Chapter 390 Phoenix Nirvana
The room Lin Qingya reserved for Li Mu is the best luxury business suite in this three-star hotel.
The so-called luxury business suite is nothing more than an additional living room of about 20 square meters, which is generally decorated.
Lin Qingya did not take her luggage and followed Li Mu to the room. Li Mu invited her to sit on the sofa for a while. It was so painful to wait outside for two or three hours in the middle of winter. The room was warm, and Li Mu asked her to rest here. When it was time, she would take her to the station so that she could sleep when she got on the bus and then she would go to Yanjing for one night.
As soon as the two sat down on the sofa, Li Mu's cell phone rang. He took it over and saw that it was Su Yingxue. Li Mu naturally said to Lin Qingya: "My girlfriend's phone number."
Lin Qingya nodded gently, cooperated very well without making any sound. She knew that Li Mu had a girlfriend. When he confessed to Su Yingxue, all the NPC students were blown up. Dong Ai also told her specifically. At that time, she felt that when Dong Ai talked about this, her tone seemed to be a little lost.
As soon as the phone was connected, Su Yingxue asked Li Mu: "What are my dear doing?"
Li Mu said: "I'm in Qilu, where are you doing something?"
Su Yingxue said: "I came out to buy a pack of cigarettes for my dad, and my mom gave it to others for the cigarettes at home."
Li Mu smiled and said, "Auntie probably wants to ask her uncle to quit smoking. You can buy him cigarettes. Be careful that your aunt is anxious about you."
Su Yingxue said: "It's okay. Anyway, my mother knows that she is deceiving herself. As soon as my father goes to work, she can't stop smoking at all."
As he said that, Su Yingxue said again: "By the way, my sister is going to take the art exam at the Yanjing Film Academy on the 9th day of the lunar month. I promised to accompany her. The night after tomorrow I will go back to Yanjing with my sister-in-law and her family."
Li Mu heard Su Yingxue mention this before and said, "Since you promised her, then go there. I will go back after the fifteenth at home."
Su Yingxue said: "Xinran has been pestering me these two days, saying that she asked you to treat her to dinner. When her family watched "Old Boy", she didn't even think about your name, but she guessed it was you, so she insisted on getting to know you. Do you have time tomorrow night?"
Li Mu said without hesitation: "If you have time, let's do it. I'll invite you two to eat at the ecological park, the environment there is better."
Su Yingxue said: "Okay, you can eat anything, I'm afraid you don't have time."
Li Mu said: "You can't offend your sister-in-law, you will definitely satisfy her tomorrow."
After hanging up the phone, Lin Qingya said with envy: "You are so nice to your girlfriend."
Li Mu smiled slightly and said, "My girlfriend must be nice to her."
Lin Qingya nodded and asked, "She is also from the National People's Congress?"
"Well, we will be classmates in high school in our class."
Lin Qingya asked: "Then does she know what you are doing now?"
Li Mu shook his head: "You know some of it. She knows 3321, she knows Alipay, I know that I filmed "Old Boy", but I don't know about Makino Technology and others."
Lin Qingya looked curious: "Why don't you tell her?"
Li Mu shrugged his shoulders and said, "I can't say it well. Maybe he wants to make the relationship between us as pure as possible, or maybe he is afraid of scaring her. Not only him, but my parents don't know now."
Lin Qingya nodded with understanding. As a young man, his achievements have been too great. Even the people closest to him may need time to slowly accept this fact.
Li Mu remembered the family affairs that Lin Qingya faced, and asked her: "Have you solved all the affairs in your family?"
Lin Qingya nodded: "All solved, it's actually a matter of money, as long as they are satisfied."
Seeing that her expression was a little unnatural, Li Mu comforted her: "Any problem that money can solve is actually not a big problem."
Lin Qingya sighed softly and said, "I was still thinking about it when I came here by car from my family today. In the future, it would be enough for me to come back every year. In fact, for them, it doesn't matter whether I come back or not. As long as I give it money, I mainly don't want to celebrate the New Year alone in Yanjing, otherwise I really don't even have the heart to come back. If I marry someone in the future and have a place to celebrate the New Year, I'm afraid I will lose my heart to come back once a year. If my husband can love me and spoil me in the future, I will never want to come back for this family in my life."
Li Mu realized that he might have said the wrong thing and should not mention any pot. However, seeing Lin Qingya's appearance, there should be many things hidden in her heart. It may not be a good thing for her to keep everything alone.
