, and his vicissitudes of life were covered with weather. He once said to him: "It is good to have dreams! But dreams are not what the longer they last, the more fragrant they are, but rather a thorn in the heart. Only successful people have the right to recall - dreams cannot be left out!

And those who have not succeeded have no right to say this? Because you are just one who fell down on the road of chasing your dreams. And the dead bones that fall on this road may be longer than this road!"

The second uncle said to him: "You have to remember whether you succeed or become a dry bone! The ratio of the two is 1 to 100. There is even one successful among 1,000 people."

After hearing this, Sun Ze sighed deeply and didn't say anything.

He still left his hometown without hesitation and embarked on this road.

There are so many hardships in this.

When I came to the cold big city and embarked on this "no return road", I have had many friends like him.

But five years have passed, and I have left so many things. More than one friend once said to him: "Sun Ze, I am tired, I can't hold on anymore, I'm going home! I'm not dead in my dreams, I hope you can succeed!"

Sun Ze remembers every blessing, no one gives him motivation, this is the only blessing he can receive.

Today, he dragged his tired body back to his simple residence again. The phone call at home made him feel a little relieved.

Of course, this kind of loosening has occurred many times in the past two years, and it may be like this every time I make a phone call with my home!

So, he began to dislike calling home.

It’s not that he is unfilial and has no conscience, but that he is really afraid that he can’t hold on if he says too much.

The family didn't call him home, thinking that it was caused by his quarrel with his father! But... only Sun Ze knew that he did not hate his father at all, and it was even more impossible to hold a grudge.

But I am afraid! Every time my family’s advice is so similar to my current situation!

He was afraid that he would be discouraged!

Sun Ze did not admit the word escape.

But it is undeniable that it is because of his own situation that he began to escape.

Escape to a closed space and live a life that you are pursuing for your dreams.

...

"Shi Liu, shit Liu!" After a pack of instant noodles was eaten, the feeling of hunger temporarily disappeared.

People! Only after filling your stomach will you think about something else. When you are hungry, everything is dark.

After eating, Sun Ze lit a cigarette, looked at the misty smoke, and flew from his fingers to a high place.

Miaoyan has the dream of climbing to a high place, let alone being alone. Sun Ze deeply imagined this scene.

"Maybe, I want to fly like this smoke, but I can't fly out of this simple room! Even if I stand at the highest point, it's only more than two meters high! What's the use? Am I really going home?" Sun Ze muttered.

"Forget it, I don't want to think about it anymore. Maybe my parents are right. I shouldn't be so willful!"

Sun Ze stood up and paced slowly. The small room was filled with daily necessities, which made it so difficult for him to take two steps!

"Is this a difficult step? Do you want to laugh at me even if you have fate?" Sun Ze thought.

Possible! When a person's heart is bright, he will only think of light; when the heart is narrow, he will only become narrower and narrower, and that's how it is now.

The environment is a dark and humid basement; the psychology is a dilemma; coupled with his appearance, what's the use of singing well?

The time, place, and people are all standing on the other side, and Sun Ze's heart is dark.

"Bang bang bang!" Sun Ze felt that this was very dangerous and could not think about it anymore, as it would be even more gloomy.

He beat the TV with stars at home, and finally the picture appeared, but the surface was not clear and the sound was not very good!

"Dreams are always out of reach, should we give up?" His familiar voice came from the TV.

"The flowers bloom and fall are another season, spring! Where are you!"

...

"Has all the original wishes come true?"

"Is it only a few o'clock now?"

"Is it Huang Bo and Wang Meng?" After Sun Ze turned on the TV, he was a song he liked to listen to very much. Now it is so harsh. Releasing Buddha is another ridiculous joke of fate!

but!

He was a little surprised after seeing it clearly!

This is a chorus between Huang Bo and Wang Meng!

Who are these two people?

Not many Chinese people don’t know about it. There are countless titles of actors, famous grassroots risers in China, countless idols of dreamers, and grassroots emperor superstars!

One is the darling of fate, the stars are the moon, the genius and the monsters, it seems that all good luck can be found in him.

It is rare for the two of them to sing a song to appear on TV with such a big wrist!

"Hey! No?" Suddenly Sun Ze was shocked!

...

PS: It’s New Year’s Eve, I wish you a happy New Year first. Blessings are very simple, and the four words represent all my “peace and safety”!

I wish you all peace and safety in the new year!
Chapter completed!