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Chapter 50. The Absolutely Unforgettable Thing(1/2)

(Please recommend! Please collect! Hum... So, what happened to Juejian girl... Is my brother cute in the end... I forgot to update it for me... Forget it... It's really more reliable for me...)

My name is Shino Asada. Just like the name, I am an ordinary high school student even if I am stuck in the crowd.;

As for shooting and killing robbers when I was a child? Ah...sorry, that's self-defense.

What? You said this is not ordinary? Hahaha... (smile)

Ah... By the way, I can definitely be considered as deleting these words. I am an ordinary high school student in high school. A month ago, I had a very ordinary male friend named Kyoji Shinkawa. Of course, it cannot be considered as a cliché plot like childhood sweetheart. I am just a relatively close person.

A month later, my ordinary friend, Kyoji Shinkawa, left nothing. Under that ordinary friendly appearance, he was hiding an absolutely extraordinary heart. Because of all kinds of deceiving death, he was taken away by the police.

In this way, I have no friends anymore, no... Maybe in my memory, I can still count a man named Chu Xuan with a expressionless face.

He has developed analytical skills, rich knowledge, and possesses physical qualities that ordinary people cannot possess. He always likes to do things beyond him, an "ordinary male high school student". He is always talking nonsense all day long. He always makes some amazing moves that ordinary people cannot do... For example... he hugs a princess as soon as he meets him... I... such a shy thing that makes people die.

Want to complain? Want to talk about him a little bit? Or... just want to act coquettishly at him or something? I can't figure out what I feel now.

But why...

On the sudden day, I met him. On the sudden day, he disappeared from my sight.

Ah... This time, there's really nothing...

I silently told myself in my heart, and with the flow, I pulled the scarf around my neck.

Yes... nothing is left.

Everything...is on that day.

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"Hey, Chu Xuan, why did you think of finding them two?"

The akane-colored sunset dyed Shino Asada's white side face red. I don't know whether it was the color on the girl's cheek or the color of the sunset.

A hint of melancholy flashed from time to time in the same black pupils as Chu Xuan.

"..." Chu Xuan.

Chu Xuan did not answer. He just turned his calm eyes into the sky, and his cold face also brought a slight color.

"Where am I... I killed people with these hands when I was a child." Shino Asada narrowed his eyes slightly, raised his fair wrist, and continued to talk as if he was talking to himself.

"It's really... I fired a few shots in a row. At that time, my eyes were all red, blood-red faces, blood-red environments, blood-red... palms."

Shino Toda sighed deeply and gently lowered his palm.

"Being bound by the past and being erased by memories of the past bit by bit, what is the past ten years I have spent?"

Yes... I can't escape from memories, I can't defeat the memories of the past.ptsd (Posttraumatic stress disorder), maybe it's just an excuse that Asada Shino made for herself? Maybe she just can't accept herself stained with blood.

I always pretend to be nothing, and even if I am being ridiculed, I will just say it.

Ah...but that's it.

"But, but, I really want to do this, have I spent my whole life in the shadow of the past?"

Asada Shino's voice rose.

"What a joke!!! This kind of life...How can I forgive this kind of life! How can I forgive you...I'm forgave it!"

Chu Xuan quietly looked at Shino Asada who had no ladylike appearance. He understood that Shino Asada only needed someone to listen to her quietly and tell the story.

A person who knows how to listen to others' voices is definitely much more popular than a person who keeps talking.

"So because of this, I entered the ggo world. I want to use the strong people inside... to make myself stronger and my mentality become stronger."

She covered her eyes with her hands. Maybe she just didn't want Chu Xuan to see her embarrassed look.

"It's ridiculous, right? For someone like you?"

"You can't be ridiculous. You always guarantee your own interests. However, from the perspective of maximizing interests, using firearms to repeatedly stimulate and treat your own PTTSD disease is very correct."

Unexpectedly, Chu Xuan intervened this time. However, he had no intention of comforting the girl at all. He just said his own point of view lightly, and then continued to keep silent.

"You guy...really..."

Shino Asada's eyes softened in an instant.

Men who don’t know what gentleness is will be hated... Chu Xuan. But... I don’t hate such men either. No, no, no... Maybe, this is an important way for this guy to show gentleness.

Asada Shino lifted his head again.

"It's really...I'm so stupid...I ask Chu Xuan about something like this. I know you won't give me an answer..."

"But... but I will still ask later! No matter how many times it is! How many times it is! I will ask the answer from your mouth, Chu Xuan. Because... you are the only man who cures my ptsd symptoms..."

Before, Shino, in her arrogant state, could never have said such words that made her shy to death. However, she thought that the huge fluctuations in her emotions might have made this stubborn girl finally open her heart completely.

The girl turned her body and put her eyes on the boundless sky.

The sunset...is it very good. Isn't it?

My mood finally completely relaxed at this moment.

"Ding~ Asada Shino's psychotherapist, mission progress: 10/10. The hidden task is completed, and the dead space is transmitted immediately! The countdown starts...10..."

Such a long-lost system prompt sound slowly sounded in Chu Xuan's mind. Along with it, there was a slowly beating countdown.

"Hey, Chu Xuan."

Asada Shino's voice rang out.

“9.”

"Next time...we will come to this place to watch the sunset next time?"

This is the sound of nostalgia for this sunset.

“8.”

"It's really...it's really beautiful."

He murmured to himself, slightly widening his eyes.

"Chu Xuan."

The sound came.

“7.”

"Chu Xuan...say something..."

I was a little frightened, for some reason, or maybe it was my intuition, Shino Asada clearly felt that something important was about to disappear.

“6.”

"Hey! Chu Xuan!!!"

“5,4,3,2.”

Time, like a war horse urging by a horse whip, rushed to the other side for a moment!

“1.”

"Chu Xuan..."

Tears, I don’t know why... I don’t know why it overflowed from my eyes, crystal clear, and hit the ground. It was like a cherry blossom blooming in the air, shattering into several petals.

Yes...yes...I can't leave this expressionless man anymore?

So... So please. Chu Xuan... say something... hurry up and say something...

"Next time, let's watch this sunset together, Chu Xuan."

Tears remained in the corners of his eyes, Shino Asada did not look back.

Chu Xuan's last words were left in the air, although they were still so cold and calm, and they were all indifferent to everything.

"Um."

"Telection...start!"

White light...flashes!

"Bye now."

Shino Asada gently raised his head and said this sentence gently, like breathing, next to the empty viaduct.

yes...

Goodbye, Chu Xuan.

Hopefully, we will meet again next time.

Chu Xuan.

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Walking out of the clean white CD, Chu Xuan swept the surrounding environment expressionlessly.

Although the daily space is still white, there are many plants on the ground, which adds a little more brilliance to the daily world, which originally brought a bit of cold atmosphere.

"Ding~ Enter the settlement list!"
To be continued...
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