Lin Qingya looked up at Li Mu and asked him, "Mr. Li, are you interested in listening to my complaints?"
Li Mu sat upright and said, "Let me listen carefully."
Lin Qingya smiled slightly and said, "Actually, I just complain about my fate. It's not that I've lived a miserable life. I just feel that I have never been loved and spoiled by anyone since I was a child. In Zao City, the concept of favoring boys over girls is particularly important. When my grandparents were young, the number of sons was compared to each family. My grandparents had six children in total, but only my father was a boy. So their family has been bullied by people in the same village. There are few sons at home and many sons will bully you and take advantage of you. My father has been used to being bullied since childhood. The concept of favoring boys over girls is much more serious than my grandpa's generation."
"My dad caught up with a good time. When he was young, he caught up with state-owned enterprises to recruit workers, which was considered a job. However, state-owned enterprises employees were very good at family planning. He had one of my brothers, but he always felt that there were not enough sons, so he wanted to give birth to another one. In order to give birth to me, my mother went to the countryside to hide her for half a year. After I was born, she found out that I was a girl, so she left me in the countryside for my second aunt to raise her. When I was young, I took my second uncle's surname. At that time, I always thought that my second aunt was my parents. Until when I was two years old, my mother returned to the countryside with a big belly and secretly gave birth to a third child."
"The third child is another girl. My mother wants to leave. My second aunt really doesn't have the energy to take care of my sister, so my mother instructed her to send the child away. At that time, I didn't know that the girl was my real sister. When I was seven years old, it was time to go to school. I don't have a household registration. My second aunt and uncle have two children. If I register for me, it will be a childbearing and will be fined. But if I don't register, I can't go to school. My second aunt took me to my parents' place, arguing with them, and then left me with my parents. I was angry and left. My second aunt's idea is very simple. She just wants me to go to school. Moreover, a child is still a black household at the age of seven, which will delay a lot of things. My parents disagreed at first, but there was no place to place me, so they could only keep me at home for the time being."
"In those days, it was the time when state-owned enterprise employees violated the family planning regulations. Not only did they have a special working group to investigate them all day long, but later they also issued a policy of reporting and rewards. Not long after I lived at my parents' home, my parents were reported. The working group came to verify, but they refused to admit it. They drove me out of the house without any distinction. I was only seven years old and had no money in my pocket. I cried downstairs for a day. My parents' neighbor couldn't stand it and secretly took me home. I asked me if I knew which relative's contact information. I remember the address of my second aunt's house, so she took me on a bus and took me back."
"My second aunt was so angry after hearing what I had at home that I had experienced at home. Five of them brought me back and asked my parents to keep me and register me with the household registration. My father had no choice but to re-issue me. With the follower of several aunts, he re-issue me. The family planning team came and fined 8,000 yuan. My five aunts raised half of it. Since then, I stayed with my parents, but my parents had no feelings for me and didn't want me to go to school at first. Later, it was the teacher of the unit's children's school who found my parents. They reluctantly agreed to let me go to school because of their face among the workers."
"I took the junior high school entrance exam, and I got the first place in the school and the fifth in the county. My parents didn't want me to continue to attend, so I gave up the best high school and went to a mine that was willing to waive my three years of tuition and miscellaneous fees. After being admitted to the Renmin University, I received a scholarship from my alma mater and red envelopes from my five aunts. I worked as a tutor in the city for two months and collected enough tuition for the first year. In the next three years, I relied on poverty subsidies and scholarships to work until I graduated. After I graduated from Renmin University and worked, my parents
His attitude changed immediately. From the beginning, he didn't care about it, he turned to constantly asking for money. He asked me for money when he renovated his house, and asked me for money when he put in a cement floor in the yard. My brother asked me for money when he was doing a small business. My brother was chased by a creditor to come and asked me for money when he was old. Now he couldn't find a partner. He asked me for money when he was hesitant. He immediately turned against me and said that I was an ungrateful wolf and finally gave me a gift until college graduation. As a result, I turned against me and told people everywhere that I was blind and raised a wolf cub..."
Li Mu was stunned when he heard about similar things. He had never experienced such extreme experiences as Lin Qingya. Xiling Coal Mine was also very strict about family planning. Except for underground excavators who can give birth to second children, no one is allowed. Some people also went back to their hometowns in the countryside to have a secret child. They took them back after many years, but they did not dare to change their household registration when they took them back. They also claimed to be the children of their relatives. However, these families love the children of their second children very much. Whether men or women, the reason is very simple. The parents think that they have lost too much money and want to make up for it.
However, Lin Qingya's experience was an extreme. Not only did her parents not feel that she owed her, but she felt that she owed them. It was hard to imagine how Lin Qingya went from elementary school to high school in such a family environment.
Lin Qingya said so much in one breath, but her emotions did not fluctuate much, but became more and more relaxed. She continued: "My second aunt is old. I went to see her this year. Her two sons were not very filial. Maybe it was because of the limited conditions. She and my second aunt are still relying on planting that acre of three-point land. Qilu is different from other provinces. The per capita arable land area here is very small, not even acre, so they can only grow some food. Fortunately, the countryside uses grain and a small amount of money to exchange for pancakes and sesame cakes, and they can still survive. But over the years, I have been desperately trying to please the three people in my family, but I have never really repayed my second aunt and second aunt. When I left, I gave them all the year-end bonuses we gave this year."
Li Mu nodded: "I heard that, you shouldn't give your brother a penny of the marriage money."
Lin Qingya smiled slightly and said, "Yes, I regret it so much. If I had known it, I would ignore it. Let them cry, make a fuss and hang themselves. Anyway, they wouldn't really hang themselves. If the money was given to my second aunt and second aunt, it would be enough for them to support their elderly care."
As he said that, Lin Qingya suddenly became energetic and sat upright and said to Li Mu, "You don't know. When I went out today, I told my parents that I have already paid enough for this family over the years. Now I have paid off my brother's marriage. From now on, I will not pay any attention to their requests. If I come back for the New Year next year, I will give them 5,000 yuan of living and accommodation expenses. If I don't come back, forget it. You don't know how ugly their expressions are. You want to scold me. I didn't give them a chance and left with the box. Now I think I feel so cool at that time."
Li Mu smiled and said, "I heard you say that, it's quite a relief."
Lin Qingya blinked and said mischievously: "I think so too. Although I don't think it's right, I still feel very happy when I think about it. I can't live so stupid again. If I want to be good to those who are good to me and are not good to me, I can leave it behind. After returning to Yanjing, I changed my mobile phone number. Anyway, they have not visited me in Yanjing for so many years, and I don't know where I live or where I work. Once I change my mobile phone number, they will never get annoyed me again."
Li Mu smiled and nodded, wanting to praise Lin Qingya for making a correct decision, but Lin Qingya looked at herself and asked, "Mr. Li, can you ask for something?"
Li Mu said, "You said."
Lin Qingya said embarrassedly: "Actually it's not a big deal. She just wants to borrow your shoulders to lean on her back. She still feels a little uncomfortable now, but don't worry, I won't wet your shoulders."
Seeing that what she said seemed like a joke, but there was a faint sense of helplessness in her words. Without thinking too much, Li Mu nodded gently, sat in front of her, patted her shoulder and said, "Come on."
Lin Qingya smiled shyly and said, "Mr. Li, you are indeed the best boss I have ever met. Don't worry, I'll just lean on it."
After saying that, Lin Qingya slowly tilted her head with a smile, leaned her side face gently on Li Mu's shoulder, and sighed for a moment: "It's great if there is someone who can lean on it at this time..."
Li Mu looked at the time. At 10 o'clock in the evening, there were two hours before the train she was about to take. Then he said softly: "Let's take a moment, I'll take you to the station at 11 o'clock."
"Well, thank you Mr. Li."
Lin Qingya, leaning against Li Mu's shoulder, felt an unprecedented sense of security in her heart. Li Mu asked herself to take a look for a while, but she didn't know what she was, and she felt sleepy.
His eyelids became heavier and he finally couldn't help it and fell asleep on Li Mu's shoulders.
Li Mu also closed his eyes and squinted for a while but did not sleep. After more than ten minutes, he felt a little wet and hot on his shoulders. When he opened his eyes, Lin Qingya, who was sleeping on his shoulders with his eyes closed, tears were silently gushing out of the corners of both eyes.
Li Mu did not react at all, nor did he rashly wipe her tears. He did not move, and he was even careful in his breathing, for fear of disturbing her.
Li Mu knew that the truth is that there is nothing more than death in his heart, but it may be a good thing to give up completely against the bonds in life. When Lin Qingya was experiencing the phoenix nirvana, if she could break the shackles and walk out of these nightmarish shadows, she would be able to become stronger, which would be a good thing for her.
Chapter completed